#cptsdhealing

[mycptsdstory]

I will never forgive on what my sister Laura said to me.

It was never laughed out of court. Pure manipulation.

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I have a list of singers, artists and bands that Lynette (my cunt of a mother), Laura (my brat of a sister) and my family told me they working for the devil and they have demons inside them;

• Dolly Parton

• Bjork

• Ozzy Osborne

• Madonna

• Snow Petrol

• One Ok Rock

• Lady Gaga

• Britney Spears

• A-ha

• Tears For Fears

• Pet Shop Boys

• Bon Jovi

• David Bowie

• Micheal Jackson

• Ice Cube

• Nelly

• George Michael

• Cutting Crew

• Modern Talking

• Ne-yo

• Kiss

• Black Sabbath

• Linkin Park

• James Blunt

• Blondie

• NWA

• LeAnn Rimes

• Snoop Dog

• Justin Beiber (my sister Laura really believes that the devil has taken over him)

• Eminem

• Taylor Swift

• Shakria

• Beyonce

• The Cure

• Jojo

• Evanescence

• Jordin Spark

I know there's more, but I've always found it super weird. I listened to all of these artists behind everyone's backs lol. Except Ozzy Osborne and Black Sabbath, I just started to listen to him the past few months.

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I've always been terrifed that my brat of a sister Laura would cheat on my boyfriends because she's the type of person to do that. Especially if my family picked someone for me that my family approved of.

I'm just glad I've dated someone overseas and my man thinks that Laura is ugly af. He even told her on video call (this was when I was talking to my family and living with my cunt of a mother, Lynette).

[mycptsdstory]

I've always been terrifed that my brat of a sister Laura would cheat on my boyfriends because she's the type of person to do that. Especially if my family picked someone for me that my family approved of.

I'm just glad I've dated someone overseas and my man thinks that Laura is ugly af. He even told her on video call (this was when I was talking to my family and living with my cunt of a mother, Lynette).

[mycptsdstory]

So true!

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It's surprising how many times my family, especially my cunt of a mother Lynette tried to get me sectioned and put me in a psych ward.

I've had many evaluations, but Lynette could never get me sectioned. I asked all the right answers and in Lynette's words "she needs to be controlled. I can't control her". Why the NHS never got the police involved during this time, is beyond me.

My brat of a sister Laura, the golden child, wanted me to be sectioned too. But that didn't work.

I was never dELuSiOnAL. But Lynette made sure everyone around me thought i was DeLuSiOnAL and it nearly worked. If i hadn't posted memes and mocking everyone lol.

I guess me being stubborn does work lol.

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When i cut off my friend Jennifer because my mother Lynette, wanted to lie to the social services saying that Jennifer has been abused by her family... all to get a bonus. (Long story). It was basically cut her off, or else Lynette would take Jennifer away from her family. (Again, long story).

After when i cut off Jennifer, Lynette would always tell me, she would meet Jennifer's mum Andrea for coffee. Lynette would tell me "I'm meeting Andrea, behave and don't be delusional while I'm gone". So I would sit in my room and watch anime for a few hours.

One day they stopped meeting up, it was around the same time the police investigation started in 2012. Kinda odd, if you ask me.

I've always wondered if Lynette was telling me the truth. Lynette lied about everything and she would never do coffee meet ups, not even with her own friends. She would always say "i don't have enough money". So why was Andrea any different?

Lynette never told me the full truth. So I never got to know her as a person. Even tho, she's my so-called mother. She would lie about the tiniest thing and maniplates everyone into believing that lie.

Me and Jennifer did become friends years later, but I had to cut her out of my life in late 2022.

So when we were friends, I've always wanted to ask Andrea about the meet up with Lynette. But before I could ask, she hung up and blocked me. And no, I never got to ask, the only thing I said to her was "can I ask you a question". It wasn't even about Jennifer, it was about her and Lynette meeting up for coffee. But that never came to be.

I've always wondered if and i mean IF Lynette and Andrea did meet up for coffee.

I wish that family had better communication.

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I HATE how my family and family friends blamed me for my grandma Lilian having cancer.

They told me "it's your fault your grandma is sick. You should have never called the police. Look at your poor grandma who's ill, you made her that way because you reported your family. How dare you make your own grandma sick. You're the reason why she's sick and ill. She misses you terribly, if you go back, you can heal her. It's all your fault that your grandma is dying".

Not my fault.

Don't blame me for something that I didn't do.