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You frown against the curve of his neck , resist the urge to glare at the book and nip at the lining of his neck instead , ‘ pay attention to me . ‘. ( OLDER VAMP OBI VERSE TH O )

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       expression shifts ever so slightly in reaction to teeth against skin– brow comes to curve, eyes flicking to the side for a brief moment to the man curled into your side. the echo of a smile begins to curl lips before you press it down again– focus INTENSIFIED on the book before you and fingertips drum lightly against the worn pages.    –hum escapes as you turn the page, feigning interest when really, anakin can so easily grasp your attention and keep it for much longer than you care to admit. 

  ( how many long days have gone by, the two of you so wrapped up in one another that the world outside ceases to exist? ) 

 pause a few more seconds, lip pulled between lip and you can practically feel his need for attention– his restlessness.  but you simply adore the way he squirms too much to give in straight away.   

–but when you finally do respond, it is not in small measures. you never do anything by half.   

 the book is THROWN aside, no care for its delicacy, for how much effort went in to finding it.   because right now– there is only anakin, and you intent to ensure he knows it. 

   arms come to wrap around him and pull until he is fully settled in your lap– firmly against your chest. your own hands grip firmly at thighs, squeezing before sliding back to settle snug around his back– fingertips dancing along his spine beneath his shirt.   you lean up and eyes COME TO LIFE– illuminated by the slowly setting sun, and fangs glisten as your grin spreads. 

  “oh you have me, darling.” raising a single hand, you come to cup his chin– touch sliding toward his cheek.  AFFECTION, adoring in every movement, in the way eyes sweep over his form, take in every beautiful inch and you are CAPTIVATED as ever by everything he is. 

( how wonderful he always was– how utterly perfect, and how he has only blossomed with time. ) 

                        “as if my attention could ever truly be with anything else.” 

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[ light of my life : text ] I could totally stay up later than that. I’m not weak like you, ben.

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[ text ;; anakin♡☆ ] wait, are you saying that i can’t stay up late? [ text ;; anakin ♡☆ ] me, ben kenoobi?[ text ;; anakin ♡☆ ] …fuck. my spelling mistake is not any sign of me being tired, alright! [ text ;; anakin ♡☆ ] i am wide awake. unlike you. you will be asleep in half an hour i can just tell. 

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 the soft hum of an engine vibrates through obi-wan, slowly bringing him back to consciousness. there is a PAIN that erupts in his skull, causing his hand to come up and press the heel of his hand into his eye.  groan escapes and as his hand falls, it comes back down sticky with drying blood.  

  remembers the searing pain.  the physical abuse and then-- that of the force. 

         ( and it still shocks you, trembles the very walls around your heart. how brightly it burns, how he FLARES in the force. ) 

 lifting slowly, obi-wan comes to sit up straight but knows better than to try and stand. knows how he will only tremble and fall back down. no, now is the time to reserve strength.  has a feeling, he’s going to need it-- if the thick, tendrils of darkness that beginning to seep into the small room is anything to go by. 

        ( you don’t even need to look up. you don’t even need to have your HEARING to KNOW that he is here, that the door has opened and here he stands. ) 

  “so,” voice cracks and you feel hoarse-- because even if it wasn’t his hands, even if fingers never brushed and SQUEEZED at your skin, there had still been the pressure there. “round two? do you truly think you’ll get anything out of me?” 

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@skybxrn continued from here. 

       the hammering of rain upon ground; the sounds of thunder cracking in the gloomy skies,   none of it could compare-- could drown out the gut wrenching sound that had you RUNNING to its source. the empty street was easy enough to navigate given everyone had long since hidden inside from the downpour, and it surprises you how EASILY you find the source. the man the scream had so obviously come from. 

  what isn’t easy to grasp, however, is reality. the sight before you. blood soaked clothes and a man TWISTED in a pain you are sure runs far deeper than just skin deep. the anguish, that look in fiery eyes-- you know it is not just of one in physical pain.   this is a man betrayed, a man who has been wronged. 

  ---and it takes everything in you to only reach out a timid hand. to not instantly swoop in and help him, soothe him, offer him ANYTHING he might need in order to stand taller once more-- to be unburdened by a pain this deep. 

 but where there is resistance in you, there is also faltering. if you cannot do one thing-- it will be another. you cannot be the hero to a stranger so bitter, but you can be HELPFUL, logical when they clearly aren’t in the right mindset to do so for them-self.     --hands reach, already prepared to capture weakened body as it falls in spite of the determination still bubbling within strangers heart. and you can’t help the way fondness DANCES inside you.        straightening up, you bear the weight of him without hesitation, arms moving to a firm hold as you begin to move without waiting for approval. 

   “no-- you may not WANT my help, but you certainly need it. and you are going to get it, because i live close to here and we need to at least stop this bleeding and get you warm. so i’m sorry-- i’m sorry for whatever has happened to you. but you DO need my help, and you’re going to take it.”  

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you lean against the wall , arms crossed and grin stretching the edges of your lips as your palm catches the hilt of your lightsaber , ' fancy seeing you here , duke kenobi . ' a pause as you raise it higher , and promptly drop your blade to the floor .

anakin ur a nerd  //  @skybxrn 

       pausing, head lifts from the datapad you had been reading as you left your office– brow curves as you take in the sight of the jedi knight before you. how he tries so hard to exude CONFIDENCE in his surroundings– but how quickly is snaps, falls to the floor in a heap in the same way his weapon does.   AMUSEMENT flickers across your features and suddenly, what has been otherwise a long and boring night, now becomes interesting. 

 smirk curls within the corners of your mouth and you yourself, now come to lean in the doorway– one foot tucked behind the other and arms crossing lazily as you watch him intently.   

   “oh yes, imagine that– me, in my office and you, my guard, outside it. shocking, really.”  voice lifts in the tease, fondness flickering in the words meant with no cruel intentions– smirk even SOFTENS as you shake your head and once again, cast gaze downwards to the floor.  “aren’t you meant to protect that with your life or some nonsense?” 

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fingers tap against table, anxious rhythm that settles into the motion of your heart. look up as you see shadow in the corner of your vision, as your throat tightens and your chest aches and you attempt a shaky smile, swallow and stammer , ' ben , hi . i -- uh , i ordered you a caramel latte , extra syrup. ' pause , before you blink , brows furrowing , ' that's still your favourite , right ? ' ( OKAY BUT LIKE AFTER THEY BREAK UP AND SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN IN MODERN )

yeeeeetttt // @skybxrn​ 

         it’s not like the first time.  that is what you HAVE to remind yourself. there is no need to be on edge, to feel surprised. this is not that two of you meeting again for the first time since the break up.  it’s not that intense.  but your heart doesn’t seem to get the message– refuses to accept the facts as they are placed down. instead, it THUMPS– the feeling travelling up and through you. breath is caught, chest feels TIGHT with the pressure of it.  because looking at him across the table, it is like the moment all over again. eyes catching, realisation hitting. 

                                               –only this time, it doesn’t stop. 

somehow, the waves keep coming in and you know you DESERVE this drowning, this choking.  

   that he remembers, that you still occupied a space, a small area in his mind, that details remained even with all the wounds you left upon him. the thought CHOKES YOU, and you have to found to five. remember how to breathe. tell your body to move again. but the actions are jerky, uncomfortable. and a scream seems to linger on the tip of your tongue. the man you were before daring to burst forth, PLEADING to be allowed a place once more, to return. 

   ( to reach out to the man you denied him, to be able to bask in the glow of him, to be brought back to life again. ) 

 forcing up a smile– you stamp him back down. you did it for a reason. you had your reasons for putting aside your heart, for letting anakin go free. you have to remind yourself of that– that there was a reason you killed your heart. 

     “i uh– yeah,” laugh and the sound is breathy, an echo of what it was. ( so much changes within a year. )   “still my favourite. i’m surprised you remembered.” 

 wonder if it is TOO MUCH to tell him you still remember the way he mumbled in his sleep. still recall the feel of his hands pressing into your skin– can perfectly picture the way his eyes would narrow, brows furrowing as he focused on fixing your constantly faulty coffee machine. how the sound of his tired voice on lazy sunday mornings is permanently imprinted upon your mind. 

    –how every last part of him, is pressed to the very pages that make up your soul. every word, a dedication to him. 

  instead– you swallow it back and warm cold hands on the mug, smiling softly around the first sip as eyes flick to his.  “how has your day been? criminals of new york not giving you too much trouble?” 

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*picks him up* ' you're so small , ben . ' ( FOR MOB DADDY WHOOPS ANAKIN WHY U DO THAT )

grumpy boii  //  @skybxrn 

     small, cut off sound escapes throat– the very edge of a whine as you are LIFTED from the ground and swept up into anakin’s embrace. eyes widen in shock and you are left, for a moment, utterly perplexed. frozen, simply STARING at him before blue eyes finally narrow and you begin to SQUIRM in his hold.  hands press uselessly at his chest– firm hold surprisingly strong. 

  “stop, anakin this– this is ridiculous, put me down!” brows furrow as you look at him again, thighs a tight squeeze around his waist as if to pinch, “i am NOT small!” 

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' dick riding is totally a form of transportation, obi wan . '

w h y  //  @skybxrn 

      “and where is it transporting you, anakin? can it really take you places? please, think it through. it cannot take you anywhere! the dick is not a reliable form of transportation!”