pt 2 to previous post;
so they change it then i explain how thats not the case, that happens numerous times until they run outta answers and suddenly start saying they’re sick or bored of me, how the convo is done, blahblahblah. after many long, torturous, blood boiling, saddening and tedious years of experiencing this same scenario with people from all walks of life, of all age groups, all corners of the globe, i finally cracked the case; the reason this happens is because of me…now, thats not because of anything i am choosing to do. its because of me as a person. (1) i am brutally honest, 24/7. bc i feel thats whats right. we live ina world of enablers & yes people so i will always tell the truth any chance given, no matter how harsh it may be. often that offends people, not bc im being offensive but maybe bc they’re not used to it or whatever. (2) am very confident in myself and articulate so am able to stand up for myself accordingly. (3) my energy’s quite like intense/passionate init so i’ll be the first to admit im a lot to be around loool but its not ina negative way its just…a lot😅☺️😇so when ppl that arent like that, r insecure, dont put thought into the shit they say or even have any idea whether shit they’re saying is factually correct or not and r used to being amongst the same types of ppl then encounter me, suddenly im the issue🤣likeeeee…bruvva…atp apparently everything bad that ever happened to anyone is my fault🤣🤣🤣🤣ima pisces so am hoping this is my last go on the merry go round…this shit is a joke man. i feel so abandoned, alienated, alone, betrayed, deceived, stuck, trapped, heartbroken, sick, tired, constantly overwhelmed, misunderstood, overflowing but empty at the same time, mistreated, lost and just…outta options i guess