I wonder if you would think of me
when you walk down the aisle
holding your father's arms
When your hand is placed onto his
the one you chose over me in life
will you think of me
and how I always held you
every time you were about to fall
When you kiss him for the first time
will you think of our first kiss
in the rain, behind the university building
when we sneaked out of class
We had our lives planned
the number of kids we'd have
their names and their lives
the places we'd travel
Do you plan to make all your
dreams and wishes come true with him?
Is it so easy for you
to remove me from all the scenes
from our past and place him
and make it your colourful future?
I wonder when I will break myself
out of my shell and make things
easy on me
for I loved you more than I possibly could
and it would take years
to take it back for somebody else