( @taraka-at-naranjauva )
Silvi, if you need anything, just let me or Arezu know. Cossie has let us know about what happened, and we only hold Monarch the one responsible this, as he was the one exploiting your dour mood and fears for his twisted agenda.
Asides from wanting to punch Monarch for this personally, I want to make sure that you can calm yourself from this. Oh, and if I were you, I’d book therapy sessions as soon as possible. Either way, if you need us, just let us know and we’ll do what we can to help.
Do you also want another hug, Silvi?
Thank you... I just don't understand how I could let myself be controlled like that... I almost hurt people... including Cossie. I never wanted to hurt anyone... I just wanted to protect the people I care about.
I've already lost enough people in my life... I couldn't bare it to lose you guys too.