all the odds
dang that’s a lot of questions, alright let’s get to it, also I’m sorry it’s taken me so long to answer this I suck but I love you and thank you for asking!
1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
Platonically, the last person to say I love you was either @mindydoesthings @sleepydesigirl @bitchsune or bre. Romantically, the last person to say I love you was asshole kid and he definitely didn’t mean it.
3. When’s the last time you were happy and aggravated at the same time?
Probably 3ish nights ago when my roommate was with the boy she’s talking to and he really cares for her. I was really happy for her, but aggravated and frustrated that I can’t seem to find anything like that.
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
Nah, I’m not talking to or dating anyone, and there definitely wouldn’t be anyone that would be mad about it if I were.
7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
I have a super soft dark gray tshirt on that says Made In Denver Colorado and has the mapquest logo on it, a black and gray sports bra from Target, a maroon lacy thong, a pair of jeans from American Eagle, and a pair of black socks.
9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
L.O.L. sweats, that’s not even a question
11. Are you a social or antisocial person?
Depends on the time. I’m usually very very social, but there are times when I desperately need to be left alone.
13. Have you ever kissed someone whose name starts with the letter ‘R’?
YES I HAVE IT WAS BAD
15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
I mean, I’d like to pretend that I don’t care, but I care a lot. Because I’m so social, it matters a lot to me what other people think of me so when people talk bad about me it makes me feel like complete and total shit.
17. When was the last time you cried?
The night I was hanging out with my roommate and the guy she’s talking to, we were drinking and I was buzzed and we all started talking about our mental illness/depression/anxiety/life turning point stories and I definitely cried while talking about the sophomore year incident.
19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
Absolutely not, I love my eyes!
21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
The video game my friends are playing is really loud and it’s kind of annoying, but nothing major.
23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
Nope, I’m not currently dating anyone.
25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?
Yes! I lucked out in life with some incredible friends that routinely tell me that they love and care about me :)
27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
@bitchsune about sleeping naked
29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
It was originally from a hack-a-thon, but I didn’t go to it so I didn’t get it from there. I got it from a guy who had extras and one night we were all wine drunk and I asked for one and he gave me one and then there were five of us with matching shirts so we took a cool picture.
31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
Omg no @bitchsune and I don’t usually keep alcohol in our room, we’ll stash it next door with the boy’s alcohol. We did have some once after I drank 8 Smirnoff ices on a Monday night but those weren’t hidden, I just left them out on my desk…
33. Do you want your tongue pierced?
No.
35. Did you have a dream last night?
Supposedly, you dream every night so probably, but I don’t remember it.
37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
Probably not? I would like to be in a serious committed relationship by then though!
39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
No, probably not.
41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
Nope, boys in college suck so far.
43. Has anyone told you they don’t ever want to lose you?
Yeah, I’ve had a few friends tell me that they would never want to lose me and I feel the same way about those people so it works out :)
45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
Yeah!
47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
Duh, obsessively.
49. Is your life anything like it was 2 years ago?
Absolutely not, not even close.
51. Do you hate the last guy you have a conversation with?
No I don’t!
53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
I mean, yeah. I’ve definitely been caught off guard by crushes before.
55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Omg fuck no, I’m terrible at it.
57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with the letter ‘J’?
Nope!
59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?
Yes, all of them. I cry a lot.
61. How’s your heart?
It’s doing its best.
63. Have you ever cried over a guy?
Yes, many times.
65. Are your toenails painted pink?
No, they’re painted black.
67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?
I mean, I don’t love it when anyone cries. I think boys should be allowed to cry without any “””””weakness””””” stigma so I guess, but I wouldn’t want my boyfriend to cry because I don’t want anyone to be upset.
69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
@illuminopoly because we were trying to figure out where we were picking him up
71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self with?
Yes absolutely, luckily I have a lot of people I can do that with!
73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Not really.
75. Did you wake up cranky?
No!
77. Are relationships ever worth it?
Definitely. If they’re with the right person, there are very few things more worth it.
79. Currently wanting to see anyone?
Ye, cute physics lab partner…
81. Last person you cried in front of?
@bitchsune and the boy she’s talking to
83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?
Not likely
85. Are you over your past?
Mostly, but there are definitely things that I still struggle with.
87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
Yes, I can tell most of my friends everything.
89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3 am; do you let them in?
Given that the last person I kissed is cute physics lab partner, I would definitely let him in.
91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?
Maybe? Possibly, if I ever get up the guts to actually ask cute physics lab partner out for real.
93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?
Nope!
95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?
Yeah. but March feels like a long time ago.
97. Who do you have texts from?
That is way too long to answer. Most importantly, I have group messages from convoy.
99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
Yeah, most of the people I’ve kissed have been older than me.
101. Ever kissed under fireworks?
Not yet, but I really want to.
thanks so much vandana, i love and miss you dearly
