Sy and Friends

Bre here. Just a place for me to ramble about Sykkuno, Corpse, Rae, and all their friends. Definitely J10 biased but I love a lot of the normals in their Among Us lobbies. Will liveblog stuff(or late liveblog stuff), possibly muse some gen writing stuff, reblog content, stuff like that. We’ll see. Remind me to update this sometime.

[j10kkuno]

idk what I want to do with this place. Part of me wants to delete it and I don't want to give new people who stumble across Sykkuno content but I have fond memories of this and my followers and I shouldn't let an asshole ruin something that meant something for so long.

I'm not making any decisions this weekend. I have two funerals in the next three days so I'm not going to be in mental state to decide to burn things down(I'm fine though! Not people I was super close to. Uncle and a lady who lived down the street from me most of my life, I grew up with her great granddaughters

Also overall I am happier than I've been since like 2017. I have a job I love and my confidence is back and I'm just really happy but it's been a rough couple weeks.)

[j10kkuno]

So normally when I do my yearly revive it's for something good but this Google Doc dropped about Sykkuno and it's honestly... disgusting? The tweet has quotes of other smaller women creators have spoken up about their own experiences with him and it’s in line with what Hemonal said(edit: I have reworded this)

First of all, I hope all his victims are able to heal(Including his girlfriend), and fuck Sykkuno and fuck anyone who is making light of this.

I just feel so... disappointed. I'm not going to say I was super surprised. When he started using the Vtuber model something just didn't seem right to me. I thought maybe I was being prejudice against Vtubers. But knowing now that he used his fame to go after extremely young women in the Vtuber community with far less fame makes me think I probably knew deep down something didn't seem right.

Honestly, I don't know the last time I watched Sykk more than a few minutes properly. I used to watch Leslie if I wanted to watch a stream, but Sykk just. Stopped hitting it at some point. I've unfollowed most of the OTV and Friends gang though at this point. But still.

This hits hard though. I'm sad. I'm betrayed. Sykk and Corpse and the Among Us days got me through the worst mental health episode of my life. I loved Sykk. I subbed to him. I have his hoodie(Which part of me wants to throw away but we'll see)

I saw the tweet for the doc on my for you page as I was waiting for my work laptop to boot up this morning. There have been moments where I feel so fucking dirty for supporting this guy but there is maturity in giving myself grace for not knowing.

I kept opening twitter to refresh my for you page and all the old usernames just started popping up and everyone was all hurting and betrayed. But I was also glad to see everyone being true to standing with the young women. And I needed to focus on work but I kept refreshing to see new tweets roll in.

This one really hurts, guys.

[spectres-fulcrum]

I'm not watching tonight's stream yet because I've been busy and still need to shower but what do you mean Sykkuno and Rae(Valkyrae) are streaming with Mark Hamill!?!?!?

What kinds of Bre's worlds colliding is this????

[j10kkuno]

This is my Star Wars/current main side blog but what the hell????

[j10kkuno]

(Drops in to say hi! I've been good! Hanging around on my other blog. Got into 911 and that's like the main thing I blog about these days lol. But also my favorite cozy sticker game, Sticky Business, had a free update today and it was a collab with Among Us so you all know I had to make the Amigops as my first Amogus stickers.

Of all the accessories the collab converted over, Corpse's horns was the only Amigop accessory. So I gave Sykk a random leaf, Rae horns from the Halloween update because she used to wear that headband sometimes, and Toast got an AU top hat that looks detectivey.

Anyway there's my yearly amigop contribution! Also very highly recommend Sticky Business. It's super cheap and super cute and there's so many stickers to create your own stickers with and there's storylines with regular customers you ship stickers to that are going through stuff and it's sosososo cozy.

[j10kkuno]

(Oh! So last night Leslie played offline to fix her outfits and Max hung out with her cause best friend things and Max told her he was finally ready to do crime!!! Crim!Max arc time!!! (I only tuned into Enevun when Leslie was there-but very chill vibes)

Basically the final two straws was the new casino the devs put in, which makes Marty's casino he's been CEOing for useless(They thought they'd have more time before the city put in a casino) AND he was told he can no longer run the Liquid Library because "they want to give people who hasn't done business a chance" when the LL is his baby. It's not a regular business. It's his.

I think the LL thing is pretty... unfair(not the word) myself tbf. So yeah. Now Max is just done with business. He's been burned too much by the government.

So now it's time to finally have fun! No more getting left behind by his crim friends cause he has to stay clean(I think that's more his sucky 3.0 friends). Really excited to see this develop. )

[j10kkuno]

I have really adored Kimi as September Fooze. I'm like actually watching her VODs and everything and I've never watched Kimi before in my entire life but she's really chill. (Also I do really like having January around too)

September is a really good balance from April and January ngl. The new addition to the Fooze lore is the parents broke up when January was pretty young and Mama Fooze moved out of the suburbs and raised September while August had April, March, December, and January and raised them in his content creation empire and shit. It's also why April basically raised January(With their 13ish year age difference.)

And so Ember, being raised by their mom, is a lot more down-to-Earth and wants to make her own way vs wanting to scam her way and it's really interesting to see the other side of the lore and I can't wait to see April and September meet(Leslie hasn't been streaming the past few days).

I have some Fooze headcanons based on all this in my mind that I might make a separate post.

[j10kkuno]

Also hi everyone! I'm not active but I'm watching Leslie all the time these days tbh. Janet is AMAZING at RP. FAM SMP is fun. I really adore Roomies and Friends vibes, they've built their own inner circle and it's all very cozy cause most of the group is used to Valo inhousing or like Foolish, Etoiles, and Ellum all stayed at the house with them together.

[j10kkuno]

Okay I'm going to come right out and say it. What the fuck is going on with the 2020-2021 Minecraft crew?

Like it's all at once they're being exposed to be shitty af between Wilbur and Quackity(He may not be as shitty as a neglient CEO whose admin took advantage of that) and now George.

I never really liked that gen of Minecrafters besides Karl-I adore Foolish and Etoiles and obviously Tina a lot.

It's just been crazy to watch it all crumble from a distance. How they all ruled, and now, they've all fractured and how horrid truths have come to light and not certain it's over.

[j10kkuno]

Roomies and friends Among Us returns!!!! 2pm

Leslie Sykk Blau Tina Ellum Foolish Brooke Celine Steve and a couple others

Blau tweeted Among Us and I was like !!!! (Lowkey I was really hoping for Etoiles in the lobby cause his voice does Things to me especially when I think about the Marquis de Lafayette speaking English in that accent but it's fine)

But still. Among Us!

[j10kkuno]

Not me seeing a Amazon Prime truck and thinking oh it's a Grime truck.

And the only 4.0 character I really watch is April.

[j10kkuno]

So I have no idea what all is going on with Yuno in 4.0 I'm going to be real with ya'll. I hear he's been having a lot of good angst and letting X take advantage of him. I kinda was like I'll let him settle with a crew and early crime stuff then check back in.

What I am enjoying? Like every single stream? April(Shocker, you guys know that I love Leslie as a streamer just as much as I do Sykkuno). Right now April is dipping her toe in a bit of crime, trying to do some money scams, sugar daddies, wants to do music, has a solid group around her, etc.

I honestly really like the cast of characters. The feeling of everyone being broke and stumbling together, old friendships being renewed and new friendships falling together.

I just really love her fun antics with Max-the taxi driver she decided was her personal driver who I love. Max is dignified and at first glance Lucas 2.0 but also has an amazing dry humor and isn't afraid to get his hands dirty and isn't uwu. Eli(Ellum) rounds out the trio as the dumb one, but in an adorable way. Their yoga scams are just yoga classes they spend way too much time bonding over planning.

Max also had a ton of connections to things in 3.0 but they just never met and it's giving major Invisible String energy. Like he was on the Cerberus Board and worked at Pixel Perfect and was Mayor and CEO of Liquid Library.

Timothy(Shoto) is another member of their friend group I love. He's April's main connect to crime atm. Tanner is great as well. He's her main sugar daddy-a doctor at the hospital. He's in love with her and I think she kinda likes him-she should cause his voice calling her Sweetheart. She was going to play the field at Raemond's party, so he was going to take 10 girls to make her jealous, so she was going to go solo to make him look like an idiot(Which Marlo was like, you realize this means YOU are reacting because you feel something), and Tanner heard and said he didn't want to do all this.

And it was like what in fan fiction hell is all this?

It's a mess. I love it.

And then you have Raemond,Benji(Which those two might be flirting? idk?), Ray C Romanov, Mickey, Carmella, Riccardo, Kitty, Daphne, and Gigi(a new frenemy), from the old days. A lot more too.

It kinda feels like a coming of age series oddly enough.

[j10kkuno]

Ray has done perfect lore building during the 5 years gap. I am very impressed.

(For those that don't know 4.0 is set 5 years after 3.0 ended. After the big war near the end of 3.0, the city was in a bad place and a financial crisis and now it's going into an economic boom. Everyone is starting fresh and broke. All the gang holdings is gone.)

I love his lore dump. He's always been my 2nd favorite CB member though. I'm starting to doubt I'll get to see any of the server before work though...

[j10kkuno]

Ray logged into 4.0 and was insta scuffed. CB scuff continues into 4.0

(Also server is down. Everyone is trying to log on. Oh!CG is back! We’ll get Ramee and Sykk!)

[j10kkuno]

BTW the Nopixel 4.0 trailer looks so good. I'm so impressed by what the team did. Like 3d models? Custom houses and interiors? It's amazing. Honestly I went insane for the health system. EMS up good and RP will be so much better for it.

I definitely hope Yuno comes back. If not I might tune into Ray checking out 4.0 or something. Maybe Blau. (I'm sad Ramee won't be around for it tbh.)

So it looks exciting(Nopixel is still a dumpster fire though.)

[j10kkuno]

So fyi if anyone ever looks at my j10kkuno ao3 account I added my main ao3 account as a coauthor to all my works cause lowkey I am super proud of my Conan/Yuno series and wanted it all together.

The only reason I didn't in the first place was my main blog/AO3 account was once a Corpsekkuno shipper and in early 2021 that was a big nono after a couple months of it being okay-ish(I was very used to RPF from my Kpop days so it was very shocking to see it suddenly become a nono but I deleted most of my stuff. I was 1000% the type to know fiction from reality though).

I outgrew those days but I still left one fic up on AO3 because it was A. Super well-written and very healthy relationships B. It let me get through some COVID anxities and C. I could tell it meant a lot to the readers because it was set during the pandemic and dealt with things like social distancing and lockdowns and vaccine rollouts(In a rollout that was thankfully way slower than IRL but I. Was. Not. Hopeful.)

So I buried those days and assumed J10kkuno to be a "better person." Looking back I'm like. I was so obsessed with people seeing me a good and kind person that I went through so much anxiety and shame and ruined things I enjoyed.

But I want all my works together so they're together so you can see my dirty little secret that I am highkey very proud of. (It kinda feels good to admit it all tbh)

Just some housekeeping updates

[j10kkuno]

Bronny ended up in Blau's chat. Bronny. As in Lebron's son. Blau started trying to set up a link so Buddha and Lebron could meet.

They moved into dms.

This could be the best CB timeline. Blau could be a hero.

And the guy was just chilling and only spoke to ask about the game(Kinda feel bad about the kid, especially since they just released a statement on his health tonight, that has to be rough-but that's also why fake accounts exists so...)

Also this is my first time ever watching Risk. I just never watched it and it seemed so confusing but I opened stream to see Ash leaving and I was like 'has Ash played Risk before or did they have to teach the game?' and I finally got to learn the game! Then Blau started talking about Bronny and I had to go back into Blau's vod to see if he was trolling cause no way Bronny ended up in Blau's stream.

[j10kkuno]

Okay so. Abe announced he and Wendy were getting divorced this afternoon. I saw it like right when I was going to have to make lunch before work.

It was just crazy cause I was lurking a known crazy twitter like less than 3 hours before and they claimed they were broken up and I rolled my eyes cause no way. No fucking way. Then the tweet appeared. And I search Wendy Abe on twitter and it's been quietly speculated and no one has really played with Wendy since their social media break.

And I see Abe's bio is Be back soon or smth and I'm like has Abe been gone? Is he going away? And I don't have TIME but what. the. hell. I know Wendy has been active on twitter/streaming.

So I went to work, tried to look when I could, came home, showered, watched Abe's stream, etc.

They took their social media break in May post Wendy going to EDC for a month then she deleted all the wedding photos

Abe feels like he has done everything in his power to make things work

He's been living with Ryan in Vegas, working on himself, feels very good about himself, streams will be returning

Currently staying with OTV, streamed from the roomies place

EVERYONE is sending him love and a lot of people are unfollowing Wendy on Insta(Rae unfollowed her on Twitter). Abe said we could make conclusions based on group dynamics and stuff

Idk if it was cheating or toxicity but it seems very likely Wendy fucked up(Now I want Wendy's...)

I'm not going to put onto the internet what I think it might be because for all we know there was issues we had no idea about.

WAIT I want to check something... She had to rely on chat to not turn Sebastian in. She considered it. She's trash(Wait did Leslie... Well Leslie is different. if she did she's okay).

All the love to Abe and some love to Wendy cause losing everything in one fell swoop is rough.

I'll delete my Wendy/Abe stuff soon. I'm too exhausted today to mess with it. I like legit might call in next Monday cause I'm so pissed at something the guys did tonight and it hit because it was a Monday. But we'll see. It depends on scheduling for next week too.