#slowlygivingup

[unicornss-and-mermaidss]

What Rests Beneath

Her life is slowly falling apart,

No its crumbling right before her eyes.

She's not going to make it much longer.

She's about to crash,

Barely hanging on by a string,

And what rests beneath her,

Is a girl ready to cut that string.

-Unicornss-and-mermaidss

[swimmiey]

They removed my central venous line today, hoping that's the source of the infection. Just before it was removed I received 2 types of high dose antibiotics, so the new line they will put in tomorrow won't get infected immediately. I'm so not looking forward to getting a new central venous line placed tomorrow, it hurts so freaking bad the last time. I almost start crying just thinking about it. I really can't wait to get my port back, I don't want to do this anymore 😢💔 #slowlygivingup #justwantsomerelief #blurredvision #headachefromhell #iihsucks #chronicillness #invisibleillness #spoonie #spoonielife #centralvenousline #centralvenouscatheter #centralline #ivantibiotics #portacath #infection #lineinfection #sepsis #whyme

[vreandum]

I should probably just stop btching and start studying studying… lololol.

[bvkxwski]

I'm not ok.