#skvaderarts

[skvaderarts]

I made a blue sky account!

Come hang out with me! Come bother me! Send me requests for fanfiction! I'd love some of those! I'm breaking into Jayvik currently, but those of you who have been around for a while know that I'm primarily in the Devil May Cry community. Still, come chat with me, pitch me ideas, and just generally hang out! I'd love to have you! The link is above.

[gaaebolg]

Shakespearean V done for @skvaderarts thank you so much!! 🥰🥰

[phantom-of-an-outlaw]

Happy Birthday, @skvaderarts !!! I don't know about you but it's already the 5th of May here so I thought I would sketch a lil gift for you~ Hope you have a great day!

Click on the image for a better quality because tumblr loves ruining it

[criimsoncloud]

If Anti- Honesty hour is still a thing, I have one please: Are you ever going to babysit Nero and Kyries children? I think they could use a night out together. After all, I'm sure you would be great with kids.

ask a question, get a blatant lie || accepting !!

“Never. I may know how to interact with children, but I absolutely refuse to take one in my care for even a second. Even if Kyrie asks me with tears in her eyes, I am unmovable and something like that cannot make me waver.“

[violentmouths]

Happy Birthday

Oh snap, its someone's bday and it's my buddy @skvaderarts! Hope your day is going well my friend!

Whenever I think of birthday songs, I think of Happy Birthday by The Birthday Massacre, give 'em a listen!!! Once again Happy Birthday! You are the best!

[sevi007]

Happy late birthday! Sorry, I just realized I was late. I missed all your wonderful birthday wishes somehow!

Thank you very much! There’s no need to apologize at all - well wishes are always nice and never late. =D

[skvaderarts]

I'm going to need a while. I don't know how long that while is going to be but I'm not okay right now and there is nothing in me right now. I have no ideas, no joy, no creativity. Nothing right now. And I can't think about anything else right now except how much I would like to just give up.

The only thing I have is my writing and the people who read it and I just can't write right now. There is no joy in me and I need that to be able to create things.

I'm sure I'm not unique in what I feel right now. I'll let you know when it's time again. But right now I'm too busy focusing on not giving up on being here at all.

I'm wishing you all the best. I got out there and voted. I tried. I really did. I care. Now I just feel... I don't even know.

Normally I'd be the one to tell you I'm there for you but right now I can't even be there for myself. I'm sorry.

EDIT: Sorry if I scared anyone. I'm scared, too. I'm still here, though. That's not changing. I'm not okay but I'm less not okay than I was yesterday. Just a little. But thank you for your kindness. I appreciate you.

[skvaderarts]

Surgery is Imminent!

Sorry for the lack of a chapter this week. I just realized how late in the month it is. I thought my surgery was in two weeks. It's this upcoming Friday. As such, I've had no time to get a chance to write this week with prep going on, so I probably won't manage to get anything out next week. I might try Wednesday, but I'm not sure that I'm in the headspace to manage to write anything with how anxious I am about the operation. So I've decided that what would be best is to say that I will update everyone on how everything went with the procedure on 5/3/2024 and I will give you an update on that day as to when I think I will be back with the next chapter. And if they postpone the surgery date, I will let you know. But until then, I won't be able to post since I won't be able to do much besides be in pain and lay in bed smh.

Wish me luck and take care! And if you need anything, get in contact! I won't mind!