@skullfck sent fanmail: [ HIGH ] hes whacked out on heroin who would have guessed. dealers choice
[ HIGH ] for my muse to be in an altered state ( euphoric, overwhelmed, tripping, or otherwise vulnerable ) & yours to help them out
sungkyu had told yoojin to be a little nicer, whatever THAT means, and that maybe if he did, fortune would smile on him. it might as well have been sungkyu’s way of telling him off — the least yoojin felt that’s what he was trying to say. he had been perfectly nice! or, at least he thought he had been, so caught off guard he didn't know what to say. what he didn’t do was explode, though. he didn’t get angry or raise his voice or start saying whatever hurtful shit he could think of like he normally would. instead, he nodded, slowly and calmly, and decided to go out for the night.
with no destination in mind, yoojin walked in the cooling summer air — autumn is coming, the cool edge the wind has as the sun settles behind the trees tells him that much. following no particular road or path he finds himself under a bridge, walking alongside a river that’s nearly dried up. it’s pretty, a nice place to sit back and ride the waves of a high, maybe that’s why the man in the corner is here, tucked up underneath the bridge, shuttering like a leaf in the wind.
be a little nicer — the words echo in yoojin’s head. he sighs, shrugging his jacket off his shoulders only to wrap it around his — a stray finger brushing up against the warmth of the strangers arm. hawk. he’s a father. a gang leader. and he is so terrible sad.
aren’t we all fucking sad? yoojin bites the inside of his lip to keep himself from speaking. not until he managed to collect himself.
“ you good? need anything, man? ” he’s about to become the patron saint of fucking addicts — he’s gonna be so nice to this man, just to prove he can be nice. take that, sungkyu.