Clouds cover the sky and rain just pours and as usual I’m stuck in this cottage, yes? I just call it a cottage, but there is something I forgot to mention yesterday in my entry. I remembered that despite my disappointment,I ran into someone, her name was Fate. I caught the bus home and this girl who Could only be described as a Rose in the middle of a swirling vortex because guess what? I was the vortex. I didn’t know what to do with myself but she shared with me hope and motivation and told me I wasn’t going to be alone anymore. She didn’t speak a word but it’s like she spoke to me through her heart that may be lame but it was worth the shot anyway because I have no other way to explain it. We got off at the same stop and I was sweating because I knew something happened because she continued look at me with a stare of determination. I kept telling myself this is very awkward, just the sheer amount of thoughts going through my head may have just killed a person. She finally said something and well what she said was unexpected “do you think flowers could grow anywhere?, Personally would like to see flowers just grow upon a blazing fire and see it spread it seed across the land” I know what you’re thinking but then she said something else that made me think she wasn't so crazy and that we did have a heart to heart on the bus literally. “Summer is your name right? I want you to know despite everything you’re special and you have a lot to offer this world and if you want me to hold your hand while you walk on the fire I will, by the way my name is Fate” It was a tearful moment I could hear the water splash on the ground as the tears continued to fall. That was embarrassing, what happened? I just didn't understand and I still don’t understand. That wasn't what I expected nor do I actually think I can tell someone and they believe me without sending through so much trouble.I walked away with her contact information if I was to ever need her at least that’s what she told me to call her for.I don’t know this girl from Adam to Eve and yet I’m trusting her ,maybe because I want to figure out who she is and how she can do what she does.