#sinna facts

[sinnaisanemotionalman]

30 Things Tag

I was tagged by @eighteenbelow

1. Nickname: None 2. Gender: Male 3. Zodiac sign: Cancer 4. Height: 162cm 5. Time: 9:57 AM 6. Birthday: July 8th 7. Favorite bands: Stone Sour, Owl City, Ninja Sex Party 8. Favorite solo artists: No idea 9. Song stuck in my head: motherfuckin’ Flight Rising shit ‘cause I was just playing a minigame when the servers cut out 10. Last movie I watched: Probably Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them 11. Last show I watched: Rick & Morty 12. When did I create this blog: I didn’t want to stay on the old one when I came back because I wasn’t sure who knew about it in real life anymore and I want the privacy of anonymity 13. What do I post: “original” content is just rants about my life and art, reblogs are news (bad news from the american dump), birbs, relatable memes, interesting stories, fan theories, art prompts and references, and maybe a few educational posts. Almost all those things have their own tags so I can find them when I need ‘em. 14. Last thing I googled: "Flight Rising” 15. Do you have other blogs: So many, but this is the only active one. 16. Do you get asks: Sometimes the stars align after I reblog an “ask meme” and a friend will send something. 17. Why did you choose this blog name: When I came back from the dead and made a new account for a fresh start with old friends, I wanted my name in it so they’d know it was me, but I also wanted to be specific about my gender since last time I spoke to these people I still identified as genderfluid, but had since settled for transmale. 18. Blogs you are following: 64. Many are probably inactive because I keep up with everything posted by every one of them. 19. Followers: 82, I think I’ve weeded out all porn bots, but I think there are tech nerd bots... 20. Favorite colors: Um... All warm colors and black, but if I have to pick, it’s the green in my icon. 21. Average hours of sleep: Depends on how far back you include, last few months it’s been about 8, but this week only I’d say 6. 22. Lucky number: Don’t really have one. 23: Instruments I play: I fucking wish. 24. What I’m wearing right now: blankets 25. How many blankets I sleep with: 2 here, 1 at school. 26. Dream job: Defying the laws of physics to run a tv show all on my own. The show is popular (reaches many people) and has a fuckton of accurate, positive representation for minorities and groups discriminated against. To some it’s an inspiration to make the world a batter place, believing they too can make a difference. To others, it’s that “silly” thing you stay alive for because you may not care about living, but you have to see the next episode. 27. Dream Trip: Everywhere, always. I’m always traveling, always seeing new places. For the rest of my life. 28. Favorite Food: I don’t think I have one. 29. Nationality: Swedish 30. Favorite Song atm: "To the Sky” by Owl City (seriously, it is the happiest most carefree feeling in song form, like I could just fly away above the clouds with sunshine in my heart, it sounds cheesey, but I’ll take it over suicidal apathy anytime)

I tag: @crystal-warrior @heirofavians @ocsartandcheetopuffs @spaceowl @mcloughlin-af

As always, don’t feel obliged to do this, and feel free to say I tagged you even if I didn’t, if that still makes you feel guilty, I’ll tag you if you ask, no problem. It’s okay.

[sinnaisanemotionalman]

@ocsartandcheetopuffs​ tagged me and I’ll take any excuse to talk about myself, even explaining why I didn’t hesitate to do this. I like talking about myself because I spent fucking years trying to understand myself and I’m fucking eager to share my findings! Sue me!

Okay, enough introductions and excuses.

ABC meme

A - Age: 17 for a few more months, which is surreal

B - Biggest Fear: That I’m a bad person and no matter how hard I try I will end up hurting people and really the only heroic thing I can ever do is to kill myself before I get the chance to hurt anybody else. But I don’t really believe that, it’s just a terrifying thought.

C - Current time: 11:02am

D - Drink you had last: Water. 99% of the time that’s the answer.

E - Every day starts with: trying to go back to sleep, then giving up and taking my antidepressants.

F - Favorite song: I’m gonna have to go with To The Sky by Owl City.

G - Ghosts, are they real?: I don’t think so, but I want them to be. If nothing else to just keep an eye on things after I die.

H - Home town: Legally, I live in Skåne with my mom, but I spend most my time in this one room apartment provided by my boarding school. It’s a really beautiful little town that I loved to explore when I first moved here.

I - In love with: If I’m in love I’m even more in denial

J - Jealous of: @spaceowl so goddamn much and I hate it.

K - Killed someone: Not yet No

L - Last time you cried: I think it was like a week ago when reading about some injustice in the world on here. Probably racism.

M - Middle Name: Sinna and Maria. This makes a lot of name generator charts a lot more complicated.

N - Number of siblings: Three half (1.5) brothers. All on dad’s side because he can’t keep a woman.

O - one wish: To change the world for the better by doing what I love?

P - person you last called/texted: the personnel at the boarding school

Q - question you’re always asked: “How are you?” (answer is always “tired” why do they even ask??)

R - reason to smile: I have Ideas™

S - song last sang: no idea, I just randomly sing along to music I’m listening to.

T - time you woke up: 10 something am?

U - unattractive feature: my ugly-ass face

V - vacation destination: As of right now, mom and I are planning to visit @crystal-warrior​ and @heirofavians​ in the Netherlands this summer and hopefully see Japan in the fall. I’m really excited for both, obviously.

W - worst habit: Does procrastination count because that’s almost all I do, which is really bad on so many levels.

X - x rays you’ve had: Just my teeth.

Y - your favourite foods: I don’t know if it counts as ‘food’, but the best tasting thing I know is OLW Sourcream & Onion chips (fucking correctly salted! why is this so hard?!) crushed and mixed with nutella to achieve perfect balance between sweet and salt and yeah you’re right that really doesn’t count as food sorry.

Z - zodiac sign: Cancer

tagging* @crystal-warrior​ @heirofavians​ @mcloughlin-af​ @eighteenbelow​ @ranchman​

*Nobody has to participate

[sinnaisanemotionalman]

Okay but like, why do people introduce themselves on the internet the way they do? I mean in about sections and stuff like that. It’s always like

“Hi! My name is Sinna, I’m 17 years old and live in Sweden. I love Steven Universe, Rick & Morty, Gravity Falls, metal music, and DC Comics. I love you!”

That doesn’t say anything about me as a person, you don’t know me from reading that. Why do we never intrpduce our personalities? Name and age are important, but still.

“My name is Sinna, 17 years old. I tend to be impulsive and spontanious, but I try to still think before I act. I don’t believe in any meaning to all this, it’s just one big coincident that we exist and it’s really kinda funny and facinating to me. I have autism and depression and probably a lot of other issues and do think about ending my life every day, but I never would so don’t worry. If we’re friends, I can sometimes go quiet for weeks, but I still love you, I just don’t have the energy right now and will come talk to you when I’ve recharged my batteries, so to speak. When I do interact with you I might be a bit aggressively affectionate. No need to follow useless social rules when talking to me, they usually only breed misunderstandings so, for example, if you ever want me to clairify anything I’ve said, feel free to do so. [etc.]”

Why are we not doing this? It encourages people to understand themselves well enough to explain it to somebody else? BTW all of the above is true.

[sinnaisanemotionalman]

Hey okay, been a while

Tagged by @eighteenbelow

rules: answer these questions using only songs from one artist.

I’m gonna choose Stone Sour ‘cause I like them and they have a bunch of weird song titles to choose from

What’s your gender? My Name Is Allen Describe yourself: Absolute Zero How do you feel? Tired If you could go anywhere? '82 Favorite mode of transportation? 1st Person Your best friend? Digital (DId You Tell) Favorite time of day? The Bitter End If your life was a TV show? Come What(ever) May Relationship status? Idle Hands Your fear? Choose

Tagging: @crystal-warrior @heirofavians @spaceowl @mcloughlin-af @moonypng @ranchman

As always, don’t feel obliged to do this, and anyone can feel free to do it even if not tagged!

[sinnaisanemotionalman]

27, 39, 6, 14, 20 for the trans ask meme!

27: What do you do to validate yourself?

I usually don’t need to, but if I do I’ll probably think about how when I was like 9 I told mom I felt like a boy and she told me like “There are certain people who consider themselves the opposite [gender/sex, it’s the same word in swedish] of what they were born in” and then I just forgot about it until I was 16. That or just gender isn’t even real so who cares.

39: Is your ideal partner also trans, or do you not have a preference?

No fucks are given, just be nice n’ shit

6: When did you realize you were transgender?

Somewhere around summerr of 2016, I think, it was a process.

14: How long have you been out?

According to facebook it was 2016-04-09, but idk, could have been earlier.

20: What do you wish you could have shared with your younger self about being trans?

Stop trying to be a girl, you obviously are not.

[sinnaisanemotionalman]

pearl, sea glass, azure?

azure: what is something that you do that makes you happy? pearl: if you could travel anywhere in the world, where would you go and why?

Depends, are we talking one-way plane ticket? No thanks. Spend a week anywhere on earth and then come back? I’d go to the U.S. and look for Markiplier, but also explore and take lots of photos (I have a passion for nature photography). Teleport anywhere on earth and back whenever I like? Probably Japan or to visit a friend who lives far away (would only do this if I could go back at any moment). Permanent ability to teleport? EVERYWHERE. Move to another country for free? I do not know. Anyway, that became a bit longer than intended.

sea glass: what do you consider to be your best physical feature?

Aesthetically: my eyes because at least eyes can’t be called feminine. Functionally: my stronk muscles, but my sharp senses are a close second.

azure: what is something that you do that makes you happy?

Not sure about happy, but I feel at peace when I’m drawing or taking photos of little arthropods and stuff.

thank you so much for your attention