Dear girlfriend,
Dear girlfriend
Dear...
Dear Masako,
It's been a while, hasn't it. I heard that you've moved away, out of Japan. I hope you're happier where you are.
I.. I don't know where to start. I guess I can. I think I should.. You.. I'm sorry.
I'm really sorry for everything and you don't have to forgive me I just want you to know that I'm sorry for all of it. I was horrible, I am horrible, and I think it's for the best that you moved away like you did. You don't have to be upset knowing that I didn't care enough to come and see you more often.
I mean, it's not that I didn't care, because I did, I really did. And you should know that. I really did care and I miss you a lot. I don't want to be selfish and beg you to come back, but I know that immature side of me wants you to just. I want to hear from you, and I want to hug you and and
I miss you so much Masako and I'm sorry. You're such a wonderful person and I never deserved you in the first place. I hope you've moved on and found someone better that can actually make you happy and not break your trust or hurt you or just. I want you to be treated like you deserve to be treated, because you deserve it so much and I'm sorry that I couldn't give you everything.
Can we still be friends? That's a stupid thing to ask, but I can't just let you go. You were my first real friend and I can't just. I can't I can't I can't
This whole thing is tearing me up I can't think straight anymore the guilt hurts so much Masako and I'm sorry okay?? I'd ask for reassurement but I know nothing is going to change how I feel because I'm literally the biggest piece of shit. The biggest piece of shit ever.
I can't stop thinking about you and it's bothering me that I can't talk to you anymore because I miss talking to you and I miss you. I miss everything about you. I'm forgetting the sound of your voice. Crazy, right? Crazy...
I'm going to stop before I make a bigger fool of myself. Sorry.
Goro











