#skyriderthoughts

[diligentskyrider]

God seeing Project Eden's Garden (Another Danganronpa fan game y'all should DEFINITELY check out) finally start and it being one that's a full on game with voice acting and animation and stuff makes me SO SO sad I can't make at least a similar project with my games. Mostly because you need like. A whole team of people to do that sort of thing and I'm just one depressed guy thing with a dream. I'd love to one day, in an ideal world, but I don't think it's something I could ever make happen. I might try to include more art either in the future of Facade of Hope or in the other fangames I hope to post once FOH is done, but again. Depressed guy thing with a dream lmao

[diligentskyrider]

Spent the last 10 minutes looking at a picture of Chilchuck in that fuck ass costume from some point in the series trying to figure out what it reminded me of. It's the To Kill A Mockingbird ham costume but worse

[diligentskyrider]

Just finished an audio book that my mom recommended that I LOVED minus literally 1/2 of a chapter only to find out it's be paraded all over booktok (I have a vehement hatred for booktok bc I feel like it waters down literature for merely 'spiciness' and it pisses me off to no end) and I throw myself out of a window

[diligentskyrider]

Actual post under the cut bc A) I'm slightly drunk in the middle of the day so it's rambly af and B) it does talk about S/U idealization and shit (PAST TENSE. FOR ANYONE WHO KNOWS ME IRL) but tdlr Im gonna try to post more of everything I make on here and on my AO3 account to share it with the world bc me keeping it to myself doesn't do anyone any good and I love and appreciate anyone who's ever supported me in the past <3

Been reflecting on the last month of my life that was. Really really hard on me. It's probably the lowest I've ever been at and scarily the time I've had the worst bout of suicidal idealization. But it made me realize just how much I. Care about the creative endeavors I make and the stories I try to tell. So I want to try and post wayyyy more on here. Random stuff that may seem weird and unconnected to people who aren't me, but just so it's out there. Because if even one person sees the stuff I make then it won't disappear when I do. The thought that everything I've made will just vanish with me is *terrifying* and I've decided that instead of living in fear of it I want to do everything I can to prevent it. So if I start rapid posting stuff that seems weirdly unconnected or even half finished that's why. I'll always appreciate even the smallest amount of support and I love anyone who even remotely cares about the stuff I make so much <3

[diligentskyrider]

Guess who discovered Pinterest collage today

[diligentskyrider]

Guess who found out that the middle name they had on file for Uni was. Spelled wrong. This whole time. Including on my diploma. Which showed up at my house today. Throwing myself off the nearest 4-inch surface. Feeling like the dumbest rock in the box if I'm being honest.

[diligentskyrider]

Hey gang, question. I’m going back to college in a week and a half, and due to a lack of a printer there I’ve been prioritizing working on a separate Fanganronpa class references that I’ve been meaning on doing digitally for a while. I’ve been thinking about posting them but I’m worried about it getting confusing (This class was actually my first and it does have a title btw), so Thoughts? Would y’all wanna see them?