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*Given that anyone is concerned about me (which I know isn't true, haha, but just in case) - yeah, I am still alive, and nope, it's not over completely. *At this point it kinda feels like a really severe dehydration? Been there, done that, though, so it's not too difficult to grin and bear. *...I really hope those stains will heal soon. They look very much like burns right now, which I guess they are, and. Well. I am fine with having one scar. Less fine with having a twenty.
*...got rid of the petals. *That went... about as well as you can guess. *Still feel weaker than normal. And. Sadder than normal, too. *I also really don't want to look in a mirror. From what little I see on my leaves and stem, those stains are... not pretty at all. *...
*Okay. I feel better, but. *Still feel kinda sick. Guess organic matter doesn't get rid of the poison that quickly. Two petals are worse for wear, and I guess I should just tear them away and grow new ones because they look really rotten. And, well. There are stains now. All over me. Like I have been burnt or something. I hope those will heal with time, but... *I still don't know what that was. Why did it happen? What did I do wrong? *I don't know. I don't know and I am scared.
*...I don't know what to do, I am... I am kinda really scared. *I feel really sick, and - and the itch won't go away, and my head is swimming, and it is starting to actually hurt, and - and I have no idea what to do and - *...please. Please, help me. S-somebody?..
*...I really don't feel well. Dizzy and... and it is starting to itch all over? I have had enough sun and water and nutrition so it can't be that... *... *...is it because of that spray? But... why? What did I do? *I don't understand...
*squirts with weed killer*
(Yikes! The flower fails to dodge the spray. He starts coughing, looking himself over in shock and disgust.)
*Hey! What was that?! That was completely uncalled for!!! What kind of a creep does that, even?! It is sticky and gross! Ew!*...also it feels... weird? What's going on?*...I don't feel well...
I hate people who dress like this. we get it, you’re the toa of fire.
Shitty summer cold is shitty. Have to be @ work over an hour away in 10 hrs, come home, band practice & photoshoot. Exhausted from having this funk since Tuesday. Haven't been able to sleep for more than an hour any night this week. Only good thing about my week was the R&I season 3 premiere. I refused to awknowledge my sore throat until after watching the premiere. Think it's time to take some meds, put R&I on repeat and dream of Rizzles :)
