Symptoms - ch 4- In Need Of A Distraction
Genre: Fic, AU, Romance, Future angst/smut
Summary: After losing his sight at the age of sixteen Kibum has quickly learnt to adapt to living his daily life without the luxury of seeing. It has taken him three years to find a comfortable balance, but after meeting Jonghyun he wasn’t sure if balance is what he needed.
Pairing: JongKey /Rated M
Word Count: 3942
Side Note: Hey guys, I know it’s been a very long time but I’ve been extremely busy with work to start with and then it became a struggle to finish this chapter. Thank you for being so patient and I promise things are going to start moving along now that we’re getting past the initial hump of the plot. Anyway - I do hope you enjoy this, just hold out for the jongkey bc it’s on its way :)
She smelt like an expensive call girl, like the kind you pay top dollar for just to talk to because sex costs an extra five hundred per half hour. Jinki had lied to him and said she was cute when she wasn't, she was sexy and flirty and wore heeled boots that sounded more like a weapon than a fashion statement. When she sat across from Kibum he could hear her soft hum of approval as her eyes studied him. It sounded like a gentle purr of satisfaction and he could only assume it'd feel amazing against his cock. She was the kind of girl that Kibum labeled as dangerous for many reasons, and above all else there was a very prevalent problem.
"You're his sister? Funny, Jinki seemed to leave that part out." Bringing his beer to his lips Kibum listened to the elder cough.
"Oh, well he must have left it out for a reason then?" She mused, interest clearly peaked. "Does it change things?"
"I knew if I told you she was Taemin's sister you'd never agree!" Jinki admitted, pout clearly in voice.
"Am I that bad?" Taemin asked making Kibum snort. "She is my twin after all."
"And I'm blind remember? I can't see so that factor obviously doesn't bother me."
His words earned him a soft giggle, one that sent his skin prickling as it played against his ears. Taeyeon's voice was feminine and smooth, the kind that he'd want to hear during sex and over the past twenty minutes of sitting with her this is what he'd come to. She was going to be bad for him, Taeyeon was going to give him a whole lot more than just her phone number because she wanted him. He wasn't trying to be smug, but the casual brush of her foot along his leg spoke wonders. As if her laugh wasn't enough with how it chimed, or the way she touched his hand as if she wanted to slip her fingers under his shirt. He had to wonder if she'd worn a cardigan the last time Jinki had seen her with how he'd described her. Hell maybe she was wearing one now. Either way with what he'd gathered so far Taeyeon did not seem like the type that was going to be easy, and he thought that's what Jinki wanted for him.
"Don't worry I've been told I'm pretty hot." Taeyeon said as an attempt to ease any of the redhead's worries.
Smirking at her words Kibum brought his beer up to finish It off. "Oh I don't doubt that."
That evening they spent roughly two hours together at the bar, laughing and drinking as they got to know each other while Taemin and Jinki sidelined. Mostly Jinki, maybe it was just his paranoia but Kibum couldn't help but feel a tinge of awkwardness from Taemin. It would make sense considering the situation. Not everyday you hooked your friend up with your twin sister after all.
As they began to gather up, Taeyeon went off to the washroom while Jinki paid leaving Kibum alone with Taemin. Passing a hand through his hair Kibum listened to the younger tap away at his phone. "I'm sorry if this is awkward for you, if you don't like this Taemin..."
"No, no, no, it's fine really!" Taemin suddenly jumped in, phone forgotten. "Taeyeon's fun and exciting, she'd be good at breaking you out of your shell I think."
"You think?"
"Jinki thinks..." Taemin corrected earning a bark of laughter.
"Right, well she seems..."
Smiling at Kibum's lack of words Taemin tried to help. "She's not as easy as you might think, she just likes you. She's seen you on campus with Jjong and just hasn't had the guts to approach you."
"She might kill you for telling me that." Kibum teased, albeit surprised.
"That's why you don't tell her, idiot." Taemin huffed like the snarky teen he was.
"So why are you then, she's your sister after all. Shouldn't you be chasing me away? I'm the big bad wolf."
Now it was Taemin's turn to laugh. "To be honest? Because of Jinki, otherwise I wouldn't let you anywhere near her."
'As usual it all comes back onto Jinki.' Kibum thought to himself as he hummed over Taemin's response. He couldn't say he was surprised, although it was usually Taemin who seemed to be doing the manipulating in their relationship. They'd only been dating for a month but Kibum could see what Taemin did to his best friend, Jinki was quickly on his way to the realm of puppy love and Kibum was more than happy for them.
"You're a good guy, Taemin." Kibum said with a small smile.
"Thanks Kibum, ah here they come."
The sharp click of heels slipped into Kibum's ears before Taemin had even spoken and he was turning his head towards his date as she came to a stop next to him. Standing up from the booth he could hear her breath hitch; she was nervous. Bringing his hand out he gently and slowly brushed her hair back and behind her ear. It was soft and around shoulder length with a beachy wave, she'd styled her hair even though he couldn’t see it. He did like a woman that liked to look good for herself.
Leaning in he brought his lips against her ear, fingers against her pulse as he whispered. "Your perfume is beautiful, Taeyeon."
He could feel it, the way her pulsed jumped as her body heated up like a freshly lit flame. Her breathing shook and he could feel her drop a little as her knee's weakened all in a matter of a few seconds. It was like fuel to his ego, this is how he'd learned to pick up women. Although it didn't happen often he couldn't remember the last time he'd felt so confident with a stranger. It was different with Jonghyun, but really the two couldn't be compared. If the truth were known he was doing his utmost best not to think about the blond, instead he was trying his best to focus on the girl before him. After so long he was just happy to relish in the feeling of being so openly wanted by someone.
"Ready to go?" Jinki called, a trill to his voice that made Kibum want to laugh.
"Well actually I was just thinking, more like wondering if maybe Kibum wanted to go back to my place for a drink?" Taeyeon asked, reaching out to gently brush the redhead's hand earning her a small smile.
"You live on campus, Taeyeon, you have a roommate." Taemin reminded only to earn a dark glare.
"We can go to my place, I don't mind." Kibum offered, this time pushing out Jinki's laugh.
"Right, well we'll be off then." Jinki said before all but dragging Taemin with him.
With that Kibum allowed Taeyeon to lead him out of the restaurant and into the cool night air which he made sure to take big lungfuls of. "We're about two blocks away, will you be okay?" He asked knowing her heels must be anything but comfortable. It earned him a small laugh though before she was thanking him.
"I'll be fine though, I practically live in heels." She confirmed before looping their arms together.
As they walked they talked about this and that, nothing of great importance or relevance. Mostly about school and classes, how the teachers were and what exactly they were going for. He learned she was a dancer much like her brother and wanted to become a professional ballerina.
"I can only imagine you must have killer legs." Kibum offered with a cheeky smile.
"After ten years of dance I can confidently say they're nicely toned." She said proudly.
Resisting the urge to ask for a feel he instead brought the conversation around. "I used to dance, I mean I still do now but it's less practiced and more me just feeling the music, y'know?" He listened to her hum as she gently brushed her fingers along the top of his hand. It was nice and friendly and gave him the feeling that she was genuinely listening to him which he appreciated.
"I can't imagine how hard that must have been to lose something you were so passionate for. We're here by the way." Taeyeon offered before coming to a slow stop.
Glancing to his side towards the apartment he allowed her to lead. "I've learned to adapt, I'm still learning if I'm being honest... always learning. How did you know where I live by the way?"
"Ah, well, I've been over before when Taemin needed me to pick him up." She explained in a nervous rush that had Kibum laughing. "What's so funny?"
"No, nothing, you just have good memory."
As they made their way to his apartment Kibum suddenly felt a rush of butterflies invade his stomach leaving him feeling a tad sick. It made unlocking his door a bit of a challenge when he suddenly had shaky hands making him miss the lock at least twice. Frowning as he stepped into the home Kibum released a deep breath that he hadn't realized he'd been holding in. He wasn't exactly sure why he was nervous but he could assume it was because of a handful of reasons.
Slipping out of his shoes he made his way in as he told her to make herself comfortable. "You're still up for a drink right?" He asked before turning into his kitchen where he retrieved two wine glasses along with a fresh bottle of wine. He usually found himself drinking on his own simply because Jinki wasn't a huge fan of wine and Jonghyun didn't drink.
"A glass would be nice." Taeyeon finally replied as she joined him, her round eyes scanning the quaint kitchen. "It suits you two well I think, the apartment."
"Have you already seen my room?" Kibum asked.
"W-What? N-No, how?!" Taeyeon nearly squawked as she flailed her hands about making an obnoxious breeze.
Tipping his head back Kibum barked out a laugh. "I was only teasing because you said you'd been here before, but now I'm slightly suspicious."
"I-I'm not a creep, jeez!" She defended with a whine and a small push to the man's shoulder earning a charming smile.
"Would you like to see it?"
Pulling out the cork to the wine bottle Kibum gently slipped his hand against the counter in search of the first glass before pouring out a bit. Silence followed his question making him cock a brow, slightly surprised that he'd caught her that off guard. "I'm sorry was that too blunt?" He asked as he held out the glass, half expecting her to turn around and leave. The thought only grew stronger when she never took the glass.
"Taeyeon?"
Any other words he had quickly died in his throat when slim fingers caressed his face causing him to immediately jolt. Blinking in surprise he slowly put the glass and bottle down before turning towards the younger girl. "Taeyeon?"
Biting her lip Taeyeon was suddenly thankful he couldn't see her blush. "I-I'm sorry, I just wasn't sure if it'd be rude to kiss you or not."
"Why, because I'm blind? To be honest I think it'd be rude if you didn't." Kibum teased and was relieved when he heard her laugh.
"Fair enough."
With that full lips were capturing his causing him to take a step back as she came towards him a bit faster than he anticipated. Moving his hands down he took a hold of her hips as he steadied himself and took her in. The kiss was gentle and unsure, almost as if she was shy and he was slightly surprised by this because he thought she'd be more confident. He was beginning to think the girl put on a good show much like Taemin had said, he knew his twin best after all.
Moving his lips against hers he rather enjoyed the taste of her lip gloss and wondered what color it was, or if it was colored at all. It was the one thing he loved about kissing girls, something that most men hated- lip gloss. Maybe it was because he sometimes wore a tiny bit of it himself, but it was one thing most men didn't have. 'Jonghyun probably wears lip balm that tastes like mint.' The sudden thought had him pulling back for air.
"What are you hoping to get out of this?" The words were leaving his mouth before his brain could catch up making him nearly facepalm.
"I... I'm sorry?"
Closing his eyes he felt her pull back slightly and he could only sigh. "No, I'm sorry, that came out of nowhere."
Silence slipped around them leaving him to remove his hands without much else to do. He couldn’t begin to understand why he'd said that, because truth be told he wasn't even sure what he truly wanted out of this date. He knew what everyone else wanted, everyone except Taeyeon and maybe that's why he wanted to know.
"I think... I mean I like you, you're attractive and funny and have great style, I'd like to get to know you more." She finally admitted. "Do you think sex on the first date is wrong?"
"It's not wrong, just depends what you're after I guess."
"And what are you after, Kibum?" Taeyeon asked, secretly hoping for a certain answer.
"Pushing a hand through his hair Kibum released a sigh. "If I'm being honest... a distraction."
He had a moment after he spoke where he wondered if he had been too blunt, but then warm hands were cupping his face and he was once again being greeted by that spicy perfume she wore. "Then let me be your distraction." Full lips once again found his only this time with less gloss and more courage. Kbium couldn't help but sigh into the kiss as their bodies pressed together and her fingers played with the ends of his hair. It started out soft and seemed to grow in strength the longer they stayed together.
Slipping his right hand up to the back of her head he moved her to how he wanted her before teasing his tongue along her bottom lip. The action earned him a tiny hum before she was granting him access to her mouth. It wasn’t long before he was listening to her moan, the sound causing his cock to stiffen in his jeans.
"Y-You're an amazing kisser." Taeyeon breathed as they pulled back for air.
Smirking at the compliment Kibum moved in to check the counter behind her. "You're not too bad yourself. Do me a favor and hop up here." Patting the counter he waited until she was doing as he asked.
"Like this?" She asked, allowing the elder to spread her legs as he moved closer.
"Just like that, beautiful."
Leaning in Taeyeon released a small moan as they kissed. "H-How... do you know I'm beautiful?"
"I don't need to see your face to know you're beautiful, Taeyeon."
Reaching up Kibum brought his hand along her shirt, feeling to see what it was and he was pleased to find it was a button up. Undoing the buttons one by one he listened to her steady breathing pick up the closer he got to the end. "Relax, I'm a professional." He teased with a smirk as he finally removed her shirt earning him a light giggle. Her laughter quickly turned into a pleased sigh though when his lips found her skin.
Down her collarbones and along the tops of her breasts he allowed his lips to move, kissing her warm skin causing it to prickle in excitement. He could tell her breasts weren't too large, they we're probably around a B-cup, the perfect perky handful. Moving his hand up Kibum cupped her left breast earning him a low hum, the sound seeming to turn higher as he passed over her nipple.
"So sensitive." Kibum teased, and with a flick of his wrist her bra was slipping off.
"Ah, Kibum!"
Taeyeon gasped as he groped her, his hands becoming slightly more rough while his tongue gently ran across her skin. Listening to the sounds she made he took into account what she liked, the spots that made her gasp rather then sigh or giggle. He enjoyed the way she moaned when he got to her nipples, the gentle flick of his tongue had her shivering with excitement. "You smell amazing." He sighed as he nosed her breast, nuzzling the warm skin before dragging his teeth across it. The action had her spreading her legs more as she moaned causing Kibum to grin.
"Are you wet for me yet, Taeyeon?" Kibum asked, not a hint of shame tainting his voice.
Warmth fell across the brunette's face as she steadied her breath. "D-Dripping."
"Mmm, is that so?"
Pushing past her skirt Kibum gently ran his fingernails up her inner thigh, teasing her until he reached her panties. As if on cue she was shifting closer to him in hopes of gaining more contact. Listening to her request Kibum traced his thumb over the hem of her panties. They were classic cotton panties, no frills or lace, nothing overly sexy or exciting much to his surprise but by no means disappointing. "Cute." He hummed as he nipped at her skin and felt her squirm. The way she whimpered his name had his cock pushing agaisnt his jeans making him dig his teeth into her skin from excitement. The action earned him a pained whine as she tugged at his hair, "K-Kibum, please!" Taking that as his cue he moved his thumb across her panties, feeling the curve of her plump lips before he was pushing and spreading them and he was rewarded by dampness.
"Oh sweetheart, you're a mess aren't you? Did I do all of this?" He all but purred, voice low and deep feeling like it was gliding across her skin causing her to heat.
"Y-Yes!" Taeyeon gasped, her head falling back as she fought for air.
Passing his thumb across her clit he listened to her moan his name as he felt her tremble against him. It felt like a mixture of excitement and anticipation that was quickly falling into a large pile of pleasure. Her fingers were running across his back in search of something to hold onto, and he couldn't help but release a husky laugh when he felt her thighs tighten around him.
"Relax, Taeyeon... just relax and let me help you enjoy yourself." Kibum whispered.
Pulling his hand back he listened to her whine, it earned her a gentle coo before he was moving his hand to her mouth. "Taste yourself for me, sweetie." Without hesitation the young girl was parting her lips for him and allowing him in. Smearing his sticky thumb down her chin he slipped his two fingers into her mouth and allowed her to clean them. The act had him moaning as she sucked on his fingers, running her tongue between them as she bobbed her head as if she was treating his cock instead.
Pulling his fingers free he praised her a job well done before moving back to his previous task, only this time he was pushing into her.
"Oh fuck," Taeyeon gasped as his fingers entered her. "K-Kibum!"
"Mmm, dirty girl, look how well you're taking those fingers already... a bit greedy aren't you?" Kibum cooed as he rested his forehead against her shoulder.
"D-Do you... do you have condoms?" She asked, grip tight in his hair and she could feel him smile against her skin.
"So eager for me already?"
Pressing her lips to his ear Taeyeon gave a breathy moan. "I want you inside me, Kibum."
Groaning at her words Kibum relented. "It'll be faster if you grab them, in the bathroom cupboard you'll see them on the first shelf."
Releasing her from his grasp Kibum listened to her gentle hum as he retrieved his fingers from inside her. Bringing the digits to his lips it was his turn to taste her and he was more than pleased as her juices coated her tongue. Her breathy giggle filled his ears as he licked his fingers clean only for her to cup his face and pull him in for a quick kiss.
"Be right back."
With that she was hopping off the counter in search for their saving grace. While he waited he found she'd left both her bra and shirt causing him to smirk knowing she was walking around nearly naked, it pleased him. It had been a while since he'd truly enjoyed the person he was with, maybe it was all her or maybe it was a mixture of things but he couldn’t bring himself to care much. He didn't want to ruin things by complicating them anymore. Taeyeon wanted him bad and he wasn't about to let nagging what ifs bother him anymore.
As if on mocking cue his cellphone began to blare it's obnoxious tone. The phone buzzed as it chimed the callers names for his sake, Jonghyun - Jonghyun! It sounded causing him to stiffen as he retrieved the phone almost upon reflex.
"Kibummie, I found them... are you going to get that?" Taeyeon asked, catching sight of the loud phone in his hand.
Quickly silencing the device Kibum offered a smile in her direction. "Of course not, beautiful, come here." Genre: Fic, AU, Romance, Future angst/smut
Placing the phone onto the counter Kibum was greeted by gentle hands slipping under his shirt, silently asking for him to remove it. Without question he discarded the item and allowed her a turn to play with him. Full lips glided across his warm chest quickly descending until he could tell she was on her knees and with quick hands she undid his pants.
"I've been told my mouth is pretty amazing, wanna test it out?" Taeyeon asked earning her a fierce nod.
"God yes." Kibum all but groaned causing her to laugh. "How could I say no?"
"Good answer."