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I know I’ve been a ranty Venting FUCK lately but this is the last one for a while

The tail end of 2018 and the start of 2019 has been simultaneously the best and possibly the worst my life has been in years truthfully. Career wise it’s been fucking awesome. New job, bosses like me, I’m moving up, I just got a raise, I’m moving out soon. Shit, I fucking ice carve for a living now, so that’s awesome. But at the same time, I haven’t been this mentally and emotionally drained and hurt since I quit my dreams of becoming a Chef. I had friendships breakdown in ways I never thought would ever happen. I’ve never really had to deal with this before so I’m trying my best to stay afloat. I’m grateful for the friends that stayed by me at my lowest, and the ones that have stepped up to help me through it all, all in their own ways. If you read this far, Thank you for listening. I just needed to get this out, a bit of closure for me truthfully, for however little that’s worth.

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Now that harry is in Melbourne do you think he text Niall a scenery picture "I'm in your favorite place :)"

niall: Oi mate, you in Melbourne ye ? Good fun ! sending my love .

harry: Thank you Niall. You did always have great fun here, didn’t you. H

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These are the desktop backgrounds for my laptop. I think they’re precious XD

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Foxxie and Angry Memories

So thinking back to the beginning of the summer, things have definitely changed since then. Somehow, I lost a friend I cared a lot about, for reasons I simply dont know. And to this day no one will tell me, and although I'm sad if Im not even worth an explanation then I guess our friendship was nothing to you anyway. I guess I was just a convenience.

But as i prepare for Cedar Point trip number two i can't help but think of my first trip there with a friend I guess I'll call...Graham. I hadn't expected the invitation at all, and now that I think back on it, she made it clear that I wasn't her first choice. In fact, i was really her last resort choice because she didn't want to go without someone and be with her brother and his girlfriend. But, at the time, I was so excited by the fact my friend actually wanted to do something with me I was unaware of how low on the pecking order I was. (She listed about 5 or people before me while explaining why she was inviting me)

She was very courteous, even paying for my fast pass because she and her brother had been mistaken on the actual cost of the combined tickets and I remember telling her thank you a few or several times.

Im a quiet person. I didn't say much on the trip. I enjoyed my company, for the most part. The only problem with me is that Im a quiet white girl. I never really speak my full opinion out loud often. Whenever I do, I tend to say things without thinking, then after I've said it, i realize what I've said, accept my consequences, and then apologize and do whatever is necessary to resolve the problem.

We had a two or three day pass for the park, and the first night there we went to the waterpark and it was extremely fun. Did I wish we had spent the entire evening there? Yeah....you bet! But I was a guest, and I wasn't going to complain. I think the only complaint I really uttered was about my host's brother's girlfriend. She wasn't a very refined person,she definitely had attitude, but she got shit done and although she was a bit loud she wasn't hard to be around. It was just a type of person i wasn't used to being around, you know? I remember makign a comment about it to Graham, and she sort of agreed. (In all honesty this is the only thing I can think of that made her cut off our friendship, but I will never know, and I could very well be wrong.)

So after getting back to the car from the waterpark area, and then changign clothes and shoving food in our mouths, we went back into the park. Now mind you, I hadn't ridden a coaster since 6th grade but I absolutely loved them. Then again my anxiety had grown and I was a bit of a mess, but didn't realize how bad my anxiety was until I got on the Air Max ride.

Boy oh Boy did I feel fear then!

It was an easy enough ride. It was just a circle that went side to side and twirled a bit. It got to its high point and then the ride was over. But I think, in my own opinion, the adrenaline was to much for me at that time, and I got off, shaking and feeling a mess of a person. I had controlled my breathing but my vision was fuzzy and I felt nauseous. I could barely walk to our next ride, one that went forwards, then backwards, and corkscrewed on both sides. It was definitely a thriller! And I enjoyed both rides, but damn....my knees were knocking together when I got off.

So after that ride I said I'd take a break from some of the bigger rides, sit some out, until my anxiety felt better. Maybe this was the reason? i have no idea, but so the rest of the night I only got on some of the smaller rides, ones that didn't spike my adrenaline so hard. And I was quiet as we went home that night quite happy in out adventures.

And well, then the weekend went to shit because the park closed the other two days and that was basically the end of our trip.

And I will never know if I never said thank you enough, or said a misplaced comment, or just...did something that offended without thinking about it.

All I know is, i was grateful for the experience, and I miss my friend.

But, now I get to go again, this time with someone who wants to truly take me as their first choice.

WHOOPEE IM ACTUALLY LOVED <3

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