#shitxpost

[olivemeister]

the birthday card my dad sent me is just a picture of killua, god bless

[olivemeister]

good scenario:

killua overshares about basically everything in his life except for his relationship with gon. for that he just says it and doesn’t elaborate, because people don’t need to know details, don’t be so nosy. he’s embarrassed. “gon’s my best friend.” then he tells a group of strangers how he stabbed his mom and ran away from home when he was eleven.

gon’s much more subdued about talking about his life. if you ask him he’ll tell you, he just doesn’t think to offer details unless he thinks they’re particularly relevant or interesting! but the second you ask him about killua he lights up and will literally tell you every detail of how much fun they have together and how cool killua is and how much he loves killua, they met at the hunter exam and killua showed him how to skateboard and then something not so great happened but it was okay because killua is so amazing that he didn’t even need gon’s help when he came to help but he’s really glad he went anyway because it meant he got to see killua sooner and then-

[olivemeister]

theory: gon is no longer the protagonist of hunter x hunter.

gon already caught his prey and the goal that began the series has ended. he’s no longer hunting ging, and in fact currently is hunting nothing. according to the yet-to-be-reformed hunter tenants, a hunter must hunt something, or else they are not a hunter. so if gon isn’t hunting anything and gon is not a hunter…

isn’t ging, in his search for don, now the hunter x hunter?

[olivemeister]

gon’s mom is a cryptid

[olivemeister]

killua zoldyck is in this box

[olivemeister]

i always think about killua having trouble with seeing gon when they’re both older, because he can’t ever forget almost losing gon forever. even knowing that it was in the past, that they survived and are genuinely alive and happy again, that it’s over, sometimes the scars from where he’d been stabbed and slashed by fear start to ache again. he can’t forget it. maybe he shouldn’t try to.

but i also think about gon knowing this too, that every time he meets with killua just the way he looks is sometimes a stark reminder. he doesn’t remember it the way killua does, because all of him wasn’t really there. killua was there. only part of gon was. that’s not to say he remembers nothing. just that a filter of pain, of twisted emotions, makes the memories unclear.

and i think about them talking about it, after years, finally baring their emotions without hiding anything. not being ashamed to cry. gon asking if it’s hard for killua to look at him. and sometimes it is. but killua says, and really believes, that it’s okay. 

because this gon is different from the gon who he faced back then. it’s okay. they’re not the same, and all killua has to do is really look at him to see that. even if sometimes he remembers that awful part of their shared past... if he just looks at gon and truly sees him, it doesn’t hurt anymore.

this gon has light in his eyes.

[olivemeister]

please consider gon and killua fighting over spooning positions, because the little spoon is objectively the superior position (your arm doesn’t fall asleep, god dammit)

[olivemeister]

gon’s got his best friend now (^ •ω•^) ❤ (･ㅊ･ U)