Almost 3 am and in trying to sleep. My brain decides it's time to relive the moment I got the call my friend died and I had to tell my wife, who was also her friend.
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Almost 3 am and in trying to sleep. My brain decides it's time to relive the moment I got the call my friend died and I had to tell my wife, who was also her friend.
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So, it sounds like today’s stream was rough. I really hope Corpse and Toast are okay. I’m going to work my way through the way through the VOD over the next few days but I just wanted to take night off of VODS to watch some Sims content and just scroll a bit. I’m quite frankly stressed out myself and just need to chill. I’ll work on it over the weekend.
(I know it’s too soon to rant on here but long story short: I’m currently a cashier at a grocery store and just found out come spring, we’re going to all self check outs. I graduated college last year, but due to the pandemic, chose to stay at my existing job for stability and now I’m hoping that grocery store employees might get a jump for the COVID vaccine but who knows. I have no interest in staying after the change. A lot of people don’t. That place was already a sinking ship but it’s really going to be come spring. So the next two months are job hunting! Fun(Not).)
But I finally got to watch Thursday’s Valorant! It was a lot of fun and Ash was really good at Valorant for it being her first time(Corpse was too)! Rae carried, but no surprise there. She was so proud when Ash was figured out the buy menu and Sykkuno was proud too. Ash is playing Valorant now with Blau and Otto and some others, which is so cool. Lowkey, I find Blau cute and he seems sweet so I love seeing him in stuff now that I know he exists from Rust.
Oh-Speaking of Otto-I saw the custom content streamer hats and they look super cool! Otto is great and I’m so glad they got him in the lobby, I can’t wait to see him in action. I play a lot of Sims 4 and modders work so hard, they deserve so much recognition so to see Otto in the lobby is really cool of the top tier streamers.
I should go to bed and I hope tomorrow is a bit brighter for all of us. Please, be kind to the content creators and don’t pressure them, ESPECIALLY Toast from what I hear, to drink during Among Us tomorrow. Don’t ever pressure anyone to drink or do drugs.
You ever hit levels of stress so high you just kind of have to sit and stare off into space despite needing to sleep?
I kinda just want to die sometimes. I'm too... I dunno, something apparently for that. Still. Lots of wanting to die today and it kinda sucks
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i always feel like I'm going crazy