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[missgirlinred]

please, can someone save me from drowning into sadness?

[missgirlinred]

Dear Simon,

I just found out that you’re leaving very soon. I just want to say thank you for making me happy. I swear you’re the one who made my atheneum days memorable. Makita lang kita, my day is complete already. Thank you for being kind to me and for replying to my greetings. Didnt expect that you’d leave like that but i want to see u before u leave pero i guess sobrang labong mangyari non. Sino ba naman ako para kitain mo. Im nothing to u yet you’re everything to me.

Dito lang ako palagi para sayo. Kahit di mo ko kilala and im very very proud of you. I hope wherever you are, anumang choice yung piliin mo, sana it will make u happy. Masaya ako para sayo. Legit yon. Hanggang dito nalang

Ingat ka palagiiii. Good luck sa life. Ily 🤟

[missgirlinred]

Puffy eyes caused by the person whom i thought will never let me cry !!! Sis why am i the one experiencing this? Bakit ako pa yung mas nasasaktan? Im so hurt tbh. This was my first time na umiyak ng ganito to the point na sobrang puffy na ng eyes ko. Why do I feel so empty? Devastated. tired. Everything’s falling down lately, so do i. Mali ba na pinili kong tapusin yung relationship namin? Dapat ba okay lang na maging option ako sa kanya? Na okay lang kahit may kahati? Ganon? Magpakamartyr. Tanga. Para lang maging masaya? I thought im okay. But after i saw that pic, i guess im not fully okay.

Self, sooner or later, you are going to be happy. Someone will prioritize you. But for now, prioritize yourself first. Love yourself first. Heal first. Self muna. Okay? I love you self. Sorry if you have to experience this. Sooner, you’ll be okay!

[missgirlinred]

nahihirapan ako sa sitwasyon ko ngayon yung tipong wala akong gustong pagsabihan ng nararamdaman ko kase ayaw ko ng nakikita nila akong nahihirapan or umiiyak or masabihan ng mahina. Sobrang pagod nako... legit na pagod. Drained ganon. Depress? Siguro? Kailan ba ulit magiging masaya? Kailan ba ulit makakaramdam ng totoong pagmamahal? Kahit sa sarili ko lang ibalik nyo yung dating ako. Yung masaya. Pagod na pagod nako. Mentally. Emotionally. Physically. Please.

[missgirlinred]

Been moving on since last year... quite a long time already and different guys. I feel exhausted already. Why does no one is serious about me? Nasakin ba ang mali? Im so tired. I just want to take a break from everything. Feels so unreal nakakapagod and such. I just wanna go far away. A place that no one doesnt know me. Im so tired emotionally mentally and physical. Can someone save me? Heal me? Protect me? And make me feel that i still matter?