#sithblooded

[pavusdorian]

@scottryder-spacetwink pls i don’t have friends lol but it does look fun? it’s just i don’t feel entirely comfortable playing with strangers, i also heard lucio is a supporter type of character and i would prob suck at that and everyone would hate me after i let them all die lmao

[pavusdorian]

ecthelions replied to your post: if you’re a pc gamer here what is your video card...

i had nvidia on my old laptop and tbh i had quite a bit of trouble with it… radeon’s only downside is that it’s constantly updating, but that’s technically a good thing.

my older video card was nvidia and it fried lol i mean i have a friend who rly likes nvidia but i think my next video card is prob going to be another radeon. my current one (a radeon 6850) is doing a rly good job like it ran tw3 on a mix of low/medium settings and fall//out 4 i was genuinely surprised so yeah i think i’ll end up buying another radeon

[pavusdorian]

sithblooded replied to your post “if you’re a pc gamer here what is your video card and which games can...”

If you're looking for a PC, it will depend on what budget you are on and which games you are looking forward to play. That's how I usually pick out my stuff. :p

no i already have a pc, i’m just thinking of updating my video card in case it can’t handle me4, it ran da3 on high settings so i’m unsure. guess it’s gonna be a surprise lmao but anyway im already looking for options just in case

spinestalker replied to your post “if you’re a pc gamer here what is your video card and which games can...”

I didn't mean to link that whole think lol

it’s okay it linked me to your exact model i think? so that’s very helpful thank u

[tishinada]

Zusae! Oh, thank you so much! You really capture her softness, and that smile is amazing, I can't imagine anyone resisting that expression. The blue dress is very elegant, both the style and color are perfect for her, thank you!! What a great surprise *hugs*

[chubritza]

sithblooded replied to your post: my coworkers are all pretty nerdy or otherwise...

that’s so weird, because the grand majority of the IT people I know, myself included, are a nerd in one way or another. i guess they might have been angry about the stereotype? but please

they were in their 40s and REALLY white american so they were stuck in this mentality that being a nerd was a bad thing? and that having fun and being entertained by media made you bad or whatever. idk, but I'm no interested in repeating that lmao

[chubritza]

sithblooded replied to your post: when my birthday was farther away it was easy to...

i just use my birthday as an excuse to buy myself nice things

in theory yes, in practice I Am Broke And Jobless

[becausedragonage]

sithblooded replied to your post “Being a mutual of mine means getting used to the fact that despite my...”

You're honestly the only person I know this happens to lmao. At least... to the degree you've shown

At this point I have to think it’s something I’m doing - tapping the wrong thing in mobile or clicking the wrong thing by mistake on someone’s blog. 

I discovered yesterday that I had actually BLOCKED someone I have regular chats with, and I still can’t figure out how that happened. 

There’s a small chance I’m experiencing a specific glitch (does anyone else have an issue with those absurd multiple follows people get from me), but I think the odds are good that it’s me somehow.

Anyhow, if anyone finds I’ve unfollowed them and they’re not posting stuff that’s racist, aphobic, etc. then chances are it was a mistake. Feel free to drop me a line so I can fix it. 

[becausedragonage]

mossandrock replied to your post “You know that fear that people have that taking antidepressants or...”

I was so terrified of this before I got on meds! In fact I wouldn't consider taking them until after the depression had already taken everything I was afraid the meds would. I probably could've avoided a 12 year dry spell and a lot of my current blockage issues if I had gotten more timely treatment. I get SO ANGRY whenever I see that fear being spread now.

born-to-take-it-easy replied to your post “You know that fear that people have that taking antidepressants or...”

I always worried about this! And when I was on cipralex, I found it washed me out really bad. It felt like most of my personality and creativity just went on a vacation. It really scared me tbh but after they put me on a different medication, everything came back and also brought enough motivation to actually do things. I don't worry so much about creativity drain or the "not being the real you" thing anymore. I think it's all a matter of finding what medication works best for you.

sithblooded replied to your post “You know that fear that people have that taking antidepressants or...”

The thing with anti-depressants, for me at least, is that while you no longer experience those bursts of energy (highs), you also no longer really experience those really intense lows either. They make you stable, and stable is, honestly, good!! It makes me consistent

I don’t feel like there’s anything to add here; you all made great points.

Bottom line is don’t be afraid of what meds might do to creativity. You might find it actually helps, and even if it does hinder it, there are other meds you can try.