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took my meds and now i'm cleaning out my closet i've gotta stop buying shit. i have the worse buyer's remorse rate!!!
Anyway if you're a size 16W/18W/20W check out my depop in an hour: depop.com/black__flag. Will update with a bunch of pieces. Dropping the price on my Selkie Lala Land dress. I need this shit gone ASAP!!!
Springinto2019 check in!
I have been neglecting tf out of this challenge!
Actually.
I have been neglecting tf out of DOCUMENTING this challenge.
I have been eating small portions, slowly. I have been avoiding sugar. I have kept myself to 3 drinks per week. I've been trying my best to work out, and have had some really freaking active days.
And I have seen results.
See those jeans? Size 8. (That's why I'm signing an 8) I haven't worn an 8 in years! Portion control works for me. I wait to eat until I'm hungry. I stop eating when I'm not hungry anymore--not full, just not hungry.
It's taken me more than these three weeks to drop that weight (about 15lbs!). But being able to recommit to fitness with a tumblr challenge helped.
I should throw away all my kids clothing. It sure is cheaper (and often more fun) than adult clothing, but it’s triggering as fuck because I have to limit my intake to fit them. Yeet!
thinphobia tw but ok I was shopping the other day which involves looking at clothes in a store and like seeing clothes size 10 and under I realized I cannot register them as real human clothes? like my brain processes stores as being full of false trick clothes for no reason? intellectually You Are Valid or whatever obvi but like I cannot shake the feeling that it's fake clothes
i am literally a mens size small and a womens MEDIUM in italy instead of a mens “fuck you” and womens “are you even real?? 😕” in the us. good god i love it here.
everyone loves my lane bryant sunglasses
why is it so hard to find clothes ? I foolishly thought men's pant sizes were universal but nope. Tried a 46 of the meijer pants on and I literally just needed a size up which they did not have and they have no way to order online, so I figured okay I can get similar pants in a different brand a size up but NOPE. The 48 in dickies are basically identical, actually maybe even a little tighter than the 46. So now I have to deal with doing an exchange online and I'm crying because I am fucking huge. I know it's internalized fatphobia but I am so fucking sick of being in this body. I initiated the exchange for a 50 which is the biggest size dickies offers so I hope they fucking fit.
very funny of my mother to imply i might still fit into my highschool prom dress but i guess thanks?? for thinking i'm the same size i was when i was when i was 18
