#shini talks

[shini--chan]

Please do not push yourself to upload or write if you feel pressured or stressed!! Everyone needs to take time especially if they already have a serious work load, unfortunately it can interfere with art and passions sometimes but it is what it is. Your writing is amazing and we will still be here if you need to take a break from writing :)

Thank youuu so much for the kind words. This ask was sent in some time ago and I've now finally come around to answering it. The past few weeks I've been working on and off on some of my WIP and will now return this month to posting yandere content again as promised a few weeks prior. With everything going well, I'll probably return to posting on a schedule again before the summer is over.

So, thank you everybody for your kind love and support

[shini--chan]

Damn. I officially went through the stuff that you won’t write, my brother in Christ wtf where people sending you? (a certain environment of questionable fics comes to mind looking at all of those asks)

Jep, at times I ask myself that as well. You'd think they'd get the hint the first time around.

[shini--chan]

So after reading that like let me just say—why the f would they say that to someone?

Since they want to get me to stop posting it really seems like envy and resentment. Don't really have another explaination.

[shini--chan]

not an ask but, holy fuck. you’re so cool.

Me reading the nice comments:

Thx you for the kind words 😘

[shini--chan]

Not a request I was just scrolling through your posts tagged with things you won’t write and honestly some of those requests are genuinely concerning. It’s not even just people being desensitized anymore some of the fantasies they openly admit to are genuinely disgusting and weird. Pedophilia and all that too like what the fuck. And some of the kinks people try to insist & convince u are normal. Sending it anonymously doesn’t make it any less weird either🥀 Digital footprint still exists.

Yeah I know. It is like the anons don't realise that law enforcement or the Tumblr staff cannot find out their IP adresse in 1min if they go too far. And even IP ban they if they go too far...

There is a good reason I limit the amount of sexual nsfw content I post on my blog and I got very annoyed in the past when people persisted after saying no. Some even said I was kinkshaming them and then flooded my inbox until I turned the anon asks off. Had half the mind to snarkily reply: "Well, my kink is kinkshaming other people. So take one for the team, 'kay pal?" The reaction might have funny, just didn't have the time or energy to put up with the tripe that person was up tp

[shini--chan]

Why don't you delete gross messages like that? Lecturing them is obviously pointless and I'm sure they're just trying to get a rise out of you

Valid question. Since this is not some troll and by the looks of it really a malicious hater, I think their point is less to get a rise and more to try to scare me off Tumblr and also inflict psychological damage. Such people often expect their targets to be too ashamed or scared to talk about it openly. And often hold the delusion that they are punishing their target and that their behaviour is somehow justified. So by dragging it in the sun to dry, I'm showing them that their behaviour is pathetic, disgusting and via court of public that their behaviour is in no ways justified.

I mean, after the initial messages they lurked for 2.5 months and only then defecated in my inbox again when they thought that I was in a slump and that their attack would be more effective. When in actuality I am just on hiatus due to real life events taking up so much of my time. Passed the Chinese exam though, so I now have more time.

Anyway, if it really escalates then I can maybe get them IP banned from Tumblr. I have an inkling who it could be and if it really is that person then it is the same person I got IP banned from Quotev a few years ago due to suicide baiting and verbal abuse when she suffered a narcisistic meltdown due to rejection. If she really hasn't learned her lesson, then the same will simply happen here on Tumblr.

[shini--chan]

Hey shin. All this weird energy you’re getting is weird. I’m sorry this is happening to you.

Thanks for the support. It has just been one person and since I've been in hiatus since January it seems like it is a lot, even if it was just three asks in Febuary all on that same day and this one ask today. It is just some loser that doesn't have a life and is envious of people that do.

[shini--chan]

I'm so sorry you're getting treated so horribly by these cowardly, anonymous nutcases on the internet. Please know that there are loads of us who love you and enjoy your work.

With love from across the pond. ❤️

Thank you for zhe kind words. Seems like it is the same anon from 2.5 months ago that lost their marbles and came to my blog looking for them to then be reminded how little they have achieved in life. Might have to invest in a better nutcracker to fend this nutcase off. I had a bad feeling when my nutcracker broke this weekend.

Love back to you across the pond♥️ and have a wonderful day.