Today I continue to pour love into myself amidst a #shittysituation. Today there is a crew cutting away the bottom foot of our basement walls & carting away shit stained stuff. The insurance adjuster will be here soon. I am thinking about my instruments, & my works of art & I am feeling tremendous gratitude rippling outward because my office was almost set up but not quite in use -- as I'd wanted to frame & hang memorabilia from performances at #thebluenote & #theapollomusiccafe etc. & since my continuing education journey in #tibetantantra & the volunteer counseling program are in full juicy shadow dancing bias uncovering trauma centered healing & integrating swing it just hadn't quite come together yet. Thank you universe, thank you ancestors. For the 2nd time since being a 1st time home owner I have been outside at the right time to flag down the help I've needed as they were passing by. I thank you for holding me, for protecting me. #shadowdancer #lightworker #anxiety #tantra #ancestralhealinginprogress #nonbinary #wcw #nonbinaryblackmagic https://www.instagram.com/p/Brkt7G1Aq9L/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1p7xfk325x0lq