#snowychicken

[alan--woke]

20, 24, 44, 46 c: <2

heya! thank you for the ask <2

20. What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?

"god i should really start going to bed earlier than this....hmmm Dabi and Hawks <3"

24. Is there someone you wish you could fix things with?

ig with myself if that counts as an answer to that. i don't really think fixing things with anybody that i have strained relationship with would make things better overall. there's just too much hurt or it's all too fresh and i am just so fucking tired. and this year taught me that no one will be there for me as much as i am there with and for myself, so if i could strengthen my own relationship with myself then maybe i could finally live as i want and not like others would like to for me to live

44. If you had to get a piercing (not ears), what would you get?

i can't wait till i can afford to get some high nostril piercings!!!!! i heard that they can be pretty painful and not everybody can have them but they're just so pretty imo!

46. Do you regret anything?

oh so many things. the little everyday disappointments like not doing enough and etc. i also regret soothing myself instead of taking care of myself, or first thinking about everybody else and never stopping to think about what i want or what i need. the world and the people in general don't tend to stop for anyone, no matter how close they are to you. and i regret that i'm starting to genuinely think like that, i really wish i didn't. i regret that i'm growing bitter and just unpleasant to be around. i regret that im changing like this, never wanted to change like this

[thatone-churro]

GRACEEEEEEEEEE THOUGHTS ON KISSING DEATH?????

SHE GOT ME FEELING THOSE MOTH EMOTIONS AGAIN

THE FACT THAT THE OVERALL ALBUM FOLLOWS A NARRATIVE OF GRADUALLY FALLING INTO DEPRESSION AND/OR ADDICTION AND FEELING LIKE THERE’S NOTHING YOU CAN DO ABOUT IT BECAUSE YOU’RE CONVINCED THAT YOU WERE DESTINED TO BE LIKE THIS AND THEN ALWAYS KNOWING WHAT YOU WERE GETTING INTO/WHAT YOU’RE DOING TO YOURSELF BUT EVENTUALLY IT FINALLY HITS YOU THAT YOU’RE SPEEDING TOWARDS THE POINT OF NO RETURN AND NOT NECESSARILY RECOVERING BUT AT LEAST BEGINNING TO COME TO TERMS WITH THE IDEA THAT YOU NEED TO TURN EVERYTHING AROUND DESPITE THE “COMFORT” YOU’VE FOUND IN IT AND DESPITE THE STRUGGLE YOU KNOW IT’S GONNA BE BUT IT’S THE PATH YOU’VE CHOSEN TO TAKE BECAUSE YOU KNOW YOU’VE BEEN FLIRTING WITH DEATH BUT YOU’RE NOT READY TO DIE YET HAS ME IN A FUCKING CHOKEHOLD YOU HAVE NO IDEA

(i haven’t done a designated “sit down and overanalyze each individual song” listen through yet admittedly though)

it’s super interesting to me too that she just really gave us the big middle chunk of the album, with really only a handful of releases shuffled, too! the thread was obviously still there, but we (or i at least) couldn’t totally draw it for certain until the full release

i know i said that kissing death was gonna be blue hour 2 for me, and it totally feels like it is emotionally and personally lmao, but this almost feels like the prequel, re: the overall narrative and oh my god i fucking LOVE IT

[homoeroticjunoincident]

💌

chickens, snowy, posts of lyrics n nothing else

[dolphelecat]

Music Tag

I was tagged by @goodtobealunatic to list 10 songs I’ve been listening to a lot lately. I love music tags, so here we go!!

"Under the Circus Lights" - Owl City

2. "Hoshi No Tegami" - Sakura Tange & Motoko Kumai

3. "HiME-boshi" - Yuki Kajiura

4. "Return to Oz" - Karliene

5. "The Prydwen Sails Again" - Heather Dale

6. "Test Drive" - John Powell

7. "Figured Out" - MALINDA

8. "Wave After Wave" - Sleeping At Last

9. "Through Me (The Flood)" - Hozier

10. "Love From The Other Side" - Fall Out Boy

Tagging @blujayonthewing, @memesupremo, @thehappyspaceman, @kellconrad, @halflife4mac, @halfthealphabet, @purplebronzeandblue, @greed-the-dorkalicious, @snowychicken, @leggomyleggy, and anyone else who sees this and wants to do it!

[alan--woke]

Trick or treat!! :3

hello!!!!! i choose treat for Snowy, the sweetest chimken C: here it comes :

SIKE GET EVIL BOOPED SNOWY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[alan--woke]

I JUST COUNTED

I'VE BEEN OFFLINE FOR LIKE AN HOUR??? AND YOU LEFT ALMOST 200 BOOPS

I'M NOT GONNA BE ABLE TO GET YOU BACK AAAAAAAAAAAAAA

(Not complaining in the slightest I absolutely adore it but GOD DAMN)

it's nothing personal kid.....

i WILL get that 1000 boobs badge

[alan--woke]

🎵, 🍪, 🌼, and 🌿 please c: <2

hey there chimken C:

🎵 Last song you listened to?

Where's My Love - Acoustic by SYML !

🍪 If you were a cookie, what kind would you be?

UUUUUUUUUUUUUUU THAT'S SUCH A GOOD Q HMMMM!! i think i'll be a salted caramel cookie, sweet and salty with a nice crunch C:

🌼 What’s the last thing you said out loud?

"bruh" after my lil bro said that he set up our dryer to finish at 2 am again....... and asked me if i could take care of it............. bruh

🌿 Describe your favorite outfit.

It's my favorite pair of black joggers, white turtleneck and purple shirt, paired with either my ring necklace or black chain and various rings and bracelets, with occasional black ring earrings!!

thanks for the ask!!!!!! it was a lot of fun C:

[alan--woke]

Hey! I would like to ask for 12, 35, and 45 for the weirder asks please!

heya!

12. what kind of day is it?

it's Thursday! (at least i think it's what this ask means, right....? i might be very tired)

35. what’s your timezone?

it's CET, Central European Time!

45. can you remember what happened yesterday?

yeah, cause technically yesterday was like an hour ago for me rn.... played some ping-pong, went to uni, gave a present and had diner with a fellow friendo, pretty poggers day C:

thanks so much for the ask!!!!! <3