Cheated On (JJ Olatunji/KSI)
A/N: I got this request from a comment on Wattpad, I post on there as well! My username is emilywalker9
Y/N's POV
Silence
That is all that I heard when I walked into Simon and JJ's flat
Usually this place is absolute chaos, especially with JJ living here, it is never quiet
I've been friends with the boys for ages
I lived down the road from the first Sidemen house and I regularly bumped into the boys in the neighbourhood
I made friends with Vik, I usually bumped into him when he nipped the shops and I was on a run
I started to go and chill at their house and I became friends with Freya and she introduced me to the rest of the girls and here we are
Talia had actually invited me round to the flat today because I was going to help her and Simon film a video for her channel
"Simon just popped out but he won't be long, do you want a drink?" Talia asks as I follow her in
"No thanks I'm good! Where is JJ? It seems pretty quiet around here" I ask with a laugh
Talia shrugs
"When I got here, Simon said that he hadn't really seen much of him or heard anything from his room this morning" she explains as she adjusts the camera on the tripod in the middle of the room
"I might go and see if he is ok" I say
It sounds really odd for them not to have heard anything or seen anything from JJ's room
Usually during live streams or just in general you hear him laughing or something
But I have something to admit
I have liked JJ for a long time
Ever since I met him, I have always thought there was some kind of connection there
I was there whilst he was with Seana and after they broke up
I've been in his life throughout everything, I've seen girls come and go
Since JJ has been with his new girlfriend, I haven't seen much of him
Sometimes I think that he is trying to avoid me
But then again, it is probably be just being paranoid
I walk through the hallway and knock on JJ's door
It is a few moments before I hear a small "come in!" from the other side of the door
I open the door and make sure to look down at the floor to see if either of the hamsters are rolling around in their balls
I don't see them so I walk in and shut the door behind me
I walk through his room and turn the small corner to see JJ sitting up on his bed, watching the TV in front of him on a low sound level
"Are you ok? Talia said that Simon hasn't heard anything from you this morning" I ask him
He doesn't really say anything, he just sighs and shrugs
"Yeah, I'm ok" he mumbles
I shake my head and walk towards his bed
He instinctively moves up and gives me space to sit down next to him on his bed
I sit down next to him and I look towards him with a soft smile
"Now we both know that isn't true, what's up?" I question
JJ signs once more
"I got cheated on a few days ago" he admits
My mouth drops open
"Shit, what happened?" I ask in shock
(A/N: I used a random name for JJ's girlfriend and the guy she cheated on him with)
"Jess came over the other day and she went in the shower, she left her phone unlocked and it kept dinging, so I picked it up to take into the bathroom to her and I saw that some guy called Jacob was asking when she was next coming over, when she was going to ditch me and that he had an amazing time last night" JJ explains
"Oh my god, I am so sorry JJ! Did you confront her? What did she say?" I ask
"She didn't say anything at first but then after a few minutes of back and forth, she admitted that it was true and that she has been cheating on me for like 2 months! When I asked why she said that it was because she thought that I was cheating on her with..." JJ trails off
"With who?" I ask curiously
JJ gulps
"You, she thought that we have been cheating on her" he explains
If my mouth could drop open even wider then it would
"You cheating with me? Why would she think that? You don't even see me like that!" I exclaim
JJ stays silent
I raise an eyebrow at him
"Do you?" I ask quietly, not wanting to get my hopes up when I know that JJ will never see me like that
JJ just looks me dead in the eyes
"I guess I have to be honest now that this has happened, I have always thought about you like that ever since I met you" JJ admits to me
"You what?" I say in absolute shock that JJ reciprocated feelings for me, even though he didn't know that it was reciprocated
"I've liked you, no let me be straight with you! I have liked you maybe loved you since we first met! We just connected straight away and I've been trying to forget about you because you have been on my mind and I never wanted to say anything because honestly, I didn't want to ruin our friendship but I guess this is all out in the open now" He explains to me
"Feel free to run away from this conversation" He continues as he looks down at his hands that are in his lap
This is my moment
My moment to finally tell JJ how I feel
I slowly reach out for his right hand and I put my left hand on top of his
"I won't run away JJ because I have felt the same for a long time as well" I admit to him
I look up at him and our eyes meet
"You really feel like that? You aren't just saying that?" he asks vulnerably
I nod
"Of course I'm not just saying it! I would never mess with you like that! I honestly feel the same! I've liked you since I met you as well! I also felt that connection that you felt! I just thought that you never saw me like that!" I explained to him
JJ laughs, which causes me to laugh because his laugh is contagious
"I guess we was both a bit oblivious to how we both felt" he says interwinding our fingers together
I smile at him
"I guess so" I agree
We are quiet for a moment just taking in what has been said
I look at him and his eyes meet mine again
We both instinctively lean in and our lips meet
I feel butterflies in my stomach, that I have been hoping to feel for years
We pull away from each other and sit in silence again
"I do want to be with you, but we need to take this slow" he mumbles
A smile spreads across my face
"We can take things one step at a time" I say
It's safe to say that me helping with Talia's video goes out the window because for the rest of the evening, me and JJ spend time enjoying each others company
As bad as it sounds, I'm glad JJ got cheated on because if he didn't we would of never finally admitted to each other how we feel
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