#sick of overthinking

[tinyluvs]

someone lobotomise me, i’m begging

[rajrandhawa-blog1]

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[bnjyprsctt-blog]

i don't know why i'm writing this down, i just really need to try and get it out of my system. i want to be my old self. i don't want people to have the judgements they have of me. i am so frail and fragile and emotional and i regret so many things i have done in my life. i've said things i should never of said and done things i should never of done and the worst feeling i have ever felt is knowing that i can't take them back and people will always hold them against me. one thing i don't regret is some of the people i've been involved with. there are two people in particular, the ones who i treated the worst, who remind me of who i used to be. i've said they were bad experiences and i regret them, but i really don't because every now and then i wish that i could be friends with them and talk to them like i used to. it's things that i've done in the past which have created a reputation for me. i have a reputation of this arrogant, slutty boy and i really am not. no matter what has happened i absolutely promise you that i am neither of them things. the people i have dated i have genuinely cared about and still do care about a lot, and they'll never change their perception of me now, which kills me. i may come across on here as arrogant or big headed or whatever i come across as, but i absolutely hate everything about myself. i am not just saying that, i hate everything that i have become and i have tried everything to change back into the person i used to be and i just don't know how to because i don't know what's different about me. a lot of people dislike me for things that i've done in the past and a lot of people dislike me for what they think i am now and how i've changed. i really want to just be who i used to be, i don't know who to talk to, i'm lost. i don't know what i can do to change. i just wish everyone could start fresh and not think of me how they do now and think of me as a nice boy like i used to be. i will try and go back to this everyday and i'm going to try everything i can to transform back into that person. just wanted to get this out of my head.