Dec 23, 2021
wanting to finish the shawl project vs wanting to make a first pass at attempting the Boob Sweater : FIGHT
#the reason i want to finish the shawl is : if i finish the shawl#i have no excuse to NOT learn blocking#(it will need it)#and zach sent me a video about it#so i really have 0 excuse except 'my brain doesn't want to do it until we actually have to block something'#so AHAH#IF I FINISH THE SHAWL#I WILL LEARN BLOCKING BEFORE SUMMER#probably#probably.#i'm slow.#kglgkldskdslklds#knitting#it's like; hey brain do you want to cooperate ?#and the brain's like not at all.#it's fine though i'm not upset about it - at one point i'll find a way to cram a 7 minute video in a long day#of doing absolutely nothing#and i'll come back getting shit for blocking#not worried! it's just procrastination upon procrastination upon procrastination#guess who has homework ?#yeah me
