summary: shu's busy, you're overthinking. after a few misunderstandings, you talk and shu makes it up to you :)
includes : shu yamino (luxiem)
type : nsfw, fluff, smut and aftercare, oneshot (like seriously this is too long omg).
event : WE GO 100 !
request: "i've been thinking abt you all day" & "ill take care of you" in subtle smut starters for shu pls !!
a/n : I COULDN'T FIND UR ASK FOR SOME REASON ANON IM SO SORRY HUHU, but anyways!! this took way too long lol
shu was a busy man, he had to stream almost everyday only having a few days off and those days off consisted of him working on whatever project he was working on. as his s/o, you understood that he needed to do this because it was his job. you were happy that he enjoyed his job but... it felt lonely at times.
you weren't as busy as him and your sleeping schedule mashed with his, leaving little time to talk and bond. even if the worlds were in your favor and aligned your sleeping time with his, you would only have small time to actually bond together, because he had some work after his rest.
you didn't want to disturb him with your feelings, he was already busy enough to even make him worry about you. but as weeks and days go by, this lingering feeling only disturbs you from your everyday life.
you were overthinking everything, you were even doubting if he actually loved you and it showed through how you acted around him. you would be more distant whenever he talked to you, you wouldn't lean into his touch whenever he touched you, you wouldn't even kiss him before you sleep, and you always did that.
and shu noticed every single thing, and boy oh boy was he worried. he tried offering his lap during streaming but you refused to say that you didn't want to disturb him. he tried buying your favorite food and you would only smile and put it in the fridge leaving it there, claiming you were full even if you were starving.
he didn't know what he did so he did what he was good at, observing. he knows how your body talks.
you've been moping around him. when he was streaming, he felt some gaze coming from his door. he looked back and the door was slightly ajar, he always closed his door whenever he streams. always hears a knock on his door and upon opening, he's greeted with a tray with a bottle of water and a plate full of his favorite snacks. you always did that, but you were the one personally giving him the food and giving him a kiss on the cheek reminding him to not stress himself out.
but you were doing this instead.
shu knew something was really off, and he decided to confront you about it. on his day off, he invited you to eat dinner with him. ordering his and your favorite foods, and watching a movie with him.
it was a simple cute date night he figured you liked since you've been sending him tiktok links about fun cute dates at home.
"i've ordered the food already, it should be coming in about an hour or so." shu looks at you and gives you a small smile, patting the empty space beside him on the couch. "an hour? why will it take that long?" you ask, plopping down on the sofa chair next to the couch. shu purses his lips, hands now placed on the pillow on his lap, "traffic, and also the restaurants nearby are closed so i had to order far." you hum and nod your head, reaching for the remote next to shu, but instead was met by shu's hand that had his hand on the remote. you quickly withdraw your hand and instead, placed it on the rest of the couch. shu sees this and hands you the remote.
"what do you want to watch?" he asks. you blush, embarrassed as you grab hold of the remote looking through what movies were on the USB. "this one... are you okay with this one?" shu looks at your pick and hums, "i'm fine with that."
it's been 15 minutes since the movie started. you're shifting uncomfortably in your sofa chair, the space was too small for your liking, you should've accepted the offer to sit beside shu- at least that would've been comfortable and you would've been able to snuggle up to hi-- what were you thinking? what if he doesn't like that?? god, (name) you should ask before touching them, what if they don't like your touch? you shake your head, staring straight at the tv, trying to get rid of these thoughts.
shu wasn't watching the movie. in fact, there was a much more interesting scene to watch, and that was you. unbeknownst to you, shu has been observing you. you would glance at the empty seat beside him, playing it out as if you were only asking for a pillow beside him. then you would shift in your seat, trying to get comfortable, eyeing the seat beside him, again, playing it out as if you were stretching.
it was only 15 mins. 15 mins to take shu to finally confront you.
shu reached for the remote placed on the coffee table, pausing the movie that was immediately followed with your head whipping towards him with a face evident of confusion.
"why'd you pause it?" you ask, furrowing your brows.
"what's wrong?" shu asks, eyeing your every move.
"what do you mean? why'd you pause the movie?"
"did i do something wrong?" you widen your eyes, but immediately revert them back.
"what do you mean shu?" you question, hoping he didn't notice you shrink under his intense gaze.
"you didn't come to my room during stream, you usually come with food but you left them at the door." shu utters out, worry apparent in his eyes.
"you're avoiding me. you're avoiding my touch, you didn't want to sit beside me today." his voice comes off shaky, eyes looking at your body language.
he noticed? your mouth opens to say something to comfort him but you halt, words stuck in your throat as you look at shu, his nervous gaze, and his shaky voice. he cared? he noticed you avoiding him... you tried your best to act normal... but he noticed?
shu reaches out for your hand, and you let him. both his hands rubbing both your hands comfortingly as he looks at them, slowly looking up into your eyes, "did i upset you, hm? can you tell me what i did wrong babe?"
you felt words bubble up in your throat. all the concealed feelings, all the thoughts that haunted you and kept you up at night, everything is threatening to spill.
but nothing comes out, and instead, you cry. shu is startled, immediately reaching to your face, his body leaving the seat and settling to kneeling in front of you, "hey... hey, are you okay?" shu worryingly asks, his hand tilting your head upwards to examine your face, but you jerk your head away, sniffling as you raise your hand up to wipe any tears that rolled down your face. shu takes none of that, and reaches for your head once again, gently nudging it to his face. "look at me, please?" he pleads, and you cave in. you slowly look at him, you almost forgot how deep his purple eyes are and how you can drown in them so easily. shu gives you a little smile, "there you go," he says his purple eyes resembling the vast deep galaxy skies.
"now, can we talk about what's bothering you?"
you spilled everything. from you feeling lonely, to how you think he doesn't love you anymore, you said everything. while you poured your heart out, you were constantly looking at shu's reaction, but his face remained the same, calm and unmovable-- well that would be what it seems like to other people. not a lot of people know this but shu's eyes tell emotions. his flames are constantly fluctuating, growing larger and reverting back to their size. his eyes tell that he's hurt, that he feels guilty for leaving you alone with your thoughts.
his face may not seem like it cares too much, but his eyes and his flames tell everything.
"so yeah, i just felt alone yk? it's... i'm sorry, shu-"
"no, no, no. it's my fault, i should've left some days open for you... 'm sorry for leaving you all alone by yourself." shu says, hands still holding yours.
"don't be sorry! you were busy and it's your job... how can we pay rent without working?" you joke, hoping to lighten the mood. shu chuckles at this and gives your hand a little squeeze, heating up his hand as comfort.
"still... it was a dick move of me to not pay attention to my sweet beloved s/o when i'm absolutely free." you giggle at the nickname, giving him a little kiss on the cheek, "you're right, it was a dick move to ignore your beautiful, caring, sweet, beloved s/o when you're absolutely free." shu chuckles and smiles at you.
suddenly, shu's phone rings. you look over to him and he looks over to his phone, looking at the screen, "food's here," he says. rising from his seat, but you stop him, "i'll go grab it." giving him a small smile before rising from your seat to grab the food.
"i've been thinking abt you all day" you whisper, arms wrapped around shu's waist as you lay down on the bed. "yeah?" he says, arms draped over your shoulders while his other hand is rested on your waist. "mhm, i missed you so much." you sit up, leaning on his chest as you carefully inspect his beautiful face. " 'm sorry..." he apologizes, looking at you with his puppy dog eyes. you smile at this, tucking away a fallen hair, "don't be, you were busy and it's your job." he gives you a small pout, "still... i should've left some days open for you... how can i make it up to you?" you hum, smiling shyly as you thought of something, "well...." shu raises an eyebrow, "well?"
"can i?" you ask shyly, looking down at his pants, gently caressing his thighs. shu raises an eyebrow in surprise. how long has he hadn't touched you? to the point you would ask it yourself. you, who was shy even to ask the waiter for an extra ketchup packet.
"sure, go ahead baby." you look up at him with a shocked look on your face, you weren't expecting him to agree that fast. you stayed still for a moment before regaining your composure. you sit on his thigh, hands placed on his chest, as it travels under his shirt.
shu sighs, letting you feel him up as his eyes gaze into yours. "mhm..." your hands creep down, feeling the bulge that started to grow. you inch closer to him, eyes trailing down to his lips, and back up to his eyes. his breaths are short and it almost sounds like he's out of breath, "you can kiss me you know?" shu breathed out, he didn't even know he was holding on. "i know," you whisper, your mouth leaning to meet his. your lips were parted slightly and shu took the chance to slip his tongue inside, tongues tangling with each other as you stifled a moan. "shu," you whined, temporarily leaning away from him, "mhm.. i got you." he assures you, hands pulling you in for another kiss.
you tap his arm, and shu parts, watching as you gasp for air "how long have i left you all alone here?" he asks, hands placed on your waist, rubbing it comfortingly. "too long..." you mumble, your hands placed on his bulge, groping it as shu lets out a moan, "too too long..." you start, unbuttoning his pants, "i really missed you, you know?" you pull the zipper down, shu's hazy eyes carefully watching your every move. "you should take responsibility for this." you pull away, taking off your shirt, "c'mere." shu calls out, patting his thigh, you obliged, hovering over his erected tip, "i'll take care of you," his hands guiding you down slowly, "i'll take good care of you."
you let out a moan, pressing your forehead against his while you ease slowly on his dick, your tight cunt sucking him in. shu closes his eyes, letting out short breaths as he starts the pace. holding your waist as he thrusts up, skin slapping as you meet him. "i missed you so much, hah— fuck. i missed this" shu says, his eyes fluttering open to glance at your expression, only to see you staring at him, mouth slightly apart. shu takes this chance to lean forward, and stick his tongue inside, feeling your warm soft lips against his was grounding. feeling you—this close—was grounding. it felt like he was home again.
you sigh against his heated mouth, hands creeping around his neck to pull him impossibly closer, desperate to feel his warmth. shu grunts at the feeling, pulling apart for a second to take in the sight of you. he smiles a little before thrusting up at an inhumane pace, his hands growing warm and cold alternately making you yelp at the feeling, "that's cheating— ah!" shu only smiles at you, his hand whipping up to create a flame to envelop you. the flame felt warm and hot to touch, but it didn't burn you. your stomach flipped, enhancing the incoming orgasm you were about to feel. hands creeping up to his hair, gripping it, "ah-" shu groans out. and then, you feel it, the knot in your stomach unraveling.
"'m cumming- 'm cumming ah!" your eyes roll back, mouth gaping open as you feel shu's sporadic thrust, grinding on your pussy as you feel your walls painted with white. "hah-" shu's breath slowing down, hands rubbing circles on your waist.
you lean against him, head snuck in his neck as shu chuckles a little bit. you furrow your brows, "why are ya laughing?" he hums, "i don't know, maybe it's because you're so cute? haha" you flush, even diving your head deeper into his neck, hands playfully slapping his arm as shu lets out an ow.
shu sighs in contentment, hands still rubbing circles on your waists as both of you bask in your afterglow. you were in such a mix of emotions, feeling so vulnerable yet so confident at the same time. you trace circles on shu's arm, feeling so grateful that he's still here with you.
"i love you."
shu's eyes widen, blinking a few times to register what you just said. and when he did, boy oh boy, his flames suddenly appeared and let out a little spurt before disappearing again. shu looked at your head snuck in his neck, remaining still. while you were overthinking again, wondering why he was taking so long to react. just as you were about to rise your head from his neck, he replied,
"i love you too."
you rise your head completely, looking forward to his face, giving you his signature v smiling face. your heart leaping out from your chest, feeling a few tears leaving your eyes as shu laughs, wiping them away with his tender hand.
you felt complete.
"babe," shu calls out, tapping your waist as you let out a sound in reply, "we have to clean up. we're not sleeping sticky," you whine in response, hugging him closer. "you're a magician, do your magic."
"a sorcerer, babe."
"whatever, it's the same thing"
"it is but i want to be called sorcerer."
"okaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyy, can you just teleport us to the bathroom?"
"hmm... i don't know, should i?"
"babeeeee"
"alright, alright."
"you're so spoiled, i shouldn't use my magic so carelessly like this you know?"
a/n: hello im back from writers block and all i release is a small smau for a small blr fandom.. hartbrek HI HELLO ive been watched loads of my oshi(shu) to recover from ike nd fulgur so ... here :3
shu yamino makes sure the next date doesn’t ruin your new set of nails
shu yamino poses and takes candids for your instagram (which he always reposts later)
shu yamino who prefers cafe dates or staying at home
shu yamino likes having you slumped over him in any position while he plays valo
shu yamino who always buys you your favourite cakes and pastries on the way home
summary : shu yamino endurance stream w/ your cooking mhm.
includes : shu yamino (luxiem)
type : sfw ! fluff, making out....?
a/n : I PROMISE YOU GUYS I AM WRITING THE 100 REQUESTS, my brain just refuses to write more than 2 sentences... but anyways, this was sitting in my wips for a while so i decided to just post it here.
whenever shu does really long streams, he tends to forget to take care of himself. so you, being the kindest lovable s/o you are, try to make food and drinks for him.
even if you don't know how to make/cook actual food, you try to do your best with tutorials and things like that, and when you look at the outcome, you're unsure whether or not to give him the food. you do an eeny meeny miny moe to decide bcs y not.
it ended with going through giving him the food.
nervous, you place it on a tray, along with some beverages you think he'll like. you walk up to his room and knock on his door.
shu looks behind to the sound of knocking, telling chat he needs to mute, "hold on chat, there's someone knocking on my door." he mutes himself. he looks at the door and tells you to come in, "i figured you might need some food... you haven't eaten yet, have you?" you appear in his sight with a tray of food, looking at him with a small yet nervous smile.
"no, i haven't..." shu trails off, gazing at the tray you were holding "did you make food?" he asks, "yeah, you mentioned you were going to have an endurance stream so i made you some food..."
shu stares at you blankly, processing your words, and blinks. he smiles a little, feeling a little warm as his cheeks turn to a shade of pink. he gestures and with a flick of his finger, you were in front of him, and he was holding the tray.
he places the tray on his table and turns his attention towards you. you were between his thighs, standing there awkwardly with a nervous smile, he holds your hands and puts them on his shoulder, then he places his hands on your waist, tugging you closer as he looks up at you with that silly smile, and you feel like your falling in love all over again. "you didn't have to do this you know?" he murmurs, tracing circles on your waist. "i wanted to do this," "yeah?" "yeah, because you're special to me." his smile grows, red now evident on his cheek, "can you bend down a bit?" he requests, and you oblige, bending down to his face.
then suddenly, his arms are wrapped around your waist as he pulls you closer and kisses you. you let out a squeak in surprise, but when he slips in his tongue, you're flushed, and you feel your knees buckle at the intensity of the kiss. shu notices this, his hand does a gesture and now you're sitting on his lap. his hand goes up to your face and deepens the kiss. he sighs, his other hand exploring every inch of your body. but after a while, it settles on your waist.
you're feeling lightheaded, so you tapped shu's shoulder. he pulls apart, chuckling at the look on your face, "you okay?" you divert your eyes, opting to look anywhere but shu's eyes, "the food's getting cold." shu laughs and glanced at the food, "i can always reheat it, there's a far more important thing i have to do." he gazes at your reddened face, looking everywhere but his face. "look at me," he whispers, and you feel red. he tilts his head to your gaze, and it got you looking in his eyes, "there, you're finally looking." he grins and gives you a last peck on your lips, you blink in surprise, "thanks for the food, babe."
extra!!
after you left, shu ate first and then came back to his stream, unmuting and apologizing for taking a while, "a certain someone made me food. it was great, i love them." and then he sees a certain someone chatted on his stream chat, 'i'm glad you liked the food ^^'. he reads it out and instantly smiles, "i loved the food but i really liked what happened before i ate." you blush in your seat, typing as you see the chat go by at the speed of light, you reply with two blushing emoji, making shu giggle at your reaction.
safe to say that moment was clipped and was dubbed as "(ship name) sussy moments"
