#shitty month

[nachofernandez]

☁️Happiness doesn’t seem to be my thing lately ☁️

[bluemascarponecherries]

No matter how shit your entire year was, December will always be there to stab you 47 times into the new year

[rom994]

Just want this month to be over and done with

[katlyn1948]

September will be the death of me

So idk if most of you know, but my blog is named “A Place to Vent” and oh lord did I not realize that I would actually need to vent. I’ve had like the most shittest week know to man...and bare in mind that this is all in the month of September, which hasn’t even really been underway. I was in my first car accident last Wednesday, which I’ll admit was my fault, but then this morning...I was rear ended. Like we can’t catch a freaking break! So now I’m hella stressed and broke...like piss broke because I had to pay $1000 because I live in a “no fault” state (which is some bullshit btw) and just ugh....but I’m fine, really I’m fine and I will get though this even if it mean I have to eat tuna fish and ramen noddles for then two months of my life. At least I have my life and my family and that’s all that really matters. Let’s just hope the rest of September goes swimmingly

[mostrogobbo]

Tag game!

Thanks tu @the-not-so-dark-age​ <3

Tag game!

1. Are you named after anyone? No, but I have two names, one liked to mom and one to dad 

2 When was the last time you cried? Now, thinking to my beloved cat that is gone one month ago

3. Do you have kids? 

Good one! (no, I haven’t XD)

4. Do you use sarcasm a lot? Yes, often. I think I'm the queen of sarcastic jokes

5. What’s your eye colour? Brown

6. Scary movie or happy ending? I like cinema, the only movies that I can not watch are the crimes and the romantic ones

7. Any special talents? I’m funny as fuck!

8. Where were you born? In the Steel City, in the middle of northern Italy!

9. What are your hobbies? playing videogames, watching anime, tv series, movies, art, reading, writing, playing rpg game, running around with my loyal scooter

10. Do you have any pets? My sweet Rufus, ever with me in the spirit

11. Sports I play/have played? Martial Arts (when I was a teen), tennis, basketball, volleyball, athletic, horse riding, kendo

12. How tall are you? 170 cm

13. Favourite subjects in school? History, chemistry, art, italian, fisic

14. Dream job? Playing videogames or eating a lot of food and accumulate money. 

I tag:  everybody who wants to do this!

[greenred6]

Think I’m just gonna ignore every one and disappear today...again...play some Destiny 2 since it’s free..still in a shitty mood that only seems to get worse.

[augmented-beauty]

That will be a long post to let out too much shit that is hitting me too hard right now

I'm so fucking sick of highschool, not because of highschool per se (even if I'm actually tired to not be able to deal with studying as I REALLY would like to) but because of my teachers. As time passes it seems like they hate us more and more. We use all the strenght possible to study, this year more than ever because we have to get our degree, and yet it looks like they LOVE to distress us. I'll explain this in a better way. We had a test that is similar to one of the tests that we'll have to do during our exam; it's called "terza prova", and it can fuck you up. In 2 hours and an half you have to answer to 3 questions for 4 different subjects in 10-12 lines, for a total of 12 questions. Today's subjcets were history, english literature, science and physics. The only two parts that were quite easy or anyway fitting with the indications that they gave to us were english and history. Scienze was...meh, I've messed up but it will be easier to get everything right again. Physics killed me, it was completely different from what we expected; it was full of calculations and demonstrations (?), too bad that I suffer from dyscalculia (or at least it seems so) and this means that I can keep/I have of I want to get some shit right a scheme with formulas because I can't memorize them, and since that I needed just a few of them for this test and I had a few time, I did not prepared the scheme for demonstrations. I swear that I pratically gave no answer to the questions. But I can't just explain what happened to my teacher, because he will firstly say that the 'no demonstrations thing' is not true and that I can't prove that he said that. So, in the end, he's always right and I will look like the little shit that did not study for the fucking test.

But I did, I even gave less importance to english to study physics more, and anyway I did studied hard all the subjects for this test. I'm so sick and tired of those people, and I was so fucking sad that I started crying when the test was not over yet (but luckily for me, nobody noticed, or at least I think so) and it took me quite a lot to calm down later. I gave my papers to my teacher 10/15 minutes before the deadline because I was too in pain to try. I got my food and "enjoyed" the last moments of school break, but then I met a friend of mine outside my classroom, and I looked like shit, and so she asked me how was the test. And guess what? I started to cry again with random people around (and that's something that I deeply hate, I fucking hate to cry in front of other people) and I pratically threw myself in her arms and cried histerically. And I broke into tears again like...3 times maybe, or maybe more, and I'm so close to cry again even now, and 5 hours have passed.

I'm so pissed, devastated and sad. Right now I feel like a failure, and I fear that I won't pass my finals or that they won't even let me try to. If I fail this year...holy shit that would be terrible, also because the exam scheme will change next year and it's so damn awful; and I would feel terrible anyway, both for the failure and the fact that when I'm at school I feel like...caged. I just want to leave that place, to feel less stressed and stop feeling like a fucking failure because of those people. And I feel even worse because february was HELL, it was so stressing, school took away all my energy, and the worst is yet to come, may will be the real hell, and june and the first half of july will be even worse.

That's a fucking long post but...I'm so tired, I'm feeling so bad and I somehow needed to let things out.

[nocturnal-milk-dud]

glad i took the time to try to get to know someone when all they did was walk away when they found out i didn't wanna fuck.