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Chiron in Aquarius in the 1st house:
-> general difficulty with connecting with others, here we have the wound of the group, someone wanting to belong, either people, or even a cause, there is a desire to feel like a part of a unity and connected by mind and soul
-> one could've felt alienated often when they grew up → this could've been due to the way they observed and interpreted their environment, their initial, spontaneous reactions could've been 'out of place' for others, perhaps other could even made them feel bad/out of norm for their physical appearance
-> could've tried to bring unity and connectivity to the people around them or desperately wanted this to be a part of their environment, but outer circumstances might've led to them being unable to truly relate to others/stay in touch with others
-> there can be attempts to become 'normal/digestible' on the eyes of others in order to fit in/belong
-> Chiron in the 1stcan make you associate with your wound as if you are your wound, instead of the wound being a part of you, therefore this can lead to periods of serious internalization, one can purposefully isolate the self from others in order not to get hurt or make their perceived bad qualities all that they are
-> growing from the wounded to the healed/healer can thus be a very noticeable change in not only behavior but also appearance
-> here it's importance to make peace with your originality and differences to others, embrace eccentricity as the needed quality for you to take in the position in society/your life/groups that you need to be in
-> it's important to be authentic in yourself, owning your individuality without feeling like it forces you to be alone and isolated → after all, this Chiron can teach other ostracized ones that they can still find community and stay connected with others/the collective, despite being the 'odd one out'
-> it's important that the Chiron person learns how to connect with others in real life