" working yourself into the ground isn't going to help anyone. " ( from @sleuthprince, p5r verse. <3 also, hi ! )
"A-and, um, I guess libraries make me feel ... sleepy ...?" That was stupid to say, wasn't it? They probably think I'm a slacker now...
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" working yourself into the ground isn't going to help anyone. " ( from @sleuthprince, p5r verse. <3 also, hi ! )
"A-and, um, I guess libraries make me feel ... sleepy ...?" That was stupid to say, wasn't it? They probably think I'm a slacker now...
the dense fog permeating the air makes it difficult to see as they approach. certainly, not well enough to make out any identifying features of the body that's been found. as they get closer and park their scooter, naoto braces themselves for the sight ahead. regardless of who it is... it's never easy to see a corpse. their footsteps echo throughout the side street as they step forward, and it almost deafens them with anticipation. the report had apparently come far later than the ones back in the spring due to poor visibility making it difficult to confirm anything. the sight of the body, tangled up in the wires, once it's within view, makes them want to crumble to their knees. there's no mistaking that blonde hair. the school uniform she tended to wear during their excursions into the midnight channel. it's madoka. bile threatens to rise in their throat as they instinctively cover their mouth in shock, and naoto isn't sure of whether to look away or not. eyes forcefully squeeze shut as they bear the brunt of the emotional impact all at once. she'd gone in to confront adachi alone, and he'd killed her. the first thought that comes to mind is to question how she could go in alone like that. maybe it's the denial talking, maybe it's the refusal to process what they're seeing, but the detective stubbornly finds it easier to handle if they shift the blame of the situation somewhere else for just a moment. ... god, they're going to have to be the one to inform the rest of the team. dojima-san. nanako, if she makes it through her hospital visit. it's never fallen on naoto's shoulders, to be the bearer of such horrific news to someone's next of kin, or anything even remotely adjacent to it. they remember how much they themselves lashed out at the man who'd told them their father wasn't coming home when they were still a small child. oh, how it all comes full circle. they hardly even take a moment to process the ramifications this has for the rest of the town— the world as they know it— if the fog doesn't stop soon, before they duck into an empty alleyway to gain some sense of privacy. left hand moves to take their hat off, setting it on the concrete next to them as they crumple into a seated position against the wall. deep breaths, naoto. you've suffered loss before. ( yet this one hurts more than any other, doesn't it ? ) things may look bleak now, but you still have the others. ( but who did she have, in her final moments ? ) you can still make things right, in her honor. ( but will that truly bring you closure, or is it just the only thing you can think to do anymore ? ) amidst their bitter internal debate with themselves, naoto doesn't even realize they've started sobbing. sniveling like a child again, tears streaming down their face as they try to right themselves again. it's only been a year or so since they last suffered a loss of this caliber, and yet this one hits them so much harder. hands move to wipe away tears, only to be just as swiftly replaced in no time flat. they wind up just sobbing quietly into their hands, feeling the drops roll down their palms in due time. their friend, their partner, their lover, madoka yoshinaga... in the wake of losing her, they can't speak anything other than two words, muttered to open air in the quiet of the alleyway they sit in. silently praying that she'll hear them somehow. " i'm sorry. " sorry that i forgot everything and everyone from iwatodai. sorry that i was so hostile during the investigation before remembering. sorry that i was always so busy with work. sorry that i couldn't give you all of the time in the world. sorry that i couldn't have done anything to save you. how bittersweet, that she can finally meet their mother, like they'd talked about as kids back on tatsumi port island. they're at least certain she'll love madoka. ( from @sleuthprince. <3 )
game over.
" you need to back off. now. " ( from @sleuthprince. <3 )
stirring the pot. [ @sleuthprince. ]
thin brows raise in half faux curiosity, and half mock surprise... as though their words had literally stopped him in his tracks. but the facade hardly lasts, adachi's head tilting to the side, as lips part. he doesn't speak right away, no, merely eyes the teenager with a piqued interest and going through the situation in his mind of just what he'd like to do to the so-called 'detective prince'.
what a brat, he thinks, forcing foot into the discussion just when things were starting to go his way, too.
mitsuo kubo taking the blame had been a relief off his shoulders, not that he was ever too concerned with being caught. yamano was simply an accident. how would he know she would fall into the television like that? how would he know she would ripped apart so miserably, screaming for help that would never come? he smiles at that, mildly sadistic in nature.
then the konishi girl? well, she deserved it. a little attitude and she went in just like the first, though a little lighter... teenagers were smaller, easier to shove through the screen.
spare a smooch for @sleuthprince, if you'd be so kind—
when the door creaks open and and the original detective prince steps through the door, madoka is ready. she's been ready for a while, honestly, hovering near the control panel on the wall so that she can hit the 'prepare bath' button the second her partner gets home. dinner is waiting on the kitchen counter, just needing to be reheated ( but no less delicious for it ). on their table, a bouquet of yellow gerbera daisies and forget me nots sits proudly, tied with a white ribbon. candles are lit while the actual lights are dim, giving the apartment a rather romantic glow.
this would, perhaps, be considered overkill if not for the fact that it's been so rare lately that both madoka and naoto have a free night. between the former's college and the latter's detective work, their schedules haven't lined up very well. some days, they barely got to see each other; a case naoto's pursuing might require them to spend days away from home, or madoka will be coming up on exams or a particularly difficult part of her coursework and need to dedicate any free time to studying.
not tonight, however. tonight nothing matters except each other.
"welcome home, naoto!" madoka practically sings once they've removed their coat and shoes, bounding over to them so she can wrap her arms around them in a warm hug. she doesn't stop there, however, giggling as she captures her beloved's lips in a kiss. the first of many, but she'll give them a chance to settle in and breathe before she buries her prince in affection.
there's time for once, after all.
"good work today," she continues, nuzzling into their cheek before pulling away, "i started a bath for you just now, and dinner's on the counter. take a load off and relax, okay?"
kisses.
@sleuthprince replied to your post “madoka has appeared! what do you do?”:
naoto's doing all of them except the yelling. 💛
"awww, naoto-kun... ❤︎ you know, i've always thought you were the coolest."
@sleuthprince sent... friday, july 10th, 2009. madoka's birthday. also, as their luck would have it, the exact day the bookstore restocked on the manga she'd seemingly taken an interest in a while back. it's a romance series, though she seemed to get shy about it when they asked what she'd been looking at; maybe she was a bit embarrassed about getting it with them around ? regardless, ever since they'd visited it, it's been in the back of their mind to grab it for her whenever they got the chance. as a result, it's been a busy day of back and forth train rides, all while managing their schedule after school well enough to get back to the dorms before dark. they're certainly getting their steps in today. the bag slung over their arm has a whopping six volumes of the manga in question, the only ones they had in stock, stacked and neatly wrapped in pale yellow paper, all tied together with a silver ribbon. it was a nightmare, trying to tie a damn bow while on the train, with how bad they already are at it, but... they did their best, and that's what matters, right ? in any case, when they finally make it back to the dorm in iwatodai, they're out of breath. they wanted to make sure madoka would receive it directly, as simply leaving it outside her room's door feels... wrong. it's why they're relieved to see her seated at the counter by the kitchen. studying for next week's finals, no doubt. ( they'll have to catch up on their own studying once they've had a chance to sit down. ) they quietly clear their throat as they approach, lowering the bag from their arm to set it on the counter. " i remember you mentioning today was your birthday. " they speak quietly, as she's never seemed like she wanted everyone to know. thankfully, the only other teammates in the lobby seem wholly occupied by the television. ( not that naoto would understand the reason why, since it's not even sunday. featherman isn't on yet. ) " i recall you seemed like you wanted these when we traveled around the island to get our bearings, but they only had volume three that day, so, i, uhm... " gosh, it's a little embarrassing to admit the lengths they went to here. naoto quietly slides the bag over, allowing her to look inside. " h- happy birthday, madoka. i hope you like it. " god, they can feel their cheeks turning just a little bit red. why is that even happening ? what's going on in their head ?who knows. regardless, the gift has been given, and that's all that matters. " at the very least, it'll give you plenty to read once summer break starts next month. i- i've got a series of my own to catch up on, but if you want to borrow those sometime, feel free to ask. " ( from @sleuthprince, s.e.e.s. verse. <3 )
on any other day, madoka would balk at the idea of studying downstairs. while she doesn't hold any ill will towards the other residents of the dormitory, she doesn't particularly want to interact with them if she doesn't have to, either. there's no sense in making friends with these people when she knows full well her parents will accept another assignment that requires moving halfway across japan when the year is up; no matter how much she tries to preserve them, any friendships she forms in iwatodai will eventually be left behind, just like those she formed them with. it's easier to keep a polite distance between them, to simply co-exist harmoniously than entrust her heart to strangers and let them stomp all over it in the end. that, and... it's usually kind of loud. either shenanigans are afoot, the tv is far too loud, or the sounds of people coming and going break her focus.
unfortunately, today is madoka's birthday. school had been a decent enough distraction; lessons and the prohibition of cell phones in class a deterrent from checking in vain for some kind of message from her parents, some kind of proof that they're actually thinking of her today whilst busy with work. now that time is hers to do with as she pleases she knows full well that the evening would only be spent staring miserably at the tiny screen, waiting for a text message or phone call that might never come. it's not the best idea considering end of term exams are right around the corner, so she's made the decision to leave the tech in her room while she rereads her notes and works on the review drills teachers had assigned.
perhaps, if madoka finishes the work quickly enough, she'll treat herself to some tea and cake at chagall. she might not be fond of the day, but it is at least an excuse for sweets.
the thud of a rather heavy bag making contact with the counter makes the girl jump, gray eyes wide as she drops her pencil and looks around for the source. they finally settle upon one naoto shirogane, rosy-cheeked and looking rather out of breath. madoka raises a brow, tilting her head inquisitively. she's about to ask if they're okay and whether they'd like some water when naoto speaks up. her own cheeks flare red as the other continues on: when had she ever mentioned her birthday? this kind of knowledge is the exact thing she didn't want to spread around. she doesn't want the attention! she doesn't want any good memories made to be tainted with abandonment later on.
( she glances in the direction of their dorm mates to ensure they didn't overhear. they're thankfully still engrossed in the tv. )
then again, she supposes it might have been difficult hiding such a thing from naoto shirogane of all people. even if she didn't say it aloud, the latest in a line of great detectives must certainly have ways of finding information. they may have done some digging and being polite about it by suggesting madoka offered the information herself.
"i... yeah, it is," she replies uncertainly as naoto gently slides the bag over. a hint of pale yellow and silver peeks out, and at naoto's silent prompting she takes the package out. "you... got me something, shirogane-san? t-thank you, but... you really didn't have to go out of your way like that..."
still, it'd be rude to refuse the gift after naoto went and spent money on it, so she carefully unwraps the present. a little gasp slips past her lips as she discovers not one or two, but six volumes of a manga she'd taken note of at the strip mall's book store. she'd been embarrassed when naoto caught her looking at it; the story in particular was not only a romance but a mystery, with the leads being a handsome, talented young detective and his adorable, plucky assistant. it'd been serialized in her favourite shoujo magazine for some time now, and madoka had been overjoyed when it finally began being compiled and sold as tankōbon. red once again fills her cheeks as she realizes there's now a non-zero chance that they now know what the manga is about, and she wishes she could sink through the ground— naoto is a detective in training. or maybe they're already a detective. did they feel awkward, buying this for her?
madoka forces a smile, despite now feeling like a total weirdo. "i love it... r-really, shirogane-san... thank you. f-for thinking of me today, i mean... um..."
despite her awkwardness, she is grateful. affection for the blue haired youth wells up in her chest, as much as she tries to squash it down. guilt soon follows; she hasn't bothered to learn much about the others sharing her dorm beyond names, personalities, and general interests in case interaction was unavoidable. she has no idea when naoto's birthday is, what she'd even get them, or whether it's too late and she'll have to settle for the next gift-giving holiday to return the favour.
"i'll keep that in mind... and i'll take good care of these. hey, um..."
is it okay if i call you naoto?
"...did you... maybe want to go to chagall? let me just put everything away first, though..."
happy belated birthday, madoka!
" don't try to hide it. " ( from @sleuthprince, p5r verse. <3 )
glaring doesn't seem to be getting him very far - a rare occurrence - so shinjiro settles for a plain old stare. he can't get a good read on this kid, and for that alone, he's not interested in sharing any information. at the same time though, he can admit to being curious - he does a damn good job of keeping his head down, so anyone who could manage to be suspicious of him anyway has to be pretty damn smart.
well, for what he lacks in opposing wit, shinji makes up for in sheer stubbornness - he'll stonewall this stranger until closing time and beyond, if that's what it takes.
“ you gonna order some food, or what? ” a flawless strategy.
@sleuthprince replied to your post “"i mean, it's a little intimidating if they're too...”:
help, naoto can't tell if this is intended to be a compliment or not—
it's totally a compliment! she finds their moments of dorkiness just as charming as she does their princely, cool ones.