will have to wait until i am at the pharmacist to receive my prescription and see how and what it contains but an awesomesauce situation with a side of epicness has been ongoing in that my mother may have (unintentionally) sabotaged my medication review so there's a decent chance i will have to do all of that stuff again just to lock in my new dosage.
i don't want to get into it but basically when i told her in February that the pharmacist would follow-up in 4 weeks she didn't believe me that he would (because he didn't give an exact date ? i explained to her that a medical professional is not fucking omniscient but whateverrrrr) and she without asking or telling me booked a separate follow-up for me, for a day earlier than the actual follow up i booked via the link they gave me.
blindsided the fuck out of me handing me the phone so i wasn't prepared to speak at all and this (combined with the fact that they probably didn't have the same context for why they were supposed to call me) likely ended up that they just checked "fine" on the medication that i'm already on (100mg) without addressing the fact that it's the one-off extra dosage (100mg -> 150mg) that i want to turn into a permanent dosage, and if i had the time to myself on the actual day i booked i probably would've caught this and directed the conversation in the way i needed it to fucking go and oh my God this shit pisses me off so fucking much i am a grown adult you do not need to be making decisions behind my fucking back and then being hurt that i am not grateful that you did this HOW ARE YOU 50 YEARS OLD AND THINKING A PHARMACIST WOULDN'T FOLLOW UP JUST BECAUSE HE COULDN'T SEE INTO THE FUTURE AND GIVE ME AN EXACT DATE AND TIME FOR FUCK'S SAKE ? CAN YOU AT LEAST PRETEND THAT YOU HAVE FAITH IN ME. I WANT TO LIVE ON MY OWN SO BAD IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY I HATE BEING STUCK IN THIS HOUSE FOREVER.