I don't need people to understand what I am feeling right now. It may be irrational to feel this devastated for someone who I have not met nor know that I even exist but I feel like I lost someone that I love too.
I have always been a Louis girl when I started being a 1D stan. I was drawn by his personality, he radiates joy and I can see how he held 1D together as a group. He is a strong person who would do anything for the people he love. In my eyes he is the best. I was inspired by him because despite what he had to go through and the sacrifices he had to make for being a celebrity he never lose his spark, He made it his mission to inspire and help others through his music. It was his goal to make people hopeful despite the challenges.
Louis, you may not know me but I am here, I am sending all the love I could give on your way, I am grieving with you and your family and I hope you are feeling the love of everyone for you. I am hoping that you stay stronger but I also hope that you let yourself feel the pain. We will understand whatever decision you'll make after this, we will understand if you choose your family first, I hope that no one is pressuring you to finish your prior commitments for the promo. We will understand if you decide not to do anything at all now and focus on your family. I love you and I will always be a fan even with or without your music because just being you is enough.
Rest in Peace Beautiful Angel Felicite.