#shouldbehappy

[cynicalhiccup]

Worn out. Unsure of most things. Working out what makes me happy. June is a difficult month. - - - #dailydrawing #dailypicture #163 #12thJune2017 #art #digitalart #artistlife #anxiety #shouldbehappy

[sleep-smoke-survive]

Hi my name is Adam and today is my 22 birthday.

[vbsurf85]

#bored #shouldbehappy #blah #thursday #thanksfam

[johanabanana-]

Tonight

Today I should be happy that I'm with this man for a year and 5 months. And I am. I should go to sleep happy. But I'm not. Because I hate myself. Tried on a dress that I was excited about and wanted to wear and well... Just I guess doesn't suit me. Bought 2 on accident so there's money wasted. I am just so... Bleh that I hate myself and wish I was different and not this person. I don't feel special. And I have puffy eyes and I want to just cut my stomach with a knife and try and make it look better. I love makeup bc it helps a lot. I know I'm not pretty. And... Sometimes I can't stand the mirror. I don't have the courage to get a blade to my wrist I can just only hate myself and give myself puffy eyes. He doesn't know how I sound when we hang up... How hard I cry. Better like that anyway. Not like it's his fault. I should be happy, but tonight I go to sleep with puffy eyes. I'm sorry.

[slydin]

#aero #plastic #n1vents #lovehate #13vs80 #nfiwhatiwantthiscartobeanymore #shouldbehappy #willneverbefinished #needsmoreturbo #staynaaslongasyoucan #ohtheirony #whyudodis #contradiction #sil80

[mbeyondordinary]

awkward moment when everything you've earned seems like nothing just because one thing is missing ,