In the last three years I’ve learned more about myself than ever. It was all through heartbreak, being broke, being confused, crying, loss of friendships, graduating and feeling like I didn’t have a plan, family issues, stresses, angry, confusion…….notice everything I mentioned was bad stuff right.
Well…before all of this, I had asked God if I’m not where I’m suppose to be with Him, if I am not putting Him first, break me down and make me over. I literally said DO NOT spare your rod on me, break me down to my lowest if you must then build me back up, empty me of Me and fill me up of you, only this time put more of You. I remember repeating this on several nights. LoL. So the things I mentioned were not “bad”, they were preparations.
When you are cooking, all your ingredients are broken down. As you chop onions and peppers and add seasonings and cut your meat and mix your rice in water and chop your veggies it’s all a BREAKDOWN of what will be a delicious, well-mixed dish.
Well, that’s what occurred with me. That’s what’s still occurring.
Just a meal (ME), mixed with several chopped ingredients (the highs and lows) to produce a delicious food (my purpose).
HELLO! Did I minister to you or NAH! 🙌🏾❤️