#sisterlilith

[sciworldlive12]

Anyone know any reactors that are doing Warrior Nun reaction videos?

I'm gonna need the content while waiting for season 2

[sciworldlive12]

For people that watch reaction videos... We have a new Warrior Nun reactor: Free Bicycle Tours - youtube.

[sisterlilith]

Last night I had a dream about a baby duck. It was mine and I took care of it and I loved it so purely.

It was a small black and brown ducky. When I first saw him he was a perfect puff of feathers and then I picked him up n he was a perfect little ducky.

[sisterlilith]

I have mini traditions within myself for the holiday season and I have neglected them this year. I think further showing how this year has kicked my ass. I will try to make one of them happen to maintain a tiny bit of discipline, but will try not to fault myself if I can't get to it.

[lilithsyalitjourney]

@cloudslexapro thanks for the tag game, words to look up on Pinterest: lyrics, color, character, place, outfit, esthetic.

[sisterlilith]

I made a mini self-portrait in which I ask this question in more ways than one....

[sisterlilith]

I am not a hugger, and today I made it very clear when going over to a family get-together. This woman, I'm assuming she was someone's relative (not mine) she kept staring at me after coming in and waving at everyone (my usual greeting) and after continuing to stare me down I asked her if there was something she needed, she proceeded to stand up, push my cousin aside, and dart straight at me, I immediately stepped back and "No,no,no, I don't do that, hello is what u get". After I refused her she made a comment like "u wouldn't refuse the boyfriend." That was uncalled for, cuz I don't have one and that's the only way that side of the family has given me or not given me any worth. Also, considering my bisexuality only tolerates men bc I find them attractive, not so much cuz I wanna date them. The whole interaction made me feel icky.

[sisterlilith]

Screaming into the void.

This month has already kicked my ass in every way possible. I have not been this stressed out for a very long time, everything's catching up to me at one time. School, home life, COVID, bills, friendships. If stuff doesn't calm TF down I'm sure to have another panic attack. I am not prone to those, at least not anymore. I have to double my sleep meds just to catch my Zzzz's.

I know it could be worse, and I am lucky and fortunate in a lot of ways but right now, I am overwhelmed.