#sierrasthoughts

[sierrasdiaryy]

˚₊‧꒰ა ☆ ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

𝒾’𝓂 𝒶𝓃 𝒶𝓂𝒷𝒾𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓉. 𝒾 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓍𝓉𝓇𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒, 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝓉’𝓈 𝓃𝒾𝒸𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝑒 𝒶𝒷𝓁𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑒𝓃𝒿𝑜𝓎 𝒾𝓉. 𝒾 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝓂𝑜𝓈𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝓆𝓊𝒾𝑒𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝒾𝓂𝒶𝓉𝑒 𝓁𝒾𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝓎𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻- 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝓅𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑒𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓉, 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓅𝑜𝓉𝒾𝒻𝓎, 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝑜𝑒𝓂𝓈 𝐼 𝓌𝓇𝒾𝓉𝑒, 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑜 𝒸𝑜𝓃𝓉𝒾𝓃𝓊𝑒𝓈. 𝓂𝒶𝓎𝒷𝑒 𝒾𝒻 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓌𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝑒𝓃𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝒹𝒶𝓎, 𝐼’𝒹 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝒾𝓉. 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓌, 𝒾 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝒾 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝒶𝓊𝓉𝒾𝒻𝓊𝓁 𝓅𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝑜𝓊𝓁 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝓎𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻, 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓃𝑜𝒷𝑜𝒹𝓎 𝑒𝓁𝓈𝑒.

[assatasimone]

levitate.

After a tough week of dealing with family issues, emotional obscurity, regret, fear of disappointment, I am tired. I realize that this thing my doctor calls anxiety is not a disorder but an extension of myself. It’s apart of me as much as my Georgetown degree- I earned it. I have days where I feel so successful and can move freely to the sound of music and others where those same tunes that hugged me so tight that my hips swayed to its rhythm causes my chest to hug my heart in protection. Same music, but why does it sound so different? Same tune, but why is it sung so different? Same moves, but why do they feel so different? 

Because I am.