» Shufflemancy for Kokichi
I AM SO SORRY FOR THE WAIT OUMA!
I just got a little stressed out irl and this slipped my mind!
Uh since you didn't leave many details I didn’t go into depth much (just in case your canon was different from canon and such) so you should be able to take this translation in multiple ways! So I hope this is alright!
This song tells me that you were similar to your canon counterpart in some aspects. You could be confident at times (whether it was real or fake), and you could also be quite mischievous at times, though it seems to me that your mischievous side became a little too much for those around you. Whether you specifically were an annoyance to them or it was something else in particular about or connected to you, people just didn't seem to enjoy you around a lot of the time.
It became a real problem to those you were close with and saw on a regular basis, some of them attempted to see things in a way you would but they just couldn't understand why you did some of the things you did or said. After some time, people wanted to change you so you'd be more bearable in everyday life. They attempted to talk to you about this and suggest things that maybe you could change when being around people. Of course it came off as surprising to you, they just didn't understand and it does seem quite unfair in your perspective. The more you refused or failed an attempt to alter your attitude, they became more forceful with the ideals.
Because of this you were torn away from your friends and became a little distant. You tried to do things on your own. Though you seemed to miss the ones around you and who you would spend time with. You became conflicted with yourself about the situation and what to do. And at times you would gain thoughts that even you believed were wrong. After some examination it did seem you were changing over time and it tore you away from your friends, though you were unsure of what happened to you.
Though perhaps one friend hadn't given up on you just yet. Your relationship seemed dear to them and they watched over you from afar, while still taking the majority's side. You were able to catch them one day and begged for their help. They were someone who was able to truly understand at least some of you. So you seemed to trust them. That or you just desperately needed their help in fear of being casted away and forgotten, probably.
They did their best to help you in private and you seemed to believe in them. Or maybe you were just glad to gain help before it was too late.
I'm sorry for such a loose end... the lyrics just kinda repeat after the final verse.
But I hope this helps Kichi!
