Apr 22
hello again sin.
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hello scout
how can i help you?
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hello again sin.
/lore
hello scout
how can i help you?
do your dreams taunt you? does some part of you still ache from what you were thrown out of like common trash?
my dreams are the least pressing issue that keeps me up at night. i have. so much to do, things to prepare. i barely sleep, nowadays. i can't afford to
and yes, of course. both mentally and physically, there will always be some ache that will remind me just how worthless i am
there's something quite fitting to see a leashed hound so curious about a grounded bird. it'd be foolish for it to not see the familiar issue. but this dog has long been trained out of biting. has the bird?
i have no need for neither bark nor bite. i'm confident in that. if i need it, i know where to go
don't mistake this for mercy or think for a moment i cannot handle myself. there are consequences for making an attempt on my life
what a fascinatingly disgusting similarity. brought to heel so easily, willingly trapped by the foolish notion of trust given to those who will always misuse it. admittedly though it would appear no cage is needed for this bird, those wings say enough.
i didn't choose to trust her but she's done nothing to make me regret it. i'm safe. i don't need my wings to be free, i am free
the issues have been small for now. how will you prevent the cracks from becoming visible? from widening?
i won't. i can't. it's not my decision
but maybe that's for the best
the shape of this... affliction of yours is fascinating. quietly ensnaring itself in every part of you, a punishment turned protection turned punishment again.
it's not a punishment, it's still protection. teo wouldn't hurt me
she just wants the best for me and i'm not good at making my own decisions. there's nothing wrong with being nudged in the right direction every once in a while.. she'd never do anything to harm me
"nice". how naive.
i think that's the general consensus about me, yeah. this isn't giving you any upper hand over me, i know exactly where i stand
you met someone new today?
i have. why do you ask?