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[shini--chan]

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Welcome to my blog. I'm a 23 year old person that likes to write about horror and indulges in fanfiction. The dynamic in question is always character x reader, with the reader being gender neutral unless indicated otherwise.

Keep in mind that this is a yandere blog, and while I do note triggers in some of the posts, there are some that I might overlook. Generally, my threshold for what I consider mature is a bit higher than the average reader here on Tumblr, due to my life experiences, so it influences tagging/labelling here.

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[shini--chan]

No update schedule is going to be posted, though I do have a private one. Posting exclusively non-Hetalia stuff this month.

[shini--chan]

Hii! May I request some headconons with Yandere Caitlyn and Vi(together) with a darling who keeps running away?

-ty 4 reading my request!

Always the pleasure! Quite the pairing we have here.

Yandere Caitlyn Kiramman + Vi - Zigzag

Trigger warnings: confinement, guilt tripping, punishments, some classism

There would be few things that would be able to bring Caitlyn and Vi so close together as having to retrieve you while also being a contentious topic that often drives a wedge between the two of them. Ferreting you out and bringing you back home would provide them with a situation that would require immediate action and both of them would excel in circumstances that would require immediate action and they would have good synergy together. Their relationship would even improve; as long as they would be able to keep up the momentum. If retrieving you takes longer than expected or they run into obstacles then they would start picking at each other. Both women would start blaming one another for not already having you back, letting you escape, or making mistakes that led to you becoming estranged from them. The longer you would be away, the more their relationship and the both of them would fry at the edges. 

Caitlyn would insist on planning and using her network in order to ferret you out. While she would also want to personally drag you out of your hiding space, she would have to act appropriately of her station. No matter how much your absence would distract her, she would force herself to attend to the demands of her position. All while keeping an open ear to any hint of your whereabouts and calling in favours to bring herself closer to you. If need be, she would even declare you a wanted fugitive while not elaborating on your alleged crimes and place an alive and unharmed only bounty on your head. And even at her most irate, she would constantly run calculations in the back of her mind, deciding how much a certain action might cost her and with what consequences she would have to deal with. 

Though, she would also hold a lot of misconceptions. Here she would clash with Vi, who would be more aware of the realities on the ground and who would prefer action over wasting time planning. Vi would want to, no, need to jump into action. She is the sort of woman that lives in the moment and needs to move to think clearly. Every second where they wouldn't act would be a second where you would get further away. And could be a moment where you could be in danger. Responsibility can be a tricky thing, and if you come to harm in any shape or form before she can rescue you, she would blame herself. She might also blame herself for your escape, especially if you slipped away to one of her mistakes over oversights. 

Vi would be more concerned when getting you back. You would be checked for wounds and sickness, bathed and fed. Meanwhile, she would fret over you as well as scold you, even though both would probably be expressed more harshly than softly at first. Her worry would usually take the form of anger, and would only gradually wear off. After assessing your state, she would scold you. A sweet middle class lass/lad like you would have no idea how much effort and skill you’d have to invest in just staying alive once you’ve been cut off from all your privileges. Especially all alone and without anybody to watch your back or guide you. Should you have hid in the Undercity or have come close to it, then she would berate you for your foolishness and emphasise how lucky you are to not have been robbed and murdered in your sleep, or given over for human experimentation. 

On the other hand, you would have to deal with Caitlyn’s coldness once you’re back in her custody. She would be furious yet determined to remain composed. There would be lectures where she would repeat that you caused her so much trouble, and that there are plenty of people would have loved to use the opportunity to harm you just in order to get back at her. And also, that you would have vastly overestimated your own capabilities with your sorry state a testament to that. If you were harmed then she would be empathetic, yet that notion would co-exist with her telling you that that would always be the outcome of running away and that you would only be truly safe if you would stay with and listen to her. 

The aftermath would entail both of them being both softer and harsher with you. During this time, both would be more receptive to your complaints and minor changes would be feasible as the two of them would want to make you less inclined to run away again. Yet there would not only be the carrot but also the stick, and Caitlyn would downright insist that you have to be punished in order to curb repeated offenses. Privileges would be revoked, you would be placed under strict surveilance and your movements would be restricted. Also, you would have to start from square one when it comes to trust. 

[shini--chan]

I can't quite put my finger on it but something about how you write America reminds me so much of Petyr Baelish/little finger 🤔specifically the book version. I think it's because they both come across as such nice and harmless people. He's just that 'silly guy' - and that is precisely the image they want to maintain, because behind the facade they're terrifying power-hunger manipulators and schemers and do not care about what has to happen/who has to get hurt to get their way. The kind of guy whose schemes have schemes and doesn''t like being caught in other people's schemes because he's not a tool (but other people are his tools). you'd never see that true nature unless the cards were down, cause that's just Al being silly again! (don't mind him, he's definitely not observing and plotting). Anyways - all this to say I love the way you write yan/dark America. Nobody else writes him quite like you and I am both drawn to and horrified by his charismatic manipulations and I keep coming back

Now that you've mentioned it, I do see the parallels. Both come from small beginnings, both are ambitious and arrogant and intelligent and spend far too much time scheming. Both are mercantile and have the Chaos is a Ladder mindset to get more power/new markets. Not to mention how prideful, charming and sociable both can be. It might either be a match made in hell, or one hell of a show down if they were to meet.

Though, I do think that Alfred is sometimes genuinely silly and fundamentally believes that he is good, either through a curdled hero narrative or an Ends Justify the Means mentality. And Petyr is more fundamentally obsessive and also calmer than Alfred.

Thank you for the kind words and for sharing your thoughts! What do the other guys and gals think?

[shini--chan]

May I have Yan!Allies and Yan!Axis with an S.O that's diabetic. But the S.O has a Crippling Phobia of needles. The mere thought of one is enough to put their S.O in a full blown panic attack. So when it's time for the S.O to take their insulin, The Nations always have to fight and Chase after them at every turn. It Always ends with the S.O having a semi-strong grip on their face, a leg trying to push them away, and them Screaming bloody murder. In Short; their S.O hates being diabetic, despises needles, and Becomes completely deranged/ bat shit crazy if one comes near them. Definitely a Challenge for both the S.O and Nations, since the S.O is so hellbent on not going near a needle. Especially the S.O, since they need to take it.

Side note: Can you do the Allies and Axis separately please.

I'll just be doing the Allies here --> character limit. This limit pertains to asks in order to make sure that the content of my inbox is surmountable.

Yandere Allies - Stab Wound

Trigger warnings: medical abuse, shaming, restraining, verbal/emotional abuse, financial dependency

America would be both stunned and irritated. As mercantile as he is, Alfred would still care about you deeply in his own way. He would want to be the hero, the centre of your life around everything else would revolve. As such, you should be a good partner and allow him to take care of you; you should listen to what he says and treat his word as the gospel truth. Trying to be considerate, he would be patient and supportive at first, try different things with you like blindfolding you or tiring you out so that he can inject you with your insulin without too much resistance. However, even his patience would start frying and he would start searching for a more permanent solution. 

After brainstorming and doing copious amounts of research, he would eventually decide that you will undergo pancreas transplantation. Alfred would lay the charm on thick so that there would be very little chance that you would reject the idea. Don’t worry darling, he’d pay for everything - for the surgery and the organ and the anti-rejection drugs you would have to take for the rest of your life. That way, you would both owe him and need him, so it would become even more unthinkable to end the relationship. After everything he’d have done for you, you surely wouldn't discard him like a used tissue? Meanwhile, he’d preserve your old pancreas in formaldehyde, with a slice kept in a sealed slide that he’d keep in his wallet. Thus, he’d always have a piece of you with him wherever he’d go. 

Canada would be sickly sweet when it would come to handling your diabetes. To him, it would be further proof that you cannot be left to your own devices, not to mention at the mercy of other people. Such a soft person, that wouldn't be able to bear the medical necessities that dictate their life, would need an empathetic person to treat them with kid gloves. Matthew Williams would be uniquely suited to take care of you, according to him. He wouldn't let you see the needle when he’d have to give you your insulin doses and if you would be good he’d even apply numbing cream beforehand and play some soft music in the background. 

There wouldn't be a fixed pattern as to the timing of the injections. The device reading out your blood sugar levels would be firmly in his hands, and he wouldn't let you see the results. To avoid distressing you of course. There wouldn't be a slow build-up to the application either - it would likely be over in less than five minutes, so that the anxiety doesn't have time to accumulate. Except, of course, if you weren’t being a good partner. Then he would double and triple check everything, and take his sweet time. You distressed him, and he’d just want to ensure that he doesn't fumble due to his jumbled mental state! The insulin would also be kept under lock and key, with the official explanation to prevent you from destroying your medicine due to frustration. In truth, it would be to hinder any escape attempts. 

China would treat it as another problem to solve - with seriousness and to be solved according to his design. Even if you would have already completely restructured your life, he would pitch in with his own ideas and start rearranging and changing your lifestyle in accordance with what he’d deem as best. Your input would be an opinion that he’d feel free to disagree with, regardless of your thoughts. Yao would be extremely strict when it would come to your diet and often drag you out to do sports with him. He’d provide oral medication and an insulin pump later on if needed. Health would be a topic where he wouldn’t joke around with, and with how important you’d be towards him, he wouldn’t allow you any wriggle room, even if he would be understanding. Should it be an emergency, then he would hold you down and give you that insulin injection. 

Weeks to months into being at this tender mercies, you would find yourself living a life constructed by him. Your new partner would have used this medical crisis to smuggle a lot of other changes in, and you wouldn’t have a rock solid basis to accuse him of being toxic because he would have improved your health. So what if he disapproves of your friends, you wouldn't be able to enjoy time with them since they like to catch up over tea and cakes? Who needs to spend time at the bar with co-workers, alcohol is fermented sugar water anyway. There would also be frequent health retreats that he would use to put all the more distance between you and your friends and family. Heck, Yao might even convince you that your parents would be responsible for your phobia of needles so that you would become estranged. So that he could help you rebuild the relationship later to his liking.  

England would be a mixed bag about this. There would be genuine concern, yet he wouldn’t be able to turn off that manipulative part of his brain that would convert it into something that could be used to his advantage. Not to mention, that when it would come to the small, personal things in life, Arthur would have a particularly short fuse. As such, he could be remarkably patient at first, attempting to sooth you before injections, try other medication, listening to you complaining on how you miss being able to eat normally without any worries. However, Kirkland would have a very hard and very tight limit on what concessions he would be willing to make for you in terms of his own lifestyle. Arthur wouldn’t want to abstain from high tea and his alcohol and his pastries just because you would have difficulties taking the needed insulin doses afterwards or during. He wouldn’t want to be late to a social event or meeting again because he had to spend an hour soothing you into letting a needle enter your skin. In short, he would grow to resent the inconveniences it would cause him and would increasingly drop sharp tongued remarks in regards to that. 

In his desperation, he might resort to suddenly turning snappish and telling you to stop being such a baby about it and just take your medication, god damn it! If you would start defending yourself, then he in turn would push back against your defences. He would shamelessly point out how you should be grateful for him and that you wouldn’t get another partner that would be willing to put up with your antics. It would become a recurring argument point that he would use to make you feel guilty and also feel more dependent on him. Then there would be phases where the storm clouds would lift, he would apologise and you would face the gentleman again. Yet he would make the same transgressions again and again and again and any improvement would be temporary. Somewhere down the line, he would have you undergo exposure therapy and you wouldn’t really know if he would be trying to help you, or if it would be a punishment. 

France would be both disturbed and determined. Who ever harmed you so that you would be so afraid of needles? There would be a full investigation and the one(s) responsible would have hell to pay. While he would pamper you and expect a functioning relationship in return, whether you would be fully onboard or not, he wouldn’t let you wriggle out of getting your injections. Ok, he might “forget to help you” once in order to teach you a lesson by letting you deal with the complications. Yet for the most part he would do anything to help you including some very unethical stuff. Experimental treatments would be pitched to you by the dozen and somewhere down the line you would find yourself being brought to a hospital and only finding out what surgery/treatment would be performed on you when you are already there. Francis would almost only have the potential benefits in mind, with considerations about the risks being smothered beneath determination. 

Protests from you would also either be silenced by portraying it as an urgent measure to ensure your health and that he would have only been acting in your best interest. Or he would even bring your family onboard to have them guilt and shame you into being more grateful to him. Aside from that, you would be making an invaluable contribution to science. Wouldn’t you adore that? Wouldn’t you want to help other people? Wouldn’t you want to be a pioneer? Argue with him and he would remind you of the needles and ask if you really preferred that over his methods. If you say you did, he would just claim that you are confused because of the anaesthesia and that you would come to your senses soon enough. 

Russia would see both your health problem and your reaction to needles as an extended allegory to your personality and habits and weakness. You would have ruined your metabolism due to poor lifestyle choices perpetuated by fat cats that care more about their bottom line than the lives they ruin. Needless to say, you would be plagued by many other misconceptions and ill fated tendencies that he would have to weed out of you. Painstaking work, but it would be to ensure your safety. Likewise, your violent reaction to needles would be interpreted as a warning that the road to recovery would be a long and steep one. And that he would often have to go against your wishes in order to keep you whole and hale. It would influence the rest of your relationship as well, as would use those points to undermine you and make you doubt yourself. You would increasingly start to rely on his judgment as he would take your life in his hands and exercise ever more power over you. 

Though, he would be considerate as well - you would get injection pens or an implant connected with a glucose blood level tracker. Ivan would be on the look out for emerging symptoms of your diabetes and have an emergency kit with him when he would spend time with. Also, he would have a trusted doctor familiarised with you and on speed dial. Given that he can trust you not to act out or up, you would even get psychotherapy sessions. But he would want any references you’d make about him reported to him by the doctor afterwards.  

[shini--chan]

(China, Mongolia, Japan, turkey and England)

Are in love with the reader (country), but she doesn't love them back, because she was deeply in love with a man in her antique/warrior times (yeah she's very old), after he died (in a battle) she never fall in love again.

(because of political reasons they are in her country) What when they travel back in time (for some reason) and they now what will happen next, would they change the story or would they let everthing like it is/was.

(she couldn't speak English back than, what would they do? To communicate)

Alright, will tweak this a bit so that it fits the yandere trope, maybe I'll group the stuff together in parts. Also, all of these country don't only speak English, or don't even have English as their primary language, so I'll be skipping over that part entirely. But needless to say, all of them would use the opportunity to their advantage to change the course of history. They are all yanderes so they wouldn't be open to letting you pine for another man.

Yandere Hetalia - Foresight

Trigger warnings: child murder, impersonation, xenophobia, war and war crimes, bribery, general chauvinism, imprisonment, abuse

China would have mixed feelings about this. On one hand he would have just set up a plan to break you out of your ridiculous pining and make you forget your long lost love. Yao would have been so close to setting this plan into motion to then be thrown back in time. It would be as frustrating as it would be fascinating. His mind would be abuzz with questions about his circumstances and thoughts on the implications of this occurrence. It would also represent a chance, to win you for himself as well as to iron out some mistakes he also had regretted making. Being a lone man in a strange land without any resources or people to fall back on would be challenging, yet he wouldn't be the sort to shy away from hardship. Knowledge is power, and he would have plenty of that to leverage to his advantage. 

Yao would use his strange appearance to cloak himself in mystery. Thus, he would become an enigmatic stranger at the court of your sovereign, full of wondrous tales and frightening stories. Any language barrier would be surmounted quickly as he would slowly adapt the modern version of your tongue to the ancient one. His first modus operandi would be to outshine your old (or potential?) flame. Exciting new inventions, magic tricks, astounding tales and treasures would be brought forth every other day in order to blind you to that warrior that you once would have loved. His second would be to implicate the warrior or also his family, so that they would be executed or have to leave in disgrace. So that any memory you’d have of him would be tarnished and replaced with someone brighter and more wondrous.

England would be irate at first. He would have already had you in his grasp with the dynamic close enough to an actually loving relationship to temporarily satisfy his pride. Arthur would have taken you to your home as a reward for your good behaviour and to show you how wonderful being with him could be if you just comply. For a long time he would have had you perform romance for him, because if you pretend and pretend and pretend then one day you won’t be able to discern the lie from the truth and performance would become sincerity. He would have forbidden you to speak, write or draw about this barbarian warrior that you’d so admire. In order to ferret out any reference or hidden depiction of him that you might make, Arthur would have done a lot of research on this figure. Oh, how Kirkland would have longed to kill him!

So when he’d find himself temporarily displaced and the initial rage would abate, he would recognise the opportunity that he has. At the top of the list would be to make his vengeful fantasies a reality and kill that barbarian you would have pined for for so long. And if the person in question would only be a baby, then said infant would be strangled in the cradle. Any ethics or code of conduct would matter little to him - his fixation with killing this individual would rival his fixation with gaining your affections, with no method too nefarious in his eyes. And after the dirty deed would have been completed and his tracks covered, he would tease you. Enough to anchor himself in your forming standards, enough to make you curious and form an idealised version of him in your head. Just not enough to truly know him, all so that when you’d meet him again in a few centuries you’d be drawn to him and reciprocate his love, and still not connect him to a man you knew so long ago. 

Japan would be delighted about this. Oh, he would have tried to do this the normal way, to court you properly and be considerate of your feelings. Kiku would have done his research into this so-called legendary warrior, to find out what would appeal to you. In some small ways, he would try to showcase the characteristics that you’d be drawn to, yet it never would have been enough. You would constantly daydream and gush about your lost flame and all he could do was to smile politely while internally rolling his eyes so often and so hard that he could have generated electricity that way. Internally, he would be seething even when he would have shown interest in your retellings. Honda would have cursed you, told himself that by holding everybody else up to an idealised fantasy, of course you would find everybody else wanting!

So when he would be flung back in time, it would be a prime opportunity to set the game board to his liking. The original warrior would be killed and Kiku would insert himself in his place. After having to listen to you rattle on about the good old time so much, he would be familiar with the path that history took, and of course he would be clever and precise enough to fool the uncivilised people of your beginnings. Though, he would alter events to suit his own personality and add his own flavour to this new version of advents. He’d make sure to also actually interact with you, so that wouldn’t construct an ideal, perfect version of him in your mind. And also ensure that you would gravitate towards him in the future, so that he can neatly slot into place besides you.  

Mongolia would view it as a pleasant surprise. Ganzorig would have settled into an uneasy rhythm in his post-imperial life, glad that he wouldn’t have it as rough as the other post-imperial powers, yet still missing the power and prestige that Empire brings with it. Likewise he would have developed an uneasy relationship with you. Cordial at best, with the occasional warm flashes. You would be one of the countries he’d have conquered so long ago and while you would remember the horror he’d have brought down upon you, time would have blunted your anger. And still you would have clung to past grievances, because one of his people slaughtered your old love. Thus, there wouldn’t only be the bitterness over having created a martyr, but also over having sealed the gates of your heart. Having another chance would be more than welcome then. 

It would take some convincing, but he would manage to co-ordinate with his younger self as well as convince his own people of his legitimacy. Tengri, the sky god, would have bestowed many blessings upon them, in their eyes, for their own personification to appear doubly and with so many boons. The circumstances that would have cemented that one warrior in your consciousness would be altered, be it by killing before he could accumulate glory, capture and not kill him or use a different strategy to conquer you in this new timeline. Gegeen would make sure to incorporate you more thoroughly in the imperial project this time around, to tie your very identity with his in a non-negative way, so that even centuries later, you wouldn’t be able to untangle yourself from him.    

Turkey would be both befuddled and unbelieving of the temporal change.For the longest time he would have sneered at how you wouldn’t be able to let a former paramour go. So much so that he would have started to doubt the authenticity of your feelings, and begin to view it as a charade designed to keep him at bay. Women would have used mourning in the past as an excuse to not remarry or to have a valid reason to rebuke the opposite sex. Why shouldn’t it be so different with you? Or you would just be doing this to be difficult. It wouldn’t matter, since you would be at his tender mercies and it would only be a matter of time before you would let go of your foolish notions and recognise that he would be a far better partner to you than a ghost. When it would be about you, he would have some patience to spare; he’d even be convinced that you’d be making progress, before he’d vanish into the past. 

Sadik would be angered at being taken away from you, and also having to start from scratch. Though, he would convince himself that it would be all an extended and rather pleasant dream where he would get to act out his latent desires. Your beloved warrior would be captured and thrown in a dark cell to serve as a punching bag for when the personification would be in a bad mood, and you would become one of Sadik’s conquests, a trophy, a spoil of war to be flaunted to the rest of the Ottoman court. And by the time it would dawn on him that it really wasn’t all a dream, history would have already been irreversibly altered, with a whole host of new mistakes made. 

[shini--chan]

I’m sorry u had to get so many weird ass things sent , istg some people are just morons. Didn’t even have the courage to make themselves known but that’s not what I’m here for, I also want to say , you’re extremely talented. I adore how you make your stories non romanticized and sometimes feel like horror? Like sometimes whenever you post , I feel nervous? Like oh shit got real and especially on ur post where allies misplace the knife thing, I read ur Canada part and it stayed on my mind for days . You sure do know how to make a story interesting and I’m really glad to know ur out of your hiatus so I could read more stuff as good as that post 💝💝

Jep, you say it anon! Thank you for the kind words as well! I'm very happy to hear that that post had the intended effect and that I'm executing the horror well. Will sure strive to keep up to that standard or become even better.

[shini--chan]

I came to see how you were, and even make an ask, BUT DAMN. These people don't even deserve the light of day. It's your choice whether you post stuff or not, and going as far as to give d*ath and r*ape threats to you?? Man, I really hope you're doing well and looking out for yourself. Don't pressure yourself to write, but also don't let them run you off the platform. You are an amazing writer and they just are mad that they aren't like you.

Thank you for the nice words!

Doing well at the moment, just busy with the last steps in getting my soon-to-be appartment and some summer activities. Gradually coming around to write more though - missed having time to write.

About that anon - at the very most, it makes me ticked off that I have to deal with such people. They seem to have not gotten the memo that abusing people online will not improve their miserable life in any way, so they deserve all the humiliation and ridicule they get online and in real life.

[shini--chan]

Yandere!Allies with chubby!fem!reader who suffers from body dysmorphia and thinks that if she is not like those slender models, then she is fat and ugly. Will they use it to their advantage, as a way of manipulating her, or try to comfort her?

Here we go:

Yandere Allies - Distorted

Trigger warnings: body dysmorphia, shaming, manipulation, abuse in various forms, murder

America would see it as a problem to fix, with his solutions varying. Alfred might frame it as solely being the bad influence of contemporary media and the people around you. Then, he would encourage you to discard friends and family on the basis of them feeding your self-hatred. He would restrict your media consumption with the reasoning that it would give you an unhealthy and false view on what is appropriate. All of that would be a convenient excuse or even cover to narrow your world down until it would only revolve around him. Or he would become your personal fitness coach, and cite your health to undertake drastic measures, such as controlling your food and liquid intact, and sleep cycle. As intense of it would be, wouldn't this prove that he is the only one who understands you?

Canada would be understanding, or at least seem to be. Matthew would be there to wipe your tears and soothe you if somebody were to pick on you because of your body. You wouldn't even notice how he’d seamlessly incorporate himself wholly into your life, or at least not be able to determine when your scales and measuring tape and mirrors would have disappeared or when exactly he’d have taken over food management. Though, you’d wind up going out of the house less - why should you venture out when he is doing the groceries and the clothes shopping? And should you confront him about him taking your life out of your hands, then he would give you a placating smile and too gently explain that he’s just doing it because he loves you and wants the best for you. Aren’t you grateful?

China would be very stern. If you feel so bad, then you should do something about it! Yao would drag you along for his morning exercises, make you follow a diet according to his standards and keep you busy so that you are distracted from your own misery. Life would be fast paced, so much so that you would start expending more energy and time on keeping up than on your previous unhealthy patterns. And in between everything, he would start changing you and your life to suit his liking better. Since you would be worried about your body and image, he would work on your health and how you present yourself. Once his methods work to your benefit, you would trust him more and be less suspicious when he’d cut in other areas of your life. It would all be for your own good, wouldn't it?

England would oscillate between helping you, and exacerbating the issue. This would be because for all his skullduggery and slipperiness, he likes to believe himself to be a decent person. And that your “mopping” would annoy him, not to mention that other people may think that he is abusing you if you stay downtrodded. Thus, Arthur would be sweet, with poems and outings to fancy gifts to cheer you up and show others what an attentive partner he is. Though he wouldn't want you cured, since your distress would make you dependent on him. Having both his ego boosted and you tethered to him would be an ideal arrangement, so he would let you interact with people that would judge you for your looks. You could be in a crowded room but painfully lonely because everybody except Arthur would sneer at you or handle you with fake politeness. That being said, he wouldn't be above digging into your insecurities in an argument in order to hurt you. You’d just have to be a good little poppet, yes?

France would coo over you. Your anguish would make you even more adorable in his eyes. You poor thing! With all the distress you’d have been put through, you would need comfort and comforted you would be. There would be fuzzy blankets and sweets and home cooked food and hot bubble baths and… It would probably become overwhelming with how he would suffocate you with affection, especially when he would start deciding what your likes and dislikes are without heeding your opinions. Furthermore, he would place the blame for your mental state on one of your acquaintances or loved ones and proceed to murder them. The corpse would be fed to the pigs, since it would be a fitting end for such a person in Francis’ eyes. While he would never tell you, since he wouldn't want you to worry your silly little head about it, he would preen. After all, all is fair that is done in love or war, or not?

Russia wouldn’t really clock onto it in the beginning. Ivan would notice that you’re very critical of your appearance but he would write it off as the stereotypical womanly obsession with looks. His praise would address your inner charms, since he would want to show you that he is courting you for your inner as well as your outer beauty. He would occasionally drop comments about you being stunning yet it would be either casual or in the form of sly poems since he would assume that you’re aware of your beauty with how much time you invest in it. In the case of the true nature of your self image would come to light, he’d immediately categorise it as toxic western influence. You’d need to be purged of it, so he would curtail your media consumption and subject you to lengthy, condescending lectures. Just some re-education to put you on the right track, and no harm done, no,?

[shini--chan]

Hello! I hope you're doing alright.

How do you think some of the guys would react to finding a muse?

The type of art would be different depending on who it is. I imagine the Italians would paint, as well as France. England would likely write.

I'm sorry if this has been asked before. Thank you for sharing your writing with us. You're very talented. <3

No worries - if asks have been asked, I either group them together or add some more flesh to the bones. Changing it a bit with France to bring some more variety in the mix, since I think that fashion would suit him? Though if you want to see him as a painter, just write and I'll do it from that angle as well.

Yandere Hetalia (Italies, France, England) - Scales

Trigger warnings: stalking, creepy behaviour, other yandere themes

France would probably come to know you through one of his connections in the industry. Francis would be burned out from his stint as a fashion designer and he would either be looking for a way out or a spark of inspiration. For the longest time he wouldn't get either and he would find himself slowly burning out with the tediousness of daily life in the fashion industry. He would listen to people without really noting what they are saying, attend gatherings halfheartedly, and speak with more cynicism than expected. It would be at a party that he would attend more out of lacklustre obligation than conviction that he would be introduced to you. 

It would be like being struck by lightning. Suddenly, he would find himself full of energy and ideas. And that would come just from talking to you and seeing for half an evening and it would leave his head spinning. He would ask everybody and their mother about you, anything to get a few more scraps of information. And even then he would obsess over what he would know about you, and turn over everything, as if they are a collection of rare jewels that have to be inspected from every angle. He would start designing clothing with you in mind, even before he would ask if you’d like to model for him. And regardless of your answers, the pieces would be reserved for you and he would be overtaken by a fierce rage if somebody else would try to wear them before they would bless your skin.

England would be at the start of his writing career when he would happen across you. He would be fresh on the stage, with new and bristling ideas, and a youthful daring outfitted with old polished manners. Arthur would already have had his first big break behind him and his publisher would be urging him to ride the wave and publish another hit lest he fade into obscurity again. But what would be suited? With so much at stake, it would be a matter that would require some investigation. So he would set out to while away amongst ordinary people. That would be how he would meet you. 

Well, meeting would be a very generous definition of what would happen. Rather, you would be visiting the same cafe as him, and he would eavesdrop on you chatting away with your friends. Perhaps you just came home from traveling, maybe you have a very eventful life or just know how to frame events so that your audience is enraptured. You would certainly have him enraptured and Arthur would find himself returning to the same cafe again and again as he would draw inspiration from your life. The next book he’d publish would be a hit and if you were to read it, you would be hit by an eerie sense of familiarity. The dynamic would be strange in a way - he would know you all too well before he would even deem the time ripe to approach you and draw you into his orbit. But once he would, he wouldn’t be inclined to release you from his gravity.

Italy would be a very sought after painter. His works would be critically acclaimed and fetch high prices on the market. He and his painting would be known internationally, displayed in museums and art galleries, featured in magazines. While Feliciano would be regarded as amiable and cheery, there would also be an exacting and critical side to him. The painter would be notoriously picky when it would come to his models, so much so that he would have rendered a few to tears with his demands and ideas. Yet he would be the one with the fame and the money, he would be the one with the vision, so other people would roll with it and there would be hundreds of people that would love to be associated with his work. You, on the other hand, would just be a peripheral character, an intern to fetch coffee and somebody in charge of the lighting during one of his interviews or a documentary. Yet, his eyes would fall on you and he would rope you into modeling for him. Likely he wouldn’t have known you for longer than a single hour and he would be calling you pet names and coaxing you into the lime light. A roll that other people would go on their hands and knees for, and it would be handed to you without you having to lift a finger. 

But oh, he would ask much from you. It would be very clear early on that you are his muse, and there would be those that would force you to stay close to Feliciano in order to keep the artist happy. He would start neglecting his other models in favour of you, much to their chagrin. And if asked why he’d become so enraptured with you, he would wax poetically about you being a treasure that just needed to be dusted off. Bit by bit, your life would revolve steadily more around him as he would take up more and more of your time.  

Romano would be a freelance painter, not famous and precariously balancing the meagre money he would earn between art supplies and the overall cost of living. Lovino would constantly have to hear from his parents and friends that only if he were better at handling his money, if he were more stable with his lifestyle, then he could afford more and be a better painter. It would lead to him having a strained relationship with his family and to being snarky and defensive with his friends. Every now and then, it would become too much and he would flee out to the country-side for some peace and picturesque scenes. Some of them would include you. 

At first it would be at a distance, and that small taste would be enough to make him hunger for more. Gradually, he would find out your habits, what you are doing, who you are, where you are staying. And him being a silly little painter would be far less suspicious that a creepy man with a camera. Maybe he would even purposefully bump into you and do his best to encourage further interaction. Chances are that he would break something of yours, tear clothing or knock you over and then insist on making it up to you. It could be showing you around the city, treating you to dinner or taking you to the hospital. Later, he would offer you a painting or two of the night or afternoon, in order to come across as sweet. It would show the depth of his passion, the heat of the fire you’d have ignited in him, but it would show the numerous sketches he’d have of you, some of them being downright obscene. 

[shini--chan]

Please do not push yourself to upload or write if you feel pressured or stressed!! Everyone needs to take time especially if they already have a serious work load, unfortunately it can interfere with art and passions sometimes but it is what it is. Your writing is amazing and we will still be here if you need to take a break from writing :)

Thank youuu so much for the kind words. This ask was sent in some time ago and I've now finally come around to answering it. The past few weeks I've been working on and off on some of my WIP and will now return this month to posting yandere content again as promised a few weeks prior. With everything going well, I'll probably return to posting on a schedule again before the summer is over.

So, thank you everybody for your kind love and support

[shini--chan]

Slowly getting back into posting again. Here something from my own initiative for the warm-up. Using the Yandere Alphabet - Gods ask game here.

Yandere ASoIaF - A Cage(Cersei, Criston, Robb)

Trigger warnings: murder, torture, psychological abuse, shaming

Guanyin - What would cause them to feel regret for their actions? Do they know what they are doing is wrong?

Cersei would be the least likely to feel regret for her actions. The more people would reprimand her for her actions, the more she would dig her heels in. It would take somebody close to her to gently nudge her in the night direction and even that would be a tight rope act. While she might recognise the evilness of certain actions when done by others and that habits and preferences of hers wouldn’t be well received if known publicly, she wouldn’t connect it to her being abhorrent. At most, she would admit to her wrongdoings by claiming that she was doing a necessary evil. Though her common proclamation would be that she did nothing wrong and that other people are after you, trying to turn you against her, or besmirching her. Her mentality really would be “Rules for thee, but not for me”. Cersei would be exceptional in her own eyes, allowed to do abhorrent things because she is poor and oppressed in her own view.

Criston might wrestle with his conscience about his actions. It wouldn’t be anything overt, rather something that would nag him in stray moments - while polishing his armour and sword, in the moments between sleep and wakefulness, while cleaning himself. This man would be a master of justifying his own crimes to himself. He would just be protecting you, he would just have your best interests at heart. He would probably slot you into an archetype in his head, and devote himself fully to you. The blood on his hands would be in due to your desires, the evil he would do would be in your name. Though he would also be selfish and demand your loyalty in return. Though, if he would break his vows because of you, or if you would be a man and Criston would recognise his feelings for you to be of a romantic or also sexual nature then… he would war with himself over it. It would haunt him and the regret and the loyalty and all the other contradictions in him would mesh into something toxic.

Robb would be the one that would be the most self-conscious and introspective of the three mentioned here. It would be the part of him that would constantly strive to measure up to his father’s image, that would want to be seen as a man worthy of respect and the loyalty vested in him. He wouldn’t be all squeaky clean and when he would convince others of his more … self-interested courses of action, it would sound like he’s busy trying to convince himself of his own reasoning more than trying to convince the other person. 

Ullr - How would they deal with competition? How do they deal with threats in general?

Cersei would be absolutely vicious about competition. Nothing should come between a lioness and what she considers hers and she might even tell you as much. People vying to pry the two of you apart would be the way of the cruel, mean world and would confirm her opinion that everybody is against her. That everything she has, she has had to fight for. She might even blame you, for enticing her enemies. Should you fail to convince her that you are on her side and wholly hers then she might be harsher with you than her competition. Then, Cersei would take measures to remind you who you should be loyal to, to remind you of the only person that has your best interests at heart. In the worst case, there would be claims of betrayal and you being placed under house arrest, your family having to pay for your alleged crimes and Cersei slapping and scratching you. In a milder form, you would be subjected to sharp words and loyalty tests and surveillance. 

 However, if she would think that you are true to her and the promises she forced you to make, then she would guard you fiercely. Ideally to her, she would be able to settle the matter without you catching wind of it. You shouldn't have to worry a hair on your little head about it, and she'll keep you safe. Just do as she says and give her all your love and support. Cersei would mother hen over you, tell you it is clear that it is you and her against the world. She would use it as a justification to pamper you and restrict you further and to tie you closer to her. In a way, it is something she would have expected but would still send her in a frenzy. Either because you being the treasure you are you would naturally be coveted by others. Or because her enemies would be trying to hurt her by targeting you. 

Criston would see it as a test by the Gods. The test would be intended for him to prove his commitment and fortitude towards you and being the brave and fine knight he is (in his own mind at least) he would rise to the occasion. He would use his position as a Kingsguard to steer you away from most of the competition while claiming it is for your protection. He might even claim that they have harmful intentions towards you in order to deal with them permanently. Or influece the king or the queen to see matters his way through careful positioning and have them remove the offender. Even if those methods wouldn't help, he would be near you nearly the entire time and use that to act as a chaperone as well as a royal guard. 

All the while, he would look to you for approval. After all, the both of you would be fated for eachother and as such you should understand his actions and condone them. He wouldn't take it kindly if it would be implied or stated that he is doing it for anything other than you. Calling him out on his behaviour would have to be done delicately and in such a manner that he can neither brush you or view you as sullied. The last category would be particularly dangerous - at best, your enemies would be poisoning you against him. At worst, you would be tarnished and he'll go to great lengths to “rescue” you or even deem you to be beyond saving. 

Robb can have two states with this. The first one would be of the possessive and firm variety. You would be his to provide for and protect and honor, and it would be a cruel world out there that he would have to keep you safe from. Oh, it certainly wouldn't be all sun shine and daisies. He is aware that he will have to make hard choices but it would be with the best intentions of both of you in mind. You would be part of his household and letting others think that you are available or vulnerable would reflect badly on him and his governance. Thus somebody flirting with you or attacking you would be an attack on him as much as it would be on you. Greywind would be more than willing to rip into anybody stepping too close to you, and Robb would gladly give the offender a dressing down. 

On the other hand, the other state would be him being weary. There would be so many dishonourable enemies lurking in the shadows and some actions he would have to take wouldn't be clear-cut. He would understand you being upset or frustrated about the restrictions he would impose on you, or that he might be paranoid about losing you or somebody taking you away from him. But there would be more at stake than either of your lives if you were to disobey. While the North would need him, he would need you, and he would be a far better man than many others. Isn't he the better catch, the more charming youth, the honourable suitor? Robb would be ready to distract and pamper to make the expections of your position more bareable, though he would draw the line at anything that would endanger you or the relationship he'd have with you.

[shini--chan]

Damn. I officially went through the stuff that you won’t write, my brother in Christ wtf where people sending you? (a certain environment of questionable fics comes to mind looking at all of those asks)

Jep, at times I ask myself that as well. You'd think they'd get the hint the first time around.

[shini--chan]

So after reading that like let me just say—why the f would they say that to someone?

Since they want to get me to stop posting it really seems like envy and resentment. Don't really have another explaination.

[shini--chan]

Same anon as before and it is now clear from their impotent flailing that they just want me to stop posting due to ... jealousy, perhaps? Shame, cheap intimidation tactics aimed to make me stop writing only motivate me all the more to write, even if it is just out of spite. Since this is also no longer entertaining and just lame - so blocked and reported. And if they really continue sending threats, it will just increase the likelihood of the platform imposing an IP ban.

Aside from that, seeing as they haven't confessed to knowing any personal details about me that I haven't explicited shared about myself and have the intelligence of a lobotomised goose judging from their behaviour, I cannot take the threats seriously. If it would, on the off chance, move to real life abuse, they know that I will and can protect myself by the means I am legally entitled to.

I'll be deleting asks from this anon going forward - this counts as an answer to those. Of course, I'll keep you guys up to date on this. At most I'll take a screenshot of my Activity section or share a screenshot like this:

[shini--chan]

not an ask but, holy fuck. you’re so cool.

Me reading the nice comments:

Thx you for the kind words 😘

[shini--chan]

Not a request I was just scrolling through your posts tagged with things you won’t write and honestly some of those requests are genuinely concerning. It’s not even just people being desensitized anymore some of the fantasies they openly admit to are genuinely disgusting and weird. Pedophilia and all that too like what the fuck. And some of the kinks people try to insist & convince u are normal. Sending it anonymously doesn’t make it any less weird either🥀 Digital footprint still exists.

Yeah I know. It is like the anons don't realise that law enforcement or the Tumblr staff cannot find out their IP adresse in 1min if they go too far. And even IP ban they if they go too far...

There is a good reason I limit the amount of sexual nsfw content I post on my blog and I got very annoyed in the past when people persisted after saying no. Some even said I was kinkshaming them and then flooded my inbox until I turned the anon asks off. Had half the mind to snarkily reply: "Well, my kink is kinkshaming other people. So take one for the team, 'kay pal?" The reaction might have funny, just didn't have the time or energy to put up with the tripe that person was up tp