#shit vent

[staijey-the-creator]

*sighs* alright lizard that lives in my skull, the faster we do the dishes the faster we can go back to the safe and warm bed and conk out.

[mysticfoxdesigns]

Adults who unload their trauma onto minors are weird.

That a child, they do not need to worry about their adult friend's mental state. That fucks them up!

I cannot tell you how many times I have had to deal with adults online unloading their baggage on me as a teen. It sucks!

[staijey-the-creator]

when you have animatic ideas but no motivation:

[staijey-the-creator]

hey, uh, its me again.

yup, i didnt do it. I'm very sorry I scared yall, i really thought today was the day, but it wasn't. school and family intervened before I could do anything.

Ngl, that was a lot of messages to return to, hehe. I never knew how much yall really cared about me, and I'm really sorry it took me about to leave for me to realize that.

Now i truly know you guy care about me just as much as I care about you, and I'm sorry I ever doubted our friendships. I'm still terribly sorry I scared you, hopefully one day I can make it up to all of you.

[staijey-the-creator]

[staijey-the-creator]

i miss my friends' voices

i dont remember what they sound like anymore

but i miss them

[carbohydrate-boy]

why is my family like this