Nov 20, 2017
today seems like a good day for suicide!!!
#everytime i make plans#they fall through#ppl just#dont wanna hang out#with me#everytime i make plans smth is always wrong!!!!#smth is a problem!#i dont have many friends so!#wtf am i meant 2 do when all 2 of them busy!!!#im so lonely all the time#i dont see **** often enough bc his car is fuckked#and i keep gaining the same#fucking#weight#over and over#once im a decent weight again#it somehow fucks up and i gain the same 2 kilos#i dont even fucking#eat consistently#so how am i gaining#???????#i just wanna be dead is that sm to ask?#im sick of being a burden#like if u read#delete later#space boy speaks