#sleep struggle

[heart-dotmp4]

04:39 again....

Man my sleep schedule gets good and bad randomly, i slept around 4-6 for a few days by now

[alex2xander]

Insomnia + Tourettes

Falling asleep at night is hell when you have:

Insomnia which results in laying in bed for hours before you can fall asleep

AND ALSO HAVE

Tourettes which causes those hours to be filled with constant jerky movements, muscle flexing, muscle spasms, and vocal tics.

Sometimes I just think, "Why am I even trying to sleep at a responsible time if I'm going to be physically and vocally struggling for hours even with medication before I even fall sleep".

^ Me waking up in the morning after a night of being physically active before bed and sleep filled with nightmares due to the sleeping medication