Jul 15
I sure love randomly waking up at 5 am...
#JS.Talks#small vent incoming...#kinda hate how self conscious im getting lately#why am i suddenly so scared of people hating me?#it really makes social media not fun...#i always have to ask myself if what i say is okay- if anyone would even care about this and that#its exhausting and just makes me not want to be on here anymore...#i miss the times when i just didn't give a shit#i don't fully want to leave tumblr#maybe this feeling will go away later#or i should make my circle smaller#just follow people that are closer to me and unfollow everyone else#but that would also mean that i would have to hard block some people and if they find out they will think i hate them or they did something-#wrong and ugh#the people pleaser in me is not happy#whatever- whatever I'll try to sleep again#I'll figure things out eventually...