#shini personal

[shini--chan]

Not a request I was just scrolling through your posts tagged with things you won’t write and honestly some of those requests are genuinely concerning. It’s not even just people being desensitized anymore some of the fantasies they openly admit to are genuinely disgusting and weird. Pedophilia and all that too like what the fuck. And some of the kinks people try to insist & convince u are normal. Sending it anonymously doesn’t make it any less weird either🥀 Digital footprint still exists.

Yeah I know. It is like the anons don't realise that law enforcement or the Tumblr staff cannot find out their IP adresse in 1min if they go too far. And even IP ban they if they go too far...

There is a good reason I limit the amount of sexual nsfw content I post on my blog and I got very annoyed in the past when people persisted after saying no. Some even said I was kinkshaming them and then flooded my inbox until I turned the anon asks off. Had half the mind to snarkily reply: "Well, my kink is kinkshaming other people. So take one for the team, 'kay pal?" The reaction might have funny, just didn't have the time or energy to put up with the tripe that person was up tp

[shini--chan]

ilysm but please update

Hi there. Trying to get around to writing, it is just going at a snails pace. Finding and buying an apartment is taking longer than expected and also consuming more of my time than anticipated. I'll be on holiday for three weeks soon so I should have more time. Tentively saying that updates will be more likely because yours truely and truely good at procrastinating and getting distracted.

And before the peeps @ the anon - given the context of the past few weeks I have nothing against the anon for signs of life. I myself become anxious when my favourite authors go completely radio silent.

[shini--chan]

This isn’t an ask I just wanted to apologise for the weirdos on here sending you scat fetish stuff and being rude to you I hope you’re doing okay dude

Wanna thank all you guys for the support you are giving to me. It means a lot!

Doing well now and preparing a few posts for May and I have hope that I'll post the one or the other story/headcanon answer in the coming weeks. Nice points of AI that you guys brought and I'm on the same side. At best, AI is a tool for helping real life humans check grammar, structure stuff or trawls the internet for answers and even then it has to be repeatedly prodded into giving satisfactory answers. It ain't a replacement for humans and whoever thinks that needs to go outside and interact with some real people.

[shini--chan]

i love your work so much!! yao is so charming in them <33 i hope you didnt mind the inlux of likes 😅

Thanks and don't worry about spam liking. I do check out the account responsible, but that is due to personal curiousity. Have nothing against it

[shini--chan]

I came to see how you were, and even make an ask, BUT DAMN. These people don't even deserve the light of day. It's your choice whether you post stuff or not, and going as far as to give d*ath and r*ape threats to you?? Man, I really hope you're doing well and looking out for yourself. Don't pressure yourself to write, but also don't let them run you off the platform. You are an amazing writer and they just are mad that they aren't like you.

Thank you for the nice words!

Doing well at the moment, just busy with the last steps in getting my soon-to-be appartment and some summer activities. Gradually coming around to write more though - missed having time to write.

About that anon - at the very most, it makes me ticked off that I have to deal with such people. They seem to have not gotten the memo that abusing people online will not improve their miserable life in any way, so they deserve all the humiliation and ridicule they get online and in real life.

[shini--chan]

My friend you forgot the text again- you good?

Refering to what happened on Monday (12.01).

Work is really exhausting at the moment, and I also have courses in my free time that I am attending and that are taking up my time else. I'll try to post as possible, but I probably will have to postpone some things. I usually put most of my posts on a schedule to be posted and complete them on the weekend before or when I'm waiting for training. It is just that I haven't had the oppotunity to catch up and do the posting work this month really.

[shini--chan]

Yours truely was busy and sick in December, so no posts. I'll try to post a bit more now in January, but I'm not making any promises. A Happy New Years to everybody

[shini--chan]

I recommend that you also drink a lot of plain water. I consumed so much tea over 2 years without hydrating properly that my brain started physically hurting when I drank more. The pain did went away after I started drinking more water, which is good because being unable to drink tea is a curse (especially at the start of a day)

Sheesh, I knew that caffeine could dehydrate but didn't think it would be that bad. And especially not with the relatively small amounr of it in tea in comparison to coffee. I'll be sure to keep that in mind. It is good to hear that you are doing better now.

To be frank, while i do drink a lot of classic teas, I also tend to refer to herbal infusions and warm fruit drinks (?) as tea when I talk about tea. The herbal infusions are for health reasons as well (like my low iron levels and for the vitamins. Red meat only helps so much), though I have been drinking less of them in favour of lemon water as of late.

There still has to be a cup of black tea after lunch though. Or at home, especially paired with rusks. There is also usually a bottle of lemon-milk tea whenever I have those >8 hour dnd sessions