Me when I think about Tagora for 5 seconds
no but okay. had to find the messages but. i was talking with a friend about tagora and his personality and. wow i love him. i’ve been thinking about him a lot the past couple of days.
like. yeah okay he’s petty and rude but he doesn’t go out of his way to be an asshole or to be unnecessarily mean to people?
and he values his independence and having his space. and while he might act annoyed or irritated like when you’re around, he’s the type to where he’ll seek out attention from you when you stop giving it to him ya know.
there’s a lot of insecurity and trust issues im sure. as well as social anxiety, maybe even to go as far as (t)agoraphobia. might analyze that one but like. the pettiness and rudeness and the “i’m going to charge you for breathing” attitude could be part of covering up insecurity? like tagora is very self-aware. he knows what he wants, how he wants it, and when he’s gonna get it. he knows what he needs to do and say ya know. not in a manipulative way but if he has to bend the truth a little bit than so be it ya know. hes a lawyer. they do that probably idk im not one
like for example, headcanon that he can be a pretty big flirt when he wants to be. he enjoys going out to the occasional bar and ya know, if he finds someone interesting, he knows how to play his cards right to pique their interest ya know? idk where tagora goes to socialize and hang out but yeah. he’s good at dropping hints that he finds someone attractive. but then when the other person shows interest and does it back is when his resolve starts to crumble because he didnt think he’d get this far
but ya know, anxiety can unintentionally get in the way of all of that that which puts you in this awful loop of trying to get things done and stopping yourself before you even try. and i feel tagora is very much in that loop and may even have trouble getting out of his own head. he is also a derse player which ups the skepticism.
i feel tagora values feeling wanted, and highly values reciprocation and loyalty in a relationship. he’s okay being independent but he still enjoys having a few stable, consistent connetions. he values praise and being acknowledged for what he’s doing; he loves having other people state what they observe/notice about him. a little ego boost and it also helps him think outside of his own self-image a bit.
so yeha tagora? love that guy. love that short guy. ferret man. love him.