#slightly personal stuff

[weirdozjunkary]

Hi! Big fan of your art! :) I was wondering if I could draw your plush dog Telloch as a Sonic character? Or just a dog? I know it's been a great loss for you, and I just thought maybe I could DM you or something to help?

Oh wow, um. Sure, if you want to. That’s actually very nice of you. To be honest though, In reality he doesn’t entirely look like that. But I don’t care, whatever I associate him with, I know he was my best friend

[rose-wine-selfships]

I had a great discussion today with my therapist regarding exploring dark fiction/fantasy and villain f/os. It dawned on me that the reason why I love Joe Goldberg so much is because I love the intense devotion and loyalty he gives to every lover he’s with. Like, the thought that he’d burn the entire world down just to protect me is like…so sexy and hot. Villain f/os imo have a special appeal to them in that they’d break all the societal rules and expectations just to be with me. That’s just…so romantic. ☺️💕

And the fact my therapist validated my romantic feelings and approved of me falling in love with Joe makes me so goddamn happy! Now I can officially say he’s a therapy approved dark fiction lover. Now I’m gonna go create some more content of me and him! I’m just so happpyyyyyy!!! 😍😍🥰🥰💕💞💓💗💖💘💝

[rose-wine-selfships]

Not to brag, but when I officially got the badge for my job yesterday, the guy at the front desk told me how pretty and Princess-like I looked. He told me my jewelry reminded me of Princess Diana’s fashionable sapphire jewelry. I even told him where he could get these jewelry sets for himself if he really wanted to! To be compared to my favorite IRL Princess is by far the highlight of my entire yesterday and today! I love feeling like a princess! 👑💕

(Ps. I just found out I love aesthetics such as princesscore and royalcore! 🌹🍷✨)

[rose-wine-selfships]

🥺🥺🥺 Oh Rose, you are just the sweetest with your tags like 🥺🥺🥺 ✨ I cry, am emotional ✨ many thanks, you are always an inspiration and love to see it! 🤗

I do hope these days have treated you much better! ;;;w;;; I send my good vibes and prayers! Am curious to hear your thoughts on the recent Bsd Wan! Preschool episode if you have seen it! If not, just on Wan! In general! Love to hear your gushing thoughts and on sweet Atsu! 💖😍💖🐯🌹🐯 — 🐺✨

Thank you so much @alphaofdarkness ! You are such a sweet person, and I absolutely love and appreciate you! These days are slightly better for me, but I’m still feeling pretty down and a bit mentally unstable here and there. I’ll be honest, some mental health days are worse than others, but I’m still trying to maintain a sense of optimism even though it’s hard. All I can do now is try to focus on my college work and dieting in a normal way too. ( I lost 10 lbs btw! YAY!) 🎉🎉🎉

Anyways, I have seen at least the first three episodes of Bungou Stray Dogs Wan! and I absolutely love it! I haven’t seen the preschool episode yet but I really want to! To even see my tiger hubby’s happy preschool kid face is making me go 😍😍😍!!! My heart is exploding from his cuteness and I definitely want to make preschool Wan! headcanons and self insert art of both of us. Knowing me, I’d be that weirdo outgoing little kid in preschool that would yelling funny stuff or weird trivia and be all like-

“Hey! Did you know chickens are fluffy dinosaurs?!” 🤩🤩🤩

Most of the kids would either ignore me or think I’m weird (cuz, y’know I have Autism and ADD and all that jazz!), but Atsu would be laughing so hard milk would come out of his nose. Then Atsu would just be like-‘You know what? Let’s be friends Chrissy!’ Then he’d soon crush on me like this-

Because I’d be the first kid to not make him cry, but make him laugh and feel so good instead. Then a cute little child crush montage would happen. We’d often take naps together, play together and even snack together! Like...I LIVE for this fluffy goodness!!! We’d be that adorable preschool couple that would stand up for each other when other kids were picking on us.

When Chuuya goes too far with his insults I’d actually yell at him and fight him to protect Atsushi! (But also Chuuya would have a secret crush on me so he’d pretend to ‘hate’ me too lol). But if other kids really made me cry, he’d stand in front of me and refuse to move until they left me alone. He’d be like an aggressive weretiger shield and make little growling tiger noises at anyone who would try to mess with me.

Overall, we’d be the cutest BSD Wan preschool couple together I think. Thank you for letting me gush my dear Alpha! Love you lots my dear mutual! 😍🥰😍🥰😍🥰🌹🍷✨

[theboywhoaccepteditall-blog]

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!

Hey guys! Thank you so much for following me. I was hesitant to post my fanfics at first because I don't know if y'all would appreciate it. I joined the number of fandom blogs, like, a month or two ago. Sorry if I can't provide any great picture. I'm not blessed in drawing lol. Anyway, thank you and I hope you guys continue reading my fanfics. I accept requests on the storyline so you may message me. 

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS! :)