I haven't been nearly as active as before winter break, and I apologize for that. I've been kinda stressed about coming back home and now that I am I just haven't been feeling well, probably in part due to lack of my usual workout routine (which I'm trying to get back into), and I've just been eating terribly. After tomorrow (I really just want to spend my Christmas focusing on those I love as opposed to counting calories) I'm going to get back on track with everything, I promise! (Thomas, help keep me on track with this :p )
i gotta give this one completely to thomas. his support and care for what i do and that i try my best to achieve my goals is one of the reasons i've gotten involved in these challenges and why i haven't given up again. instead of making this some private thing, i've finally brought someone else in, and i couldn't be happier. he's kept me so well on track but also reminds me that i don't need to change if i don't want to, and it's so great...i could ramble on about how much i love him and how much he does for me for hours...
-complications during pregnancy/having to make a decision between my life or my child's
-something happening to you
-something happening to my mom
4:3 things I love
-you
-fall out boy
-learning more about the Catholic faith
5:4 turns on
oh boyyyy
-hairiness? that sounds weird but like, i like a decent amount of chest, arm, and leg hair on mah man~~ and scruff is a bonus. but not like a forest tho.
-a really nice smile (see: your smile)
-well-kept and clean
-the whole button-up shirt with the sleeves rolled up? yeah that's great.
7:My best friend
you c:
9:My best first date
babe, you're the only person i've been on a date with :p but our first official date was going to see The Book Thief and it made me cry :p. our first fancy date was going out to eat and going to the riverwalk and that one place, and i think i kinda prefer that one because basically i got to focus completely on you and that dude took our picture 'cause i was looking at you with so much love and it was just such a great experience overall. don't get me wrong, i loved our first date, too, it was so wonderful and i've always wanted to go on a date to a movie like that, but our first fancy date was probably my favorite.
10:How tall am I
5'6" ish?
15:Favorite quote
"It is a curious thought, but it is only when you see people looking ridiculous that you realize just how much you love them." - Agatha Christie. because i do this with you all the time.
28:Favorite movie
A Knight's Tale, Prince of Egypt, The Fifth Element, Forest Gump. deal with having four listed. :p
29:Favorite song
why do you hate me so much x-x
uhmmmm currently it's "Fear" - Blue October.
58:What’s my strangest talent?
i can touch my nose with my tongue :p
79:What would I want to be written on my tombstone?
"well there's one less asshole in the world now" HAH 'CAUSE IT CAN ALSO BE TAKEN LITERALLY HAH. HAAAAAH. please don't actually put this on my tombstone.
134:What do I want for birthday?
a plane ticket for you to come up and see me.
but real talk...i don't really want anything...just to see you again tbh...
i've always been really bad when it comes to inspiration and all that stuff as for pinpointing a single thing. being catholic (well, almost catholic, i'm getting baptized this easter yay c: ), obviously there are inspirations from my faith that i draw from.
as for an inspiration in regards to everything i'm hoping to achieve from this blog and challenge, honestly i think it's patrick stump (lead singer from fall out boy). he's gone from a shy, chubby guy hiding as much as he could to this confident, healthier guy and i've seen a lot of myself in his personality and his previous behaviors and i hope that i can have a similar transformation in becoming more confident in myself and if i can lose the weight, that'd be pretty rad too.
another person who inspires me, just in general day-to-day life, has to be thomas. he's such a loving and caring guy and he supports me in just about every thing i do. whenever i don't feel like doing yoga one day, he'll be there to remind me that, hey, it's not that long of a session, and it'll help me feel better. and really whenever i'm feeling bad he does all he can to help. i'm kinda incredibly lucky to have him in my life, and he keeps me going when i want to give up.<3
oh man, i love quotes so much. i had a thing in middle school where i'd write quotes or lyrics all over my binders, it was crazy.
anyway, i couldn't decide between these two, so you get both!
"I regret those times when I've chosen the dark side. I've wasted enough time not being happy." -Jessica Lange
i feel like this one is super appropriate given my goals for HHH, and i really connect to it on a pretty deep level. i'm not sure if i even remember a time where i was continuously happy for long periods of time before the past two years, and that's really saddening because, sure i had moments of happiness, but the darker times far outweigh them. and one day i hope i can reflect back and see how much better everything has gotten and that i no longer will be wasting all of my time being unhappy.
"It is a curious thought, but it is only when you see people looking ridiculous that you realize just how much you love them." - Agatha Christie
this one stood out to me because it really applies to me and my current relationship. i love thomas so dearly, and since we're long distance, we're always on skype. every now and then i might catch him singing exaggeratedly, or i'll ask him to do impressions and he'll do the most spot-on yet ridiculous impressions, and those moments become some of my favorites with him. and it's not just when he's being ridiculous, but just seeing him interact with his friends and seeing him be genuinely happy, either related to me or with his friends or one of his passions...it's wonderful. and every time i experience his silliness or see his happiness, it just hits how important he is to me and how much i really do love him.
when lands are turned into creatures but still count as lands, if they are dealt lethal combat damage are they put into the graveyard, or does something else happen to them?
They go to the graveyard, just like any other creature.
