gonna make a tiny post cause this is so bittersweet:
today Abby leaves six and a decent amount of this account and my tik tok acc was built off of Abby’s Seymour and i made so many friends (that i still have and talk to) through our love for Abby. it’s ironic she’s leaving today because i also leave for college today which is something i’ve been looking forward to doing since i was a child cause i’m finally leaving a toxic environment. i actually wrote a lot of Abby!Seymour and Andrea!Boleyn fics because of the poor relationship i have with my mother and i would write about the relationship i wish that i had but never got. and exactly a year ago today i went to my first cosplay con which would later lead me down a rabbit hole of the god-forsaken cosplay community where i was overflowed with toxic energy and people who took advantage of my kindness on multiple occasions, and while in the community i had begun to prioritize cosplay more than musical theatre which is what my main focus is.
so much can change within a year and the fact that Abby and i are both leaving for new things today is really ironic to me especially cause seeing six reminded me of why i love theatre so much and why i’m so glad i left the cosplay community when i did. this is truly the end of an era even though i’m getting back into six and this acc and will more than likely go back to writing fics cause that was such an effective coping mechanism for me why did i stop doing that???
